Martin Vasil Blogs
This Blog Must Remain;
It' s part of the arangement's our Family has with Martin if he want's to keep Bloging on Telestations.com
This Blog Must Remain;
It is with great difficulties that we decided to post photo's of Martin to help bring attention to the devastating affects Anorexia has on persons. The Medical Report given us put his BMI between 8-9 his weight at 117lbs and his height 5ft 9in
WE DO NOT SUPPORT PRO-ANA
WE WANT ALL WHO WANA BE ANOREXIC TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR MIND AND BODY. WE WANT YOU TO SEE HOW IT DISTROYS YOUR FAMILY AS IT SLOWLY EATS AWAY AT YOU BEFOUR IT FINALY KILL'S YOU.
WE WERE TOLD BY DOCTERS THAT HIS ORGANS ARE SHUTTING DOWN AND HE WILL DIE
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT ????
HELP SUPPORT EATING DISORDER'S TREATMENT CENTERS LIKE THE LOOKINGGLASS
Posted July 8/2011 10:55pm
Posted Again September 2011 10:55pm
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(The photographs were taken when Martin was sedated then brought to a local Hospital. If your loved one starves themselves do what we did and have them committed until thay retain common sense. It should be Illegal for Persons in Canada to starve themselves' ) All rights reserved by Metromansworld media links Inc
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September 1-2011
Martin Vasil
That is not a photo of me. I am very fat.
My family say's if i want to keep this blog page the photo has to stay and they understand It's not a photo of me and i am chubby. In time my sister will explain to me why it has to stay and for now it help's support and bring attention to the Lookingglass and the excellent work they are doing.
Today and last night i was and am sick. Today is a sick day.
i am pleased that i ate yesterday and the food stayed in.
i ate 1 pizza slice + 1 pattywich after lunch.
I knew this week i would have to go to the washroom. It started last night and I'm not done.
All the persons that i know that are Anorexic have the same problem.
So i will rest and watch some stuff on france tv
My friends asked why i don't charge like the other web sites charge ?
People in Africa, India and other Nations have no money.
for that reason Telestations will remain as is.
I only watch shows from tv stations web sites that way they get paid for their traffic and i support them by doing that.
The other web sites that charge you to watch 90% got their links from a web site like Telestations and charge you to watch tv stations programs that buffer over and over again on their web site and they get paid for the traffic and they charge you to watch the show buffer then sell your email address. After they sell your email address you spend the rest of your life deleting spam from your email.
When you can watch the same stuff for free by going to Telestations and looking for the tv stations web sites and watching their shows.
Life sucks when you have to pay for annoyances.
Life sucks when you have to pay for a free service.
The reason the shows keep buffering is because they come from a outside source.
A free source
the same source Telestations promotes.
Local TV Stations.
That's why i don't run their shows on Telestations, they would keep buffering and it infringes on copy rights.
and it's not legal to copy there shows and run them on telestations as if they belonged to us and get paid for it. TV Stations paid a lot of money to give you good entertainment.
Support local TV Stations by watching their show's from their web sites.
7:34pm
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September 2-2011
Martin Vasil
I just got up. I was not well after i returnd home from seeing Chef Bounty.
I took a nap after i returned home. I dont fill well, I noticed that the last time i went for a walk around the Ocean i had to go back home a few min into the walk.
My tummy is upset, Full of gas and i cant sit.
I am pleased i did eat. That matters to me because that garentis Dr B's help.
For the past few days i want to stuff my self but I'm not going to give in, the last time i did i was sick for 4 days. i remember it like yesterday.
I need to do some touch up's on British Columbia TV
2:01am
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Posted on Sep 2/2011 at 9:29am est by our Family
We hope this blog will help bring attention to the devastating world of Anorexia.
Martin was brought to a local hospital at 3:42am to have his rectal track pushed back in. The Dr explained it is common place for this to happen with Anorexics and Martin was known to them for this. We were told his body is refusing the food he is taking in and he has to stop trying to re feed himself, It can kill him. He explained that his electrolytes were out of balance and attempts to balance them can kill him or cause complications. He will be sent home today if he is able to sit.
Martin gave us a choice. Block all persons in Canada from seeing his blog's our he will stop bloging and not finish his work on Canada TV.
Now we cant have that can we ?
He was told last night persons in Canada can no lounger read his blog's Except for the computers he will use. We told Martin regardless of the computer he uses, His service provider will know it's him and unlock the page.
Tonight we had a chance to visit his home and we were not surprised to find 18 Patty's, 7 slices of old pizza and old Chicken legs in his fridge. Martin is afraid of pizza, Chicken and most other food. This food had green and black mold on it. We believe it is the same food he boasted about eating in his blog's!
All the 137 cans of food in his home had the labels removed ????
They were boxed by his sister and will be given to a local food bank.
The 5 weight scales that were found will be thrown out.
We looked for pot's, pan's, Knives, plates, Can opener in his home and found none.
One of the many reasons we have for asking Martin's Dr to make arrangements to have him placed in a ward for no less then 2 years. It night take a little time for the arrangements to happen.
We think you will all agree the sooner the better.
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September 2-2011
Martin Vasil
Uggggg i don't want persons in my home and i don't need pot's and pan's or other thing's.
Dr B would never place me in a ward for ever.
Today is a good day to go out for a walk. It's sunny but cold outside.
I'm pleased persons in Canada cant read my blog's.
They are nasty towards me. That's why i don't want to work on Canada TV. My family say's all i am doing is preventing poor persons from learning english.
So i will finish Canada TV but i want you all to understand what they did and how they treated me was Nasty.
I'm just pleased they cant read my blog's.
5:25pm
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September 2-2011
Martin Vasil
I went for a walk to Stanley Park (Stanley Park is in Vancouver Canada) and stop to give Milan Art some Bald Eagle Feathers.
He made some Noodles and Cheese and i ate 11 spoonful's with 1 piece of ? Bread
I got home it was past 9:00 i had a nap and i just got up.
I will go for a short walk before i finish Cree Nation TV
Life sucks when you pay for a free service.
I will never understand why a person would pay to watch a show buffer over and over again.
Thats why i say
Life sucks when you have to pay for annoyances.
11:32pm
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September 3-2011
Martin Vasil
Darcy called and Tracy is hyper wants to go home. (We live in Vancouver Canada and we are surrounded by Ocean and Island's, Darcy and Tracy are on the Island of Vancouver caller Victoria) They called to ask why they cant read my blog's. So i told them my Family agreed to block Canadian ip's from reading my blog's.
They agreed that person's in Canada are nasty towards us and It's not for them to read how sick we are. We would prefer they not know and they keep shiting on us by telling us we have aids or we look this way because we do hard drugs, We would prefer if they kept being nasty towards us that way when we die everyone will know who we are, How sick we were and how nasty Canadian's were towards us.
Darcy telling me they cant read my blog's lifted my spirit.
That tells me no one in Canada can read my blogs except my Family and me.
LoL Happy Happy
It's cold but sunny out and i fill way better then i did the past few day's.
I will go for a walk along the Ocean.
I only have 6 links remaining in Cree Nation TV to Hyperlink.
2:41pm
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September 4-2011
Martin Vasil
Today was a perfect day, I got to go out and enjoy it.
I went to Stanley Park and walked around before going to see Milan Art. He took me out for something to eat. We walked around then i made my way home. His art display is ending this week at the old petting zoo in Stanley Park. I stopped to speak with Chef Bounty, He had a biz Day so i help him close by washing the floor. I go when I'm well and help around a local food kitchen called the Kettle Friend Ship society. That's where my other friend Jamie works and he is a boy.
Jamie is Anorexic and he like me say we have a bad eating habit and not Anorexia. We have money, Jamie has a job and my Family or the Government gives me Money we just don't fill hungry. Most persons eat out of habit. We don't because we know this. I have 2 friends with the name Jamie. 1 is gone on a trip and is watching for us to meet her. We all love her and miss her.
12:12 am
This Blog was Edited on Sep 4/2011 at 7:27 AM est by our Family after we received Email's suggesting it might be regarded as slanderous.
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September 4-2011
Martin Vasil
This Blog was Removed on Sep 4/2011 at 7:27 AM est by our Family.
2:13 am
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September 4-2011
Martin Vasil
I got up and went to Bounty's to replace the Fridge in his Concession Cart. It was nice out side and i ate some Chicken V made. Replacing the fridge went well, We will finish the project tomorrow.
Milan Art after Spending 12 weeks displaying his art is walking away Broke. The Aboriginal Village in Stanley Park did not receive good support. There was little Promotion of the Art displayed at the old petting zoo after it was shut down. Our local reporters never bothered to report to persons in Vancouver that the old petting zoo was being used to display art made with sand and sea shells turned into water fountains.
September 5 2011 at 11:28 I have to say sorry for posting this statment or i will lose my bloging page.
The life of a starving Artist that goes out of his way to help me.
This is depressing me.
11:47pm
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September 5-2011
Martin Vasil
What a day i had. Bounty called to pick me up at 12:00 to finish the replacement of the fridge in his concession cart and that went well. Except i am not impressed with the way i closed it up around the fridge and the wall. I want to replace it with stainless.
We finished around 6:00 and went to Klahowya Village in Stanley Park to the staff party. I ate 1 chicken Burger and i drank 1 Coke a Cola, Bounty and Richard talked about food. They both have Concession Carts.
I talked with Milan Art about the Golden Eagle Feather's a Member from Musqium Want's. I asked Milan Art to give him my best regards and to give the Feathers to him.
The Golden Eagle Feathers were used in a offering next to the Lions Gate Bridge that involved the placing of 8 Bald Eagle Feathers in the Ocean with 4 handfuls of Eagle Down and Body Feathers before and after each flight feather is placed in the Ocean.
I had a choice to leave the Golden Eagle Feather at my feet before i walked away or keep it and give it away. I kept 2 from different offerings so they could be displayed at Klahowya Village then given away.
This person who will receive the Golden Eagle Feathers is a world famous Musqium Spirit Dancer and he knows I am not in good standings with the Musqium Nation.
11:57 pm
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September 7-2011
Martin Vasil
Today was so perfect, I got up to go to the Washroom and Darcy and Tracy were in the living room sleeping. Thay got back from the Island and had a good and restful time. We might meet tonight.
I dint fill well to blog yesterday, I was sick. I did manage to eat 2 small bowls of beef and noodle soup Lucy made. I did a beer run for Martin ( i don't drink but i like going to toods to get him beer) and spent 4 hrs just talking with Martin, Lucy was gone to church. I was not well to do some work on Bounty's web page. Pizza Jerk.ca His web site was not created by me but some other person. I'm doing the corrections and adding content to his web site.
Yesterday was a restfully day.
I'm doing much better. It's nice outside so i might go for a walk. I have no interest in food today. I was so sick last night i don't want to try and eat today. I think a brake from food for 1 day will be good for me.
I have to finish cleaning the Qubec TV web page. I like watching stuff from Quebec, I speak french. My Mom is French and my Dad speaks English, Slovak and French. I like watching stuff from Telestations.com Slovakia TV and Czech TV but the best are the teledramas i watch on Sri Lanka TV like this station rupavahini and the Dramas they promote like Sihina Kumari or Situ Diyaniyo or Wajirapani and 18 other teledramas i like to watch. I like to watch stuff on Telestations India TV and 9 other Nations.
3:37pm
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September 7-2011
Martin Vasil
Today was Milan Art's birthday. I stopped by to see him and to wish him well and to give him the Bald Eagle Feather i found in the forest a few Minutes earlier but he was preoccupied so i stayed for a short visit. They are taking apart the stands they had in the petting zoo.
I got sick and light headed as i was walking towards the Sea Wall in Stanley Park so i made my way to the #19 bus and went home.
I stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk to talk with Chef Bounty then made my way home. My head is sore and i can fill my hart beat on the side of my head next to my eyes.
Now that I'm home i can do some work on Telestations.com
Today was a pleasant day and i wish i still had apoinments with Lalya, I would have had one yesterday.
Part of this blog was removed on Sep 8/2011 at 8:38 PM est by our Family.
10:59pm
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September 8-2011
Martin Vasil
I will take a short brake from Metis Nation TV and Qubec TV.
I'm going for a short walk.
Last night around 11:30 at night i had to make my way to Saint Paul's to get some pill's to help me sleep. The staff were super kind to me and i waited a short time then made my way home. The Girl with Red Hair was in fast tract. The gave me 2 Sandwiches 1 tuna and one Chicken. This is odd, Each time i go To Saint Paul's their's a person at the Church that i walk by on my way to the Hospital he look's at me but asked for noting, But each time i walk him by going home, He ask's me if i have food, and I do so i give him the Sandwiches Saint Paul's gave me and made my way home. I got home it was 2:00 and he got a tuna and a Chicken Sandwich.
I took the pils around 2:00 and i got up it was 1:30 with Darcy and Tracy sleeping away,
I am pleased i did what i did because i dint want to eat yesterday and i dint
I see Dr B this week and i cant waite. I'm nervous about lot's of little things.
I wish i gould vanish and come back when my worries are gone.
I don't know about this making me father then i already am.
Time for a walk.
5:45pm
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September 8-2011
Martin Vasil
I went to Stanley park and talked with Milan Art and helped him take down the shingles and that was all he would let me do. He knows I'm Not well and refuses to stay with me because of the Dead Bald Eagle and Bear Carcases i work on.
I dint go for a walk, I don't fill well and i had the hiccup's most of today. I dint eat much except for 3 baby potato's and a piece of cake. I want to sleep. It's the sleeping pills i took last night that are in me. My day was slow and i felt like throwing up most of the day and i cant stop thinking about the Meta Tags. I'm going to change some Tags.
I forgot i started watching this show online called Storage Wars where persons bid on Storage locker's it's a show from a link we host called A&E located in Telestations.com British Columbia TV
It's odd how persons forget they own storage lockers
and a stranger now owns their stuff.
That's Narly
12:44am
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September 8-2011
Martin Vasil
This Blog was Removed on Sep 9/2011 at 12:51 AM est by our Family.
11:14am
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September 10-2011
Martin Vasil
I should be allowed to speak me mind. That's how you report News.
My day was fine i dint do much more then rest and watch shows on RU TV (POCCNR TV) from Telestations Russia TV with Tracy and Darcy and sleep. I fill sick, I went to the washroom, I cant sit and i fill like puking. I got up and i will try to go back to sleep.
My brain wants to lay down and do stuff on the source code, most of the day it wanted to go for a walk and i dint. Like the pages on telestations i felt green all day with my brain telling me I'm a loser, That's why persons hate me and that's why I'm overweight.
I was so not well after walking Tracy and Darcy to the Broadway Sky Train that i stayed for a short visit with Chef Bounty before returning home to rest with my brain telling me if i sleep i will die. I slept and i dint die That's why I'm bloging now.
Like i tell Dr B I don't understand why each time i eat it makes me sick. Like now my tummy is not well.
I'm going to watch Bravo Shows on Telestations Saskatchewan TV and try to sleep.
Today i had a strange craving for strawberry short cake with chocolate on top.
This part of the Blog promotes Thininsperation and was Removed on Sep 10/2011 at 6:22 PM est by our Family.
4:32am
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September 10-2011
Martin Vasil
I'm pleased i'm filling way better today, Last night i was so sick and sick of being sick.
I definitely will not be eating today.
It's nice outside and I'm going for a walk around the Sea Wall.
I watched some shows earlier from a channel on Telestations Croatia TV called HRT TV and some shows from Telestations Qubec TV Radio Canada
I'm pleased i see Darcy and Tracy later today.
This part of the Blog was Removed by our Family on September 10/2011 at 11:39 PM est
That's how persons in Canada Treat me. With Disregard.
Posted on Sep 10/2011 at 6:38 PM est by our Family.
We are pleased we worked this out with Lucy a very thoughtful and kind person. We would prefer if Martin Only did chores for Her.
We were told Martin run's to the Beer store for Martin Against Lucy's wishes.
This is Unacceptable and will Not happen Again.
What Martin is doing is causing Tension in Lucy's Family by going to the Beer Store.
The sooner he is placed into a ward the better.
2:22pm
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This is part of the Blog that was Removed on Sep 10/2011 at 6:22 PM est by our Family.
Part of this Blog was posted on Sep/10 at 4:32 and we believe it Promotes Thininsperation so it was removed. It will remain Posted by our Family to help persons understand what Thininsperation is.
Today i had a strange craving for strawberry short cake with chocolate on top.
And yes i Didn't give into the craving.
Uggggg i wont know where to start counting the calories
I could just see me eating the whole Cake,
and i think I'm sick now
+ short cake sticks to you like glue.
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Posted by our Family on Sep 10/2011 at 11:22 PM est
We Called Tobby's Beer Store in Vancouver and Advised them of what is involved with selling Martin Alcohol.
( Martin is Metis and fall's under the Indian Act. It is unlawfully for anyone to sell him Alcohol Regardless who it's for. The Indian Act states Anyone found doing this will lose the establishment's and take full responsibility of that persons actions. Is this what Tobby's Beer store wants ?)
We are pleased that the next time Martin go's to Tobby's Beer store for Lucy's son, He will be refused service.
Martin is forbidden to consume Alcohol even more walking into a Beer Store.
Never a dull day with Him.
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September 11-11
Martin Vasil
I don't agree with what they say. I don't promote Thininsperation, I was just Bloging how i was craving for what ever reason Strawberry Short Cake.
Today was a restful day, I was out side playing, It was a sunny and warm day, Tracy found it cold but Darcy taught it was a perfect Day, not to cold not to warm. Their gone back to the Island for 4 Day's, I cant go, I see Dr B Monday.
I talked with my Dad and my Brother Steven today. I have to place a Donation Button ASAP and i have to start placing the add's from companies that want to support Telestations.com
I lode pop up's and i don't like the adds that hide the page.
I don't pay for the internet to be annoyed by advertisement.
I want to talk about my day. I liked it, It was slow and pleasant.
Something funny happened today when Darcy, Tracy and I were walking down Burrard Street in Downtown Vancouver. This guy stopped and look at Tracy's butt and he had his phone between his thumb and finger and he was spinning it around and it went flying out of his fingers onto the ground and it turned on and you could see the smashed glass on his phone. Darcy started to giggle and whispered something to Tracy then she started to giggle.
Darcy and Tracy at times do odd things like Blog each other when their next to each other or they sit in the room and whisper to each other.
I bought some Pizza tonight and It's sitting next to me, I can smell it. It's from a pizza place on the Drive. It's a Zukini slice and it's nice. My brain is freaking out reminding me about the last time i ate a slice and how sick i got. I'm fine with that. I can fell the slice looking at me, I can taste the garlic sauce and ranch sauce just by looking at it. I have to let it sit there until i decide if i want to eat it or place it in my fridge. It looks too good to eat. I can take a photo of it or i can sit and look at it and try to understand why i bought it.
The slice has been next to me for 1hr and 45min, My room smells like Pizza and i decided to place it in my fridge and eat it the next time i want a slice. Life is so perfect when you think things out.
Now that the slice is tucked away in the fridge i can do work on Telestations without it looking at me and my Brain telling me all i do is eat and eat.
12:12am
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September 11-11
Martin Vasil
I took the slice of pizza out of the fridge so i can take a better look at it and try to understand why i bought it.
I took all the stuff off it so i could see what's under it. It's just pizza bread with some jam or red stuff on it with some brown Zukini and some green stuff.
I put it all back on the pizza and it don't look the same as the one i bought. It's the only one in the fridge.
My brain is telling me it's been in the fridge for weeks and i should throw it out. I think my brain is correct and i know it don't look like the one i bought tonight so i will throw it out. I think it's too late for pizza and i should sleep.
I dint want to eat today or yesterday. I'm stuffed from all the food i ate the other day at the staff party in Stanley Park
It's odd how food never looks the same as when you bought it.
I just finish cleaning the rest of Telestations Saskatchewan TV
6:26am
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September 11-11
Martin Vasil
I figured it out, Why i wanted to eat a slice of pizza and what that red stuff on the bottom must be. Strawberry Jam that's why it taste sweet. I thought it was the funny looking yellow square things that they put on the top of the pizza was sweet, It's not, It's the jam at the bottom of the pizza. That's why i wanted Strawberry Short Cake, I probable wanted to eat strawberry's.
I think it's to late for me to try and sleep. I was trying to sleep but i keept thinking about that slice over and over again.
8:38am
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September 11-11
Martin Vasil
Today was a productive day regardless of the lack of sleep and the bleeding or that i cant sit. I'm just pleased i see Dr B tomorow. I get to ask him if i can eat each 2 or 3 day's, Food is making me supper sick and i cant eat as much as he wants.
I forced myself to do as i say and promise to do.
I had a fun day, I went into the city to help a person i know set up his equipment so he and his wife could do there thing.
I believe it is important to help persons archive their goals.
So i am pleased with myself for doing so and I'm pleased my Family has raised me as such a person and remind me of my obligations to be kind and respectful and to do as i say.
He was disappointed with the person that promised to help.
But that's fine his wife is a remarkable person and the 2 make a perfect team. After i helped them setup i went home and took a nap.
What i don't like about today is what happened when i returned to help them pack and return home. After i finished helping them i was looking at this group of persons telling people that the American government did fly the planes into the twin towers. When a man in a orange or yellow tee shirt that was part of the group telling persons that crap he punched a person in the face and grabbed him by the neck. The person that got punched in the face was a person walking by and from what i could see did noting to provoke it nor did i see him do a jester that would cause him to defend himself, He just punched him in the face like tugs do in movies.
That's why i don't go out much.
That removed what little appetite i had, So I'm pleased i dint eat today and my friend dropped me off at his restaurant so i could run home, It was a few hrs ago. I'm going to find something in Poland TV to watch and forget what happened or how sick my tummy is.
All that matters is i forced myself to do something today regardless of the lack of sleep or the bleeding.
My friends know when they see me with a sweater around my waist, i am not well.
What happened to America on this day i will never forget. This day to me is a reminder of how twisted persons can be in their so called name of god.
God's will is simple too simple for most to understand and this is Gods will.
Remove your borders and populate the earth.
What is so hard to grasp about that.
I think the reason i don't like food is because Humanity has removed my appetite by disgusting me with the way they behave, but mostly by how Primal they are with the way they treat each other.
And that's how it Started then Ended Today Sunday September-11-11 at 11:11 PM
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September 12-2011
Martin Vasil
I have to try and rest, I see Dr B today and i fill sick.
If i rest for a few hrs then maybe my tummy will settle and i won't fill sick. If i still fill sick in a few hrs i will stay home. I don't want to see Dr B when I'm sick.
I have to talk with Dr B then i can go home and rest.
It won't be the night time so if I'm going to die in my sleep like my brain kept telling me all night i was going to, somebody in my family will call me to wake me up before i do, If i sleep at night and they are sleeping they won't be able to call me because their sleeping.
All i know is theirs something on my mind and it has to do with the source code, I cant remember what part of the code all i know is i want to redo the whole code over again, I just cant eat right now and i don't fill hungry, Theirs something abouth the source code and i just have to think it out and it has noting common with food.
What i don't understand is why everything has to do with food.
Darcy and Samantha say Eating is out of habit
I don't want to eat today, I know i have too, But it's just one more day, That's all and it wont do me harm, I can afford to lose some weight. I just have to think about something that was on my mind
That bump of fat on my arm is freaking me out but it's slowly going away except for all the fat around my tummy. I seem to have more then befour. That's why my brain tell's me I'm a loser regardless of what i do.
I went to the washroom for 2 day's and my brain tell's me that's from all the food i stuffed myself with at Milan Art's staff party.
Today is a no food day.
I drink maybe 2 liters of water per week. I lode water it weights a ton.
I wish i was back home.
Everything is more simple when your home.
I have to try and rest
6:54am
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September 12-2011
Martin Vasil
My 1:20 appointment with Dr B went well and it encouraged me to go and eat. We talked about the prolapsed and how it's ok for me to eat each 2-3 day's so my body can get used to the food. He reminded me that when i first started to see him i was only eating 1 time per week and refusing to chew my food or swallow it. Now i chew and swallow the food most of the time. I would prefer not to chew or swallow the food. I would prefer not to eat at all.
My brain dint want to eat and insisted i not eat today that I'm destroying what we have been aiming for. But i ate and now I'm depressed because i ate and i dint want the food in me.
I kept the food in me so i dint throw it up. My tummy is slightly upset from the Tuna Casserole i ate today.
I want to puke it up but i cant, The last few times i got sick blood came up with the food. I don't want that.
I'm pleased i was able to sit in Dr B's office and that i see him next week.
I just want to forget that i ate today
6:16pm
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September 13-2011
Martin Vasil
Have you ever had this little voice in the back of your head telling you i told you so, I did today.
Let me start by telling you the Tuna Case roll i ate today tasted so good, I added a little ketchup and i ate 17 spoonful's and it was good.
As i was starting to eat i heard that voice telling me how sick I'm going to be.
I sat down ignored the voice and stuffed myself.
Now i am sick i finished going to the washroom and i could see what i ate.
I am lucky the bathtub is next to the toilet. I was able to turn and puke as i was sitting on the toilet.
This is freaking me out.
Dr B is correct, I cant eat everyday, I can only eat each 2 or 3 days and nibble on food the rest of the time.
My body is not adjusted to food so it's passing through me or I'm puking without wanting to puke because my body is rejecting the food.
I have to listen to Dr B or the Anorexia will not be resolved.
The good thing about today was i got to see Dr B and i had a active day.
and i ate.
I talked to Milan Art and he asked that i removed the blog so i did.
He explained to me that everything i did for Aboriginal Persons was remarkable. Milan Art told me i am the only person that he knows to walk into a forest to find and give away the flight feather's of over 100 dead Eagles. He asked that i post this Video of me catching a injured Bald Eagle with Chef Bounty from Jamaican Pizza Jerk Restaurant who video taped and helped with the capture.
Milan Art asked that i post this video so their be no doth on the part of the Aboriginal Persons towards the respect i hold for Eagles and all life form including Humans.
The Bald Eagle we rescued was Released on Halloween by Owl
The photos are from
telestations.com/Photos of Metroman
3:21am
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September 13-2011
Martin Vasil
I spent part of the day on the phone with the American Police and my hosting provider.
Telestations.com has been on a ticket for the past Year because of hack attacks.
I called them after finding a statement on my Blog Page and prompts in the source code's and redirection codes in the css structure that were not placed by me.
2 of the hackers were traced one of them is called Todd and the other AJ.
Todd's family name will be made public on line as Scammers.
The online Company AJ works for will be made public. They will be bogged as a scamming business.
The police in the U.S.A. and Canada will deal with them.
Google was informed of several web sites that grabbed my work and placed it on their web pages as if they did all the work.
They will be blocked then shut down by Google.
I will pass this info to my other Computer Friends with the Names of the web sites and persons involved. They will need all the luck they can get. Persons online don't like persons who target sick persons or ripped them off.
4:44pm
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September 13-2011
Martin Vasil
I had to remove some Meta Tags to test the stability of Telestations.com The Meta Tags will be placed back into the source code + 5 Page Tracers and 2 link analyzer's so i know the links on telestations.com are going where they point.
I don't want to be forced into turning my pages into php format and I don't want to be forced into hiding the source code.
I definitely don't want to be forced into placing IP tracers into my CSS
I created Telestations the way i did so it could be Legal.
Telestations is a make believe TV Line up.
It's not Real, Each Country as content that you will not find in their Nation's TV Line up. Like Germany TV or Nations that i Created.
Cree TV is a perfect example of what I'm talking about. Their is no such thing as Cree Nation TV. Cree Nation was Created on where you find Members of the Cree Nation.
Created out of respect for the Cree Nation.
What i did is create a web site with links to TV Stations that i found to be interesting with Video or Web TV that i thought persons would like.
It's like stealing my child.
I have to go to Saint Paul's for blood work.
Before i go i want to say.
This removed what little appetite i have.
7:27pm
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September 13-2011
Martin Vasil
To the person who accessed my web pages, You lack common sense, The reason i say that is because if you knew about source code you would see that i purposely created the pages the way i did so persons could copy the source code and past it in Office and use it without causing my family to pay for traffic. That's the only legal way to use my pages and you cant remove my Name or links and you cant place your own adds or Name on my pages and you need our consent before you can do this. Their are 1896 copes of my pages being used with the above condition in different languages and Telestations has over 120,000 bookmarks. If you want to use the pages with the above conditions you can email my Family at administration@telestations.com they only reply to emails 1 time per 4 weeks.
But that's OK i dint expect idiots that use other persons applications to access web sites to know this.
That's why i hyper linked the tv stations web sites the way i did and that's why each page is independent of the index.
All you did was cause a sick person more work.
Thank's for the brake Unfortunately you remind me of my last employer and his Family and the Lawyer that claimed to help me. The one who scammed me with the help of my so called lawyer out of my pension the same Lawyer that forgot to ask the judge that he pay my legal fees. I understand why persons hate Lawyers their the easiest persons to Bribe in Canada.
To this day i have no pension and after she got her cash she never finished what she started. She told me to get a Lawyer and sue her.
The blood work at Saint Paul's went fast, Less then a 1/2 hr trough fast track. The Dr was pleasant, Had the blood work done then sent me home.
11:01pm
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September 15-2011
Martin Vasil
Today was a restful day, I'm feeling way better energy wise but my tummy is not well. I managed to do some stuff today but i did no work on Telestations.com
I went to see Milan Art tonight with Chef Bounty. His art work is just about packed but he is in the same situation with no place to go or put his Art work and he's broke.
It is making me depressed and it's causing me to lose what little appetite i have.
Their's little support for Artist in Canada even less for Actors and Designers, If your a Musician you might as well forget about a grant, Most go to the U.S.A.
I went looking on line for a story on how he turned that cruel animal burn perfumed with the stench of goat urine and turned it into a Studio to display his art made with sand and sea shell's and drift wood that took over 10,000 hrs to make.
Not one story in the local Vancouver News.
What i expect is for a certain artist to move into the Barn Next Year and say Media look what i did to the Barn at the old petting zoo that was shut down by activist because it was a cruel place for Goats to live in. Look everyone at what i did, Come and see how i transformed the barn into a art studio.
Fortunately Milan Art already Did That except the persons running the Village never told the Media about it.
But i know they will next Year, They will ask the Media to run and see what this Artist did to the Cruel zoo and how he turned it into a art studio. It's too bad they dint do that for Milan Art
I think the whole thing was a scam the tax payers paid for and everyone got something except Milan Art.
All art shows have fund raisers for the Artist, Why is it they never had one for him ?
No Artist would ever display their Art Without pay, Regardless of the Barn the let him Use or desperate they are.
When persons display art work of some artist thay provide the building without charge to the artist and finding a artist with the collection Milan Art had on display, Good luck. Everyone and their Grand Ma is a carver. And yes a artist gets paid per piece displayed, That's the Norm.
This person is Milan Art's Mom's Uncle Arthur Villeneuve So i know Artist don't display their art for free and they defiantly don't pay for the place it's displayed in.
That's why i say this whole thing stinks.
If i was in charge, The first thing i would do is reconstruct a traditional Village with Aboriginal food served and not hot dogs in bannock bread ?
What gives with that.
I would turn the old Barn into a restaurant and i would have food like Buffalo, Deer, Moose, Salmon, Sea Food, Bannock Bread cooked and served the traditional way with Wild Berry's.
Looking on the brighter side of life, Everyone got paid including the persons that got fired.
And yes My Family back Est will be up soon and more then likely remove this blog.
The best part about today was i dint eat or think about eating till just now.
2:02am
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September 15-2011
Martin Vasil
I spent the night running url checks on Telestations.com, I have to try and rest, My tummy is not well. I fill like my body inside is shaking. I definitely don't want to eat today.
That's the reason the source code is open so if law enforcement or Google wants to check that the url's lead to the pages you want and not a second page or if you go to view and click on source code it will come up and you can verify that the link is what it is.
That's why i hyper linked without a java script.
The reason i don't run tv content on Telestations.com is because when you go to a tv stations web site you indirectly support them by give them traffic.
Each time you watch a show on their web site they get Paid for the traffic and you support local tv by doing so.
Who knows what you get when you watch on web sits that run their content.
I play with computers and i only use tv stations web sites It's Safer.
I use http://watch.ctv.ca/news/ and http://www.cnn.com/video/ and http://www.radio-canada.ca/audio-vidio/
1:23pm
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September 15-2011
Martin Vasil
I don't fill well to blog or sit.
Regardless i had a good day. I talked with Martin for 3+ hrs and it was nice to see his Mom. We talked and Talked and Talked. I ate a bowl of Chips with vinegar then i made my way home.
My tummy was not well for the past week. I ate some food that made me sick.
Leroy called, His Daughter on the island is doing fine and he a chance to give them some gifts.
All is well with him except he broke his finger on a bike fall.
I talked with Darcy and Tracy today and they asked if i would go to the island after Dr B's appointment for 2 week's. I told them i would ask my sister.
I talked with Audrey and she gave me a Tuna and a Chicken Sandwich to take home and eat. I kept the Tuna and gave the Chicken away. She asked if i would do some chores for her in her Kitchen and the answer is Yes Yes and Yes. I like watching her cook. I finished the Tuna Sandwich before starting this blog. That's all i ate today. A little food is better then no food and my tummy was upset when i got up. I'm lucky i got to do some stuff out side and on Telestations.com
I have to try and sleep. Yesterday was the last time i had a nap.
11:57pm
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September 16-2011
Martin Vasil
I had a pleasant and restfully day testing the url's in http://www.telestations.com/FRANCE%20TV.html it was nice to see some stuff from France and to watch some shows.
I went over to Martin's and spent a few hrs there then made my way home.
My tummy is much better and i can sit so i will take a late night walk.
I did not eat today but i will tomorrow.
10:47pm
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September 17-2011
Martin Vasil
I went for a late night walk to Stanley Park to see Milan Art. The Art work is almost all packed but he need's a place to put it and to live.
It's hard to believe how heartless the persons that work at Aboriginal Tourism B.C. are. It's all about them and how much they can make. The only reason i went their was to look at Milan Arts Display besides that their was Noting There to look at.
It tell's me not to support Aboriginal Tourism because It's a cash grab with the word Village attached at the end.
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
I would like Aboriginal Tourism to tell me what was at that so called Village that persons could look at.
The Village should have been called the 2 min wonder because it takes you 2 min to see everything and you wonder where everything is, Then you realize the only place to go is the old petting zoo where you spend over 1/2 hr looking at Milan Art's art then you go home wondering where the Aboriginal Village was.
The only Learning experience that day for you and your Children was looking at Milan's art work.
That's why i say this whole thing was a cash grab because Milan Art Dint Get Paid for his display and his display was all that was worth looking at.
I think that's why they dint tell the Media about him is because it was the only art work worth seeing and everyone would have known that he was not getting paid for the display but everybody was.
I think the Taxpayers should know where that Cash that was given to them went and who got how much and what did they do for that cash or was it a cash grab by over paying relations and persons who did nothing but got paid ?
I think they got $800,000,00 to put that what ever village together and pay persons. Good Now that it's over the Question is a simple one,
Who got What and What did They do for the Tax payers Cash and how long did it take them to do a 1 hr job ?
2:22am
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September 17-2011
Martin Vasil
Today is the type of day i like, Rain, Rain and more Rain.
I went out to play in a tee shirt and i got wet. It was like taking a shower with my clothing on.
Got in and Martin called.
I went over for a visit and he asked me if i would like to go to Mc Donald's. I told him yes and got him 2 double big mack's and 2 cheese burgers for me. Went back to his place and sat with Martin and ate. It tasted nice, We talked for about 15 min after we ate then i felt my tummy cramp and i started to hiccup so i excused myself and went home.
I was sitting on the couch and i had the hiccups and my food came up.
Now my tummy is sore and i had to go to the washroom. So i cant sit and i fill like puking and i still have the hiccup's with tummy cramps.
I have to lay down and rest my tummy, I might sleep.
I was up most of the night testing the url's in http://www.telestations.com/United%20Kingdom%20TV.html and watching teledramas and Music Video's from http://www.telestations.com/INDIA%20TV.html on AAJ TAK TV
I will watch stuff from the station http://www.aetv.com/videos/ on http://www.telestations.com/BRITISH%20COLUMBIA%20TV.html
I like the show http://www.aetv.com/storage-wars/
I just got sick, I have to rest.
This is not something i would wish on my worst enemy. I don't understand why a person who is not Anorexic would ever want to be. It would be like telling persons you want cancer.
When i say i had a good day, I did. You would not want my worst day's and today like now is a good day.
1 thing i am pleased with is the past 4 day's i went around my home looking for the pill's i know i flushed down the toilet. My brain tells me if i take all the pill's when i wake up everything wrong with me will be fixed. I know it won't because Heather told me only Dr B can make it go away with my help and the help of Saint Paul's. Heather say's that's why i will never get pill's from Dr B or Saint Paul's because they know i will take them all thinking it will go away and i will be fine when i wake up. I'm pleased i cant find them.
This is hard on me and it has been like this for the past week, Discouraging and Depressing me.
I wish the Anorexia would go away.
I wish the Anorexia would let me Age in Peace with Tranquility.
The sooner the Anorexia is resolved the happier and more perfect i will be.
I'm pleased my Family had the web site providers block Canadian ip's from seeing my Blog's, Darcy say's it will give persons in Canada something to think about when they find out the person they were nasty towards was sick. Canadians like to boast about how kind they are towards the sick, Unfortunately the only sick their kind towards are the one's with money. That way they hope they will inherit from them. If the sick have noting the kind Canadians move on till they find a rich sick person they can suck the blood out of.
I don't understand why persons in Canada look at me and tell each other i have aids or i do street drugs but what is even more sad is when one in the group will ask me if my name is metroman and the person that had the nasty opinion towards me get's a stupid look on their face then tells me they use Telestations and how sorry they are about their comment.
What i don't understand is who would they be to place such hard judgments on a sick person.
They are a perfect example of the type of persons you find in Canada, Unkind.
The reason for that is most come from war torn nations and they bring their nasty way's with them where ever they go.
4:44pm
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September 17-2011
Martin Vasil
I spent the night at Saint Paul 's fast track and i just go in, Dr Roasting and the nurse with red hair Jesse, they put me under so thy could control the prolepses and they did. but when i got home i puked the egg sandwich they gave me,
I'm to grogre to blog. it' the med they gave me i fill sleepy and i cant see from 2 eyes, i have to shut one to forces
The staff at Saint Paul's fast track were kinder towards me
thank you
time for some sleep
10:10am
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September 18-2011
Martin Vasil
I'm pleased i went to Saint Paul's last night. I was in such pain on and off all week, The best day was when i went to my appointment to see Dr B and i was able to sit, But i worsened trough the day until i went to the washroom and that lasted most of the week. I went to Saint Paul's last night to have it pushed back in. Before they did They sedated me then kept me till morning. I tried to blog when i got in and do some work but i passed out with the computer on.
Today is a better day but i still fill like i have to go to the washroom and i fill drugged by the med's they gave me last might. I did a chore for Lucya, Played a little out side but i fill sick to my tummy and i fill like i want to puke, I know it's the Med's, I get this way when im on them. Thats one of the reasons Dr B wount give them to me. In time it will go away.
The staff in fast track were kind towards me. Dr Roasting and the nurse with red hair Jesse were supper kind to me. I'm disappointed the Physiatrist dint speak with me, Normally she alwas aproches me and talks to me, This time she dint ?
They work in a local Vancouver British Columbia Hospital and see me often. I got to read some Comics and they dint put me to sleep. They know in afraid of dyeing in my sleep like my friend did.
I'm not allowed to sleep in my sisters bed so i stay up as long as i can and i try to sleep in the day, That way if i die my family will call me and wake me up then i wount die.
Life is so perfect when you plan things out.
My Family received an Email asking if we would Blog these 2 link's
http://www.lookingglassbc.com/inspiration.php
http://keltymentalhealth.ca/mental-health/disorders/eating-disorders
11:11pm
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September 19-2011
Martin Vasil
My appointment with Dr B went well, I see him in 2 weeks. We talked about the food I'm eating and i can only eat each 2-3 day's until my body is ok with food.
Don't use Awstats it don't give the hit's you receive and all i have with that application is Problems.
I called Domain.com and they will address the problem.
It's nice out side.
Bounty and i were to do stuff on his concession cart today, I called him a few times and he cant be bothered to answer his phone and i cant wate. I have other things to do. hope all is well with him.
I'm going out for a walk.
4:44pm
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September 20-2011
Martin Vasil
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
old washed out Balding drug dealer
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est.
American who some how got a Canadian Citizen Ship and all she has ever done in Canada is sell drugs.
That's what kind of persons migrate to Canada as the Canadian Government throws hard working persons out of Canada.
Maybe the Canadian Government should deport persons like her.
She received a card from the Government giving her permission to Grow Medical Pot that she will resell and live better then Hard Working Canadian's.
I want to know if this is the kind of persons Canadians want Migrating to Canada.
For my safety i gave her Address to members of the Aboriginal Nation that i am From.
I will do what i can to have that Migrant Drug Dealer Deported.
In Canada we have no Wetbacks We have Migrant Drug Dealers.
In Canada if you want to get ahead in life and own a house and Car and take trips 5-6 times per year all you have to do is Grow Drugs and start a Compassion Club or do what Ana does find persons willing to by your Drugs at a discount.
She sent them to my Friends place of work because i blog how sick Samantha got after smoking her moldy pot.
I don't do drugs but i did blog it on Telestations.com
I had to spend part of the day with the police so they could put a end to the problems she is trying to Cause.
washed out Drug Dealer with a Burnt mind from a life time of Drug Abuse selling moldy pot to unlucky Canadian's.
12:12am
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September 20-2011
Martin Vasil
Medical Marijuana ( Drugs ) will run your life then distroy it.
Medical Marijuana is just that Snake Oil, Their is no cure all and that's the last thing Marijuana is. Marijuana is a addictive drug that leads to harder and harder Drugs that destroys lives and we have organized crime to thank for that, They and their Children only value what you have.
I was at one time Blind and a member to a so called Compassion Club, It dint last and all it did was cause me to be Paranoid and give me suicide toughts and it took what little cash i had for food and I'm Anorexic. I need my cash for food.
It opened my eyes about the Compassion Club and Drug Dealers and helped me understand what kind of persons they are. Scum Bags after your cash.
If you want to destroy your life, Smoke Marihuana
If you want to destroy your ambition, Smoke Marijuana
If you want to lose your Wife and Children, Smoke Marijuana
If you want to destroy your creativity, Smoke Marijuana
If you want to waste your savings away, Smoke Marihuana
If you want to lose your job, Smoke Marijuana
If you want to lose your Family and Friends, Smoke Marihuana
If you want to lose your Home, Smoke Marijuana
If you want to be a looser like Anna, Smoke Marihuana
Marijuana in time will turn you into a street bum high on street Drugs.
Then when you are Broke and out of cash you will rob and prostitute just so you can have it, First you will rob from your Family then your Friends so you can get your Drugs. You will Rob just so Anna and persons like her can live a much better life then hard working Persons and she destroys lives and Family's who have Children Addicted to her Drugs.
Children you spent a life time loving Ruined by her Drugs.
Is this what you want
Your life and the life of your Children wasted away by Drugs so losers like Anna can have a better life then you.
I am so lucky i don't do Drugs or drink Alcohol and that i have respect from my Family, Friends and Persons i meet.
My Family and Friends are everything to me.
Samantha dint deserve to have that Old worn out Brain dead Balding Losers moldy Pot that made her sick and got us all in Trouble.
In a way i am pleased Samantha was place in a ward for 2 years so the Anorexia can be Addressed. All i can hope for is when she returns to Canada she will not touch Drugs.
What I'm lucky about is so far it did not cause Damage to my Brain.
I have to give a piss test each time i go into Saint Paul's or other Hospital.
I don't think i could have created Telestations.com if i were on Drugs or Alcohol.
They spray Marihuana with, Crack Cocaine, Meth and what other addictive substance they can spray onto it.
They only reason they spray the pot is to get you immediately addicted to it.
Marijuana is Addictive if you don't believe me, Try some.
Maybe that's why the Law in Canada is the way it is. Personally i think ever person in Parliament smoked it and now Canada is run by distorted Minds all stoned on Pot or destroyed by pot making it impossible for them to balance the books.
Maybe that's why they are cutting Funding for Schools, Medical Facility's and Family Services because their minds have been distorted by the pot they smoke in Parliament.
The joke of the century is Medical Marihuana.
You would have to be on Drugs to Believe that one.
Leave it to the Canadian Government to destroy the War on Drugs.
What makes me sick is a person like Anna Migrates to Canada just so she can Sell Drugs and gets her Citizenship yet hard working persons are Deported.
That's one of the Meny Reasons i Call Canada
Crapanada
3:33am
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September 20-2011
Martin Vasil
I have to try and sleep for a few hrs. I don't want, But i have to try.
The good thing about yesterday was i ate a Tuna Sandwich i received from the Psychiatrist that talked to me at Saint Paul's and i talked with Dr B. She knew that i was felling abandoned by Dr B and told me that was not the case. She explained to me that he need's time to recover from the stresses we cause him by refusing to eat and if he wants to help us he needs to be relaxed and rested. She say's that the Anorexia is also difficult on my Family and they need rest.
I don't think it's fair that he has to take vacations all the time and it's causing me stress. Theirs more to life then Vacations. Theirs us and were the one's that suffer sitting at home waiting for the week's and Day's to pass before we have our next Appointments and that's not Fair.
I don't want to sleep because I don't have too.
I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to think about it
I don't think it's fair and I'm not hungry.
It's not about me, It's about everyone except me.
I don't understand and i don't want too.
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
Now today is Tuesday and i hate Tuesday's, I will never forget what Roborta did to me at Reach Medical. Today would have been my Appointment day with Lalya but It's not. At one time i was looking forward to my appointments with Lalya, Now i just want this day to pass and i want to stop crying because Dr B is away.
I hate Crying it makes me fill odd.
I just want to hide within myself and forget.
5:55am
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September 20-2011
Martin Vasil
Martin called it was 10:00am and asked if i wanted to visit. I spent 5 + hrs talking with Martin and it gave me a chance to fix his Mom Lucy's VCR. Yes some persons use VCR's
It's nice out side with some clouds.
I talked with Chef Bounty and he will call back later tonight.
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
5:43pm
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September 20-2011
Martin Vasil
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
9:22PM
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September 21-2011
Martin Vasil
I just got back from Saint Paul's Hospital's Fast Track. The staff were supper kind to me. I had to go and get the prolapsed pushed in. I'm getting used to it. The Dr did what he could then sent me home after putting me under so it could be pushed back in.
It's common with Anorexia.
Now i can sit and do stuff without having to lay down.
I'm not well and persons in Canada are nasty towards me, They don't support me and i did them no injustice.
I'm pleased the Staff at Saint Paul's are supper kind towards me.
The last thing i need is for them to be Nasty towards me.
3:03am
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September 21-2011
Martin Vasil
I moved to Vancouver when i was 16 that was 30+ years ago.
1/4 of that time i spent in Saint Paul's.
Saint Paul's is the Only Hospital in Vancouver that i fill safe, trust and go to.
The other Hospitals i find cold and non supportive. They tell me to go home and eat. Unfortunately it's not as simple as that. I hope one day they understand that, Or they start putting IV in me and that can kill me.
Saint Paul's would never even Attempt to do that because they know it will kill me. After 30 years going to Saint Paul's they have yet to tell me to go home and eat. They know I'm Anorexic and all that will do is make me go home and cut into my arms.
They know i have a low hart beat, between 44-79 so they won't even attempt to give my enemy kind of IV after what happened a few Years ago when they tried. It almost killed me, It took them 2 day's before my electrolytes stabilzed
In Slovakia when i was in the Hospital i was on IV treatment 24/7 and before they could place me on IV Treatment it took over 7 day's of slow treatment before my body started to except the IV without my electrolytes going out of whack. After my body excepted the IV Treatment i was on it 24/7 5 times per day with 4 x2 (8 bags each time) different bags of liquid IV each time. It took them 5 weeks of IV treatment before they could have me placed on a plane and returned home with a nurse. The nurse continued with the IV treatment on the plain till we got to Canada.
The first time i stayed in Saint Paul's was in the Comox Ward. I was 16 and certified under the mental health act for refusing to eat and for thinking i was fat.
Saint Paul's is the only Hospital i know and the only hospital i go for help.
A big thank you to the Staff at Saint Paul's, Lalya and Dr B for the help you Gave and Give me.
Without Saint Paul's help, Dr B's and the remarkable work Lalya did, i would be lost without hope.
I have to try and sleep but my brain tell's me if i do i will die.
So i will stay up until 8:00am and by that time my Family back east will be up so if i die in my sleep they will be able to call me and wake me up and i wount be dead.
5:43am
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September 21-2011
Martin Vasil
I talked with http://www.domain.com and i am not the only person who Complained to them about Awstats.
I like the service they provide so i will ask my Brother and Father to renew the service for 2 Years.
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
I have to try and sleep
6:54am
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September 22-2011
Martin Vasil
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
2:50am
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September 22-2011
Martin Vasil
I fill fine, That's what i like about getting accustomed to thing's.
i wanted my next few days to be fine, pleasant and eventfully.
I wanted to forget the past few days.
I don't want to go back to saint paul's, it's late and i don't want to go their.
I will lay down and try to sleep.
I ate a sandwich and it dint stay in and now i cant sit,
I'm laying down on my side and my brain is telling me that they will think I'm a loser so i will stay home.
That's 1 of the reason's Dr B wanted me to stay was so the frequency of the prolapsed can be monitored.
I dint want to tell the persons at Saint Paul's Hospital, so they sent me home.
This will be day 5
I'm pleased the person's that live in Canada cant read my Blogs and my Family had the ip's blocked.
I don't want the persons that did nasty things to me read my blog's, It will just give them one more reason to be nasty towards me and i don't need that or want that.
Milan Art makes all his products in Canada and promotes the Metis Nation and receives noting for it.
I found out that lady from At BC Linda showed up with the police to see Milan Art and have him Arrested.
Removed by our Family on September 25 2011 at 5:22 PM est
My Family removed a blog and i bogged that's what you get for helping Them.
4:56am
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September 22-2011
Martin Vasil
I hope something good come's out of the mess they made for him.
All i know is it's removed my appetite.
I dont know what i would ever do.
5:43am
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September 22-2011
Martin Vasil
i just want to go back into my world and lose myself
5:45am
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September 24-2011
Martin Vasil
I enjoy my life and appreciate what is around regardless of how not well i am.
I appreciate what little i have and i try not to cry over the discomforts i receive in life.
My life is short but i had a full life compared to most.
I have done thing's and see stuff and encounter persons that i will never forget nor will i ever forget the suffering's that were unjustly committed against me with out just cause.
I've not been well for the past few week's and is taking it's toll on me.
I value life and the purpose for life i understand.
I was like this when i was younger and i except it.
I don't know why i don't fill hungry or why i don't like eating food, What i know is i Fill Distant from it, Their's something about food that i cant figer out. All i know is it makes me sick and for what ever reason i fill like I'm not in control over it or something like that.
I don't like thing's that are all was on my mind or that pester me and being overweight i have to watch what i eat and how much and food disturbs me so i would rather ignore it all together.
I was sick the past few day's but i did manage to rap a sweeter around my waist and enjoy my few hrs out side.
Seeing Chef Bounty and BK from KoolKut lifted my spirit and talking to my family removed the suicide thoughts going through my head.
I spend most of my time alone and sick working on Telestations or other web sites related to Telestations.com or talking to persons who follow the progress of Telestations or at Saint Paul's
But now that it's taking it's toll on me i will be keeping to myself.
I have made the best out of the short time i had and now i want to wish you all well and i ask of only one thing.
Don't disregard your sick the way Canadian's and First Nation's person's have disregarded me.
Peace be with all
Best regards Martin Vasil
6:54pm
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Posted by our Family on September 25 2011 at 4:48 PM est
Martin was sick for the past 14 days and went to Saint Paul's 5 times to have the prolapsed pushed back in. He was sedated for a short time, Monitored then sent home.
Because of a low hart rate and the frequencies of the prolapsed, Thay might not sedated him again, It could lead to hart fail er.
It is common place with Anorexia for prolapsed to happen.
We asked Martin today to keep bloging about his daily events. We want everyone to see the devastating affects Anorexia has on persons.
What our Family hopes to archive by this is Prevention.
Intervention on the part of our local governments to bring a end to the lack of treatment available for persons who suffer from the disabilitating affects brought on by Anorexia and the lack of laws that would force them into treatment and have their Pro-Ana Web Pages shut down.
All their Web Site's encourage is a Slow and Painful Death. Suicide by Slow Starvation. Statistics show over 75% of persons with Advanced stages of Anorexia take their lives or die in their sleep from hart fail er.
What we also hope by doing this, Children and Tweens' and Teen's will better understand what is involved with Anorexia. We want them to know
It's not all Skin and Bones.
Today Martin was given a choice, Keep Bloging or We will Shut Down Telestations.com until the Anorexia is Resolved.
We received a vast amount of Email's pointing us to this web page
http://telestations.com/drupal
and the possibility that he might place Pro-Ana and Thininsperation link's on it. If he try's it will be shut down.
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September 26-2011
Martin Vasil
I was not well and I'm not well today to blog.
I was sick for the past few week's and the last 5 day's have taken it's toll on me and for that reason i did not blog. I will be resting for the next few day's and doing some stuff on Telestations.com but i don't think i will be Bloging.
I agree with my Family that persons should know how devastating Anorexia can be and if my Blog's prevent 1 person from going trough what i live trough. Then fine.
Removed by our Family on September 27 2011 at 7:49 AM est
But for now the Anorexia is to overwhelming on me.
I just want to rest and keep to myself.
5:43pm
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September 26-2011
Martin Vasil
I'm fine with bloging about my day.
I was sick today but i forced myself to go out and meet with persons from the Kettle Friendship Society. Audrey made tuna casserole and i ate 18 forkful's and drank 1 Cook a Cola and gave 2 pop's to Bobby that i was going to take home and put in my fridge. I washed the dishes after everyone ate, talked with Jamie and Chad said hi to Chris and made my way home, Stopped to say hi to Chef Bounty and BK watched a video on the assignation of Malcolm X Then made my way home.
My tummy was not well when i went. I had to eat, i dint eat much in the last few week's. I gave in and ate.
I would prefer not to blog about food at this point in time, I know i dint have to eat and going without food for one more day is no big deal. It's on my mind and it's disturbing me. It looked good on the plate and it wasn't disturbing or causing annoyance, Giving me all the time i needed to study and understand that I'm full of food and that's why i was sick and now theirs more food in me and my tummy is not well.
I just went to the washroom, I cant Sit and the Prolaps is back.
So i hope you all understand I'm not well to blog, I have nasty thoughts running through my mind because of the prolaps but fortunately for me i be like this when i was 11 so by now I've grown used to it and the chance of me killing myself over it is low.
Dr B is away today so i see him next week. I hope I'm well to sit and talk, The appointments with Dr B are helpful and promising. I want to recover, I want to be normal and do things without rapping a sweat her around my waist. I see Dr B because i believe if i do as he ask then it will go away.
If persons in Canada knew how not well i am they would be more nasty towards me. I worked for a computer shop for over 9 years with the weekly prolaps and he knew this and because he did what he did to this day i have no pension and I'm on Welfare and he is a perfect example of the type of persons you find in Canada.
Vasil v. Mongovius and another (No. 3), 2009 BCHRT 117
Don't get Clea Parfitt as a Lawyer
What i don't understand and i tell this to Dr B is why would persons want to be Anorexic and live like i do ?
http://telestations.com/drupal is a free aplication you get with Domain.com
I want to use it to blog about the shows i like and watch. It is a simple aplication to use and is used by Dr's, Lawyers and my friends parent's and them.
Awstats is working better then befour and i am pleased because i prefer them to google
9:09 pm
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September 27-2011
Martin Vasil
Leroy called and visited last night. He was up island with his children. Mira is well and his daughter that was in a car crash is doing better. We talked and i had a chance to give him some Bald Eagle oil infused. I looked t his talons and all is fine with them.
All in all Leroy is doing fine. I was not well but we talked then he made his way home.
We have to make arrangements to get some Black Bear Meat and Parts from the conservation office and Moose Meat, Bones and Antler for me to carve.
I'm sick today and i have to go to Saint Paul's to talk to a shrink about the prolaps and so they can see if all is fine.
The walk and outside will do me fine.
12:12 pm
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September 28-2011
Martin Vasil
I'm pleased the staff at Saint Paul's Emergence and the Psychiatrist are thoughtful and kind towards me, The last thing i needed today was for person's to be nasty towards me. The Dr put me under and pushed the prolaps back in. I slept for 3 hrs or more and i was able to sit when i woke up. The Psychiatrist made it clear that the last place i belong is in a psychiatric ward. She say's i belong in treatment. That's a big reason i go to Saint Paul's, as soon as i talk to the other Hospital's about Telestations, The Source Code or the relation i have with food, They throw me into ward ?
Dr B and i talk about the psychosis it cusses me and the difficulties it places in my everyday life. It's something that i have to live with but others who want to be like Anorexic or who want to be slime might avoid by eating.
We all know that it's certain food's that make us fat, So we have to watch what we eat and how much and how often we eat that food.
Persons who can do that are in control, But persons like me who are overweight get sick from all the junk food we eat because were not in Control.
When i was little and i had fits around food. It made me sick then but not as sick as it makes me now. My body and my organs have not change since i was a teen and like Dr B say's,
It's like starting a car that has not seen gas in 40 year's some of the parts might not work and that's why Dr B say's Refueling me might be a regretful mistake, For that reason i might have to remain the way i am Anorexic and sick.
I stopped to say hi to Chef Bounty and BK did a few things on the computer then made my way home. He was playing some music i like so i stay a little to late.
I dont own a radio and the tv i have recived 4 stations and now their not working and i gave up trying to fix the tv because the bord i took out and looked at and tested works and that was a wast of 6-7 hrs so i gave up trying to figger out why i get no channels, DVD works but no Channels ?
I watch stuff on line when i can.
1:23 am
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