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1 August 2011 12:23 am -

Metroman Regardless I'm lucky Dr B is helping me with the Anorexia. My family is correct, It's about getting well and doing the stuff i like doing and getting well involves Eating something my Brain hates and Hates me for doing. This time i need to go trough with this because their might not be a next time. I know I'm not well and i know it's because i don't eat but when i eat it makes me more sick. Today when i went out for a walk i had to return home, I dint have the energy to walk around the Sea Wall in Stanley park. I ate 1 Apple. I don't fill hungry and i fill exhausted but OK. Not something some sleep wont resolve. I don't understand why i hate food or why i get sick when i eat i just do. I hope with the help of Dr B and the persons at Saint Paul's it will go well for me.

I know i cant do this on my own

 

 

1 August 2011 9:11am -

Metroman Vasil Got up this morning with no internet, This happens at times. I get my over priced service from ?. Each 4 weeks i get a $100.00 bill from them and i have there so called high speed internet and phone service. I make little phone call's. Good thing for that. My internet is still down and i cant look at Telestations.com or do work on the web page or online work. With them the service is expensive and less then Common. The more you pay the worst the service get's.

 

 

1 August 2011 11:27pm -

Metroman Vasil I went for a walk to the Ocean. It was nice outside, Sunny but cold. I went out to Stanley Park. The walk was nice, I had the Bracelet Richard Krentz gave me. A lot of person's look at the Bracelet, So do i. I'm very lucky to have what he gave me. Very few give to me. It fill's good to receive a gift. My dad sent some Money to pay for Telestations.com I'm lucky my Dad and Family love me and help pay for the Bill's. I brought a camera with me , But i forgot i had it. I want to take a photo so you can see what i see on my walk around. Vancouver British Columbia is spectacular, We have Mountains, Beaches and remarkable person's. That's why even when I'm not well to go out, I force myself to go for walks. The walks lift my spirit and put me in a better place. All in All today was a perfect day, Like most day's. I talked to Milan Art and Richard today then made my way home.

I stopped at SafeWay, Picked up some Cheese and Bread. I wanted to make a Cheese Sandwich. As i was walking home i walked by McDonald's and i don't know why i did what i did. I walked in and bought a quarter ponder and fries with a coke and went home.

I'm sitting eating and bloging, The Fries taste so good, Their soaked in ketchup and vinegar, The pop is cold and the Burger taste nice. I'm just about done. Soooo Good. A few more bites and I'm done. My brain is just freaking out telling me I'm going to Die if i eat it. Now it's telling me I'm going to get sick. Dr B told me to ignore it so i will. That was so good. I don't understand why i hate food when it's so tasty. My Brain don't know what it's saying. Dr B is Right i should just start to eat.

My tummy is sore. Uggggg I went to the washroom and puked.

My tummy is sore and i fill like i have to go to the washroom. I need to lay down and rest.

I had to go to the Washroom, My tummy dint want what was in it. I need to lay down.

I just made the washroom and puked. I hate food, I wish i never had to eat. I tried to EXPLAIN this to everyone. Food Hates Me and Makes me Sick. I have to lay down.

I puked again and not much except some red stuff came out. Never ever again will i go their to eat. I should have just stuck with the plan and eaten 1 cheese Sandwich and 1 apple.

2:41am i woke up and puked in the washroom. The water i drank and some red stuff came up. I have needles and pin's in my lags and my tummy is upset and bloated. Why did i eat that food. My day till them was so perfect. I don't know about this refeeding eney more. I have to go back to the washroom.

 

 

2 August 2011 12:35 pm -

Metroman Vasil Got back from Saint Paul's and i fill way better. I was not well last night. Got a call from Bounty will call back in a few. He got back from a long weekend. I have to go and see Martin. Today is a no food day. My tummy is not stable and the last thing i need is food in it. Milan Art called want's to know if I'm going down to Stanley Park Today ? Tracy and Sandra want to meet later this afternoon.

 

 

2 August 2011 2:57 pm -

Metroman Vasil My visit with Martin was pleasant. I called Bounty back and I'm pleased with what we talked about. He want's the ambience that he had in his Restaurant back. A few year's ago you would find all kind's of interesting person's their. That is what attracted me to his Eatery and of course Bounty. I always found talking with Bounty to be uplifting and very interesting. The person's i would meet opened my eye's to the outside world. I cant Waite for the Ambiance to return. It is a perfect Jamaica Eatery. It will not take long for Bounty to recreate the Ambience in his Eatery and i look forward to JUST reggae Music. Bob Marley, Peter Tosh and much more. That's what Vancouver need's.

 

 

3 August 2011 1:29 am -

Metroman Vasil I got home then went to Stanley Park to see Richard Krentz and Milan Art, Picked some Wild Garlic for Bounty. I like to eat the Leaves before i go for blood test. Then i made my way home. I had the Custom Bracelet Richard gave me on, It lifted my spirit when he gave it to me and each time i have it on it lift's my spirit. I stopped by Jamaican Pizza Jerk to give Bounty some Garlic and to chat. We talked about the Concession Cart and Making a new one to add to his Eatery and the direction he wants to take. A good thing for him and not a hard goal to achieve with the help and support from the right person's. ( It's sad that the Jamaican society don't show their own much support ). With the right support Bounty will do well with or without the help from the Caribbean Society. Besides that All in all my day was pleasant. I was sick last night and i have McDonalds to thank for that. I dint eat today and i am pleased i dint. My tummy is still unstable. I picked up my computer today so i can start doing stuff on Telestations.com Happy Happy

 

 

3 August 2011 1:02 pm -

Metroman Vasil My Family gave me permission to talk about the neglect and Abuse i received for Rawn Mongovius and how his Family lived off my hard work for over 9 years and to this day i have no pension and I'm Sick. This Scum bag never kept records of my employment What he did to me is very common place in Canada. We have our Jackass Government to thank for that. In Canada our Government is a tit on a bull.

If you want to see how sick persons are treated by persons in Canada read this file Vasil v. Mongovius and another (No. 3), 2009 BCHRT 117 This person is the kind of person to have his children work for a big corporation just to get their client list and sell it.

I'm taking a brake from Telestations and I'm going out for a walk. I might eat today. I got up it was 8:38 It's nice outside and my tummy fills way better. McDonalds was gross and yesterday walking by one almost made me puke.

 

 

3 August 2011 1:52 pm -

Metroman Vasil What Bug's me is seeing the Canadian, American and European Government's crying that their no Job's. There's a simple reason for that, Their made in China.

Before i forget the Chinese Government would like to thank everyone for making them a wealthy Nation by taking all your work and sending it to them. Thay want to say O SO Thank you you stupid not so smart people for making us wealthy when your people starve. Auuu not so Smart big people who keep buying our Inferior Products that keep braking that you throw away in your trash then buy more because it's cheep cheep cheep, Thank you. Now we wealthy power house Nation and you our slaves. LoL

you all buy Made in China so you are all to blame for this lack of job's.

You are the Reason why their are 1,000,000 new Millenaries in China this past year that want to say How many new Millenaries are in your Nations you not so smart big people.

You all created a wealthy communist Nation that use Slave Labor and you all know that.

So why don't you all stop winding about it.

That's what my Family tell's me often. Stop crying over Spilled Milk.

 

 

3 August 2011 7:31 pm -

Metroman Vasil I had a long and pleasant visit with Martin and his Mom Lucia. My land lord. I spent 5 hrs with them, So much for my nap and going to see my sister. I'm going to go for a walk along the Ocean after i post this Blog. I am lucky i get to walk around today, My tummy is upset. I had a bowl of Chicken soup and noodles. Lucia made some soup and offered me some. My tummy is still super sensitive after what i ate a few day's ago. Just thinking of McDonalds makes me want to puke. I don't understand why i even stop their in the first place. I will not tell Dr B he will think I'm a failer that cant even eat a simple meal.

On my way to the store for Martin and his Mom i stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk to say hi to Chef Bounty. Then on my way to SafeWay i ran into an old Friend Johnny. Johnny and i lived on Granville Street over 15 years ago. The group of Street Kids i lived with on the street went for Fright Train Rides across Canada and Into America along the Pacific Coast line into California and Back to Canada. I took a lot of Photo's of the Rides we took. I might post some in time. It was nice to see Johnny. He's a youth Consoler now. Most of the Granville Street Kids i Beg with are doing well except for the 5 that died from Drug's. We were the only Street Kids around that dint touch Drugs. We Begged for change and made $50.00 - $100.00 each hr. We only Begged a few Hr's a day. Today most Street Person's do Nasty Drugs that were not around when we were on the Street. I'm pleased i survived that. It was the Hardest and Worst time of my Life. Lalya got me off the Street and did Remarkable work with me. I just wish that Nasty Receptionist Roborto at Reach Medical would have kept her Nasty Remark to herself. She was Just Jealous that i was doing well and that i had all the attention from Lalya and the rest of the staff that i needed to helped me slowly Recover. That's one of the Reason's Lalya did well with me is because she gave me the time of day.

 

 

4 August 2011 2:27 am -

Metroman Vasil I forgot tonight was the Fire works at English Bay. I started my walk from the Sea Wall at 2nd Beach and walked toward's Lion's Gate Bridge. I started the walk around 9:00 and finished the walk around 11:00. I got on a #19 bus from Stanley Park and Made my way home but for some reason i got off the bus at Burrard Street and walked to the Sky Train Station thinking i would be ahead of the crowd. I was in for a surprise when i got their. The line up was big so i walked to Seymour and got on a #20 bus home. I'm pleased the bus was not that full. Got home a little before 12:00 I know i don't lose weight when i walk because when i weigh myself my weight stay's the same. Regardless of how little i eat and how much i walk i don't lose weight ? Thay say you burn 300-500 cals per hour walk. So why is it i cant lose 20-30 lbs ?

There are times i just want to give up on the idea of losing weight and i want to hide myself deep whiten my world.

Their are times I'm overwhelmed with the constant nagging desire to walk and walk. My brain tells me if i don't take the walks i will die.

The walks my Family call's pointless and Senseless

The way i felt before Lalya started to treat me has returned. This time food is freaking me out much more then before.

Now when i go to eat my Brain starts with the fat pig dint you eat today, dint we eat more then 1 time today, Why don't you put it in the fridge or give it to the Crows. So i do, I throw it out the window for the crows.

Between you and me, I don't really remember when i ate or what i ate so i don't mind throwing it away. It's better then having my brain shit on me.

That's why i say I'm lucky Dr B is willing to give me the time of day like Lalya did, Even if he Refuses to agree with me that I'm fat. Regardless of what Darcy and Sandra say, i Know Dr B is Correct. For that reason I'm going to do what he wants and what the person's at Saint Paul's want.

I want to do some work on Telestations. I cant sleep and my Brain want's to walk around Trout Lake.

 

 

4 August 2011 10:33 am -

Metroman Vasil Today is a sick day it's nice outside and I'm stuck indoors. My tummy last night was unstable and i went to the washroom this morning. I was doing the Meta Tags in Telestations Greenland TV when Darcy and Sandra called, They want to meet for a snack and a walk. I told them i dint fill well so thay want to come over and do some stuff on line. I explained i dint want but thay decided they will be coming over with tracy and some food. The last thing i want is to smell, eat or see food. I dint tell Dr. B how much i hate Apples and Oranges. I don't like and i don't do Apples or Oranges thay make me sick and thay make my tummy bitter and my brain tell's me if i eat them i will die. The only reason i started to eat Apples is because Dr B asked me to and my brain don't want to but if i don't Dr B will think I'm a failer. I hate myself and i wish i could cut or suck the fat out of myself. I think forcing myself to eat Chicken is a start. I hated Chicken, when Lalya started to treat me, it' took her 7 years before i started to eat Chicken. Chicken is grease and Gross. I don't understand why i ever started to eat Chicken. My Brain tell's me the reason I'm sick is because I'm spooning Grease in my mouth like theirs no tomorrows and if i keep eating Chicken i will die.

I don't think you can burn off Chicken Fat.

I don't want to eat today, Just the tough of stuffing myself like a Turkey is freaking out my Brain and Sandra, Tracy and Darcy are coming over with food. I had to see my Sister Claudia today or yesterday and i dint.

Life is Full of broken Arrangement's

2:08 pm - Sandra, Tracy and Darcy are gone home. It was nice that thay dicited to come over. It lifted my spirit. We watched stuff from France and poland on Telestations. Thay brought some hot dogs and chips with some pop. Thay had 3 Dog's each and each had a pop and ate a 300g bag of chips. I'm going to rest.

 

 

4 August 2011 11:44 pm -

Metroman Vasil I went out for a walk to Stanley Park and that was a Mistake. Milan Art was kind and drove me to the Sky Train with Richard Krentz car. Richard is the same person that gave me a Custom Bracelet made by him that most of my friends own or their parent's own. A lot of persons look at it when i have it on. I'm lucky i got home when i did. My brain wanted to go for a walk. It was nice out and so i did. Next time I'm staying home. I got home it was 7:00 I'm laying down doing stuff on Telestations. I just finished doing the Meta Tag's in Russia. I'm going to take a brake for 1 hr and watch stuff from Sri Lanka TV I think I might watch a Teledramas called Kapsuwahaskal on Rupavahini TV Then i Might watch stuff from TVR ON Romania TV A small brake will do me some good. I'm pleased i dint eat today. I will see how i fill tomorrow. I hope my tummy is better.

 

 

5 August 2011 5:35 am -

Metroman Vasil I have yet to sleep and the source code running through my mind with my brain telling me if i sleep i will die. To make matters worst i just went to the washroom. My tummy fill's way better but still unstable. What ever i ate a few day's ago i hope is out.

Dr B and i talked a few times about what happen's when i eat food and when i ask him why anyone would want to go trough what I'm going trough, His reply is thay don't understand the full extent of the issues surrounding Anorexia. Dr B say's the persons who want to be Anorexic stop after they find out the truth about the long term damages caused to the body by starvation. Most persons who are Anorexic have the same problem's i have. Some take their lives, Other's struggle with it and the lucky few recover. I hope i am one of the lucky few. With Dr B's help i might just be.

My Brain tell's me I'm sick because my tummy is over full of food and the Reason and only Reason for that is because I'm out of control, Lazy and overweight. All i do is stuff myself and that's the price i have to pay for being what i am a failer and regardless of how hard i try i will never be like it Perfect and in Control. Maybe i am better of just stuffing myself, it seem's to be something I'm good at.

My brain say's we should go out for a walk and that will settle my tummy. I just want to close my eyes and stop thinking about the source code or my upset tummy. I might just go for a short walk to stop my brain from nagging me then when i get home it will be sunny outside and i can do stuff on Telestations. When i get bored from doing stuff on Telestations i will go and see Martin, That will burn some time, Then i can go for a walk along the Ocean.

Life is so perfect when you have plans.

I just went to the washroom, I need to lay down and think if i want to go for a walk. I think my tummy is not well and now i fill sick to my stomach. Resting will give me a chance to work out the Meta Tags in my Mind and work out the corrections. I want to leave the color errors for now. I have my reason.

I'm just pleased i see Dr B Monday

 

 

5 August 2011 9:54 pm -

Metroman Vasil Last night was hard on me. I finely went to bed it was past 8:00 got up at 2:00 filling way better. Stopped at Jamaica Pizza Jerk to say hi to Bounty. Things are looking up in his Eatery. It won't be long until the Jamaican Ambiance returns. That's what i liked about the eatery was meeting different persons from the Caribbean and African Nation's and eating food made by Bounty a Certified Culinary Chef. I like to know about the Nations that live on our land. and what goes on in their Nation's. He made me a Pattywich that i took with me.

After i departed from Jamaican Pizza Jerk i made my way to Stanley Park with some Black Bear Oil and a Bald Eagle Bone Whistle for Mike the story teller and drummer at the Klahowya Village. It's not a Village it's a group of Artist selling hand made Aboriginal Jewelry and Craft's with traditional Dances. After giving Mike the Oil and Whistle Richard gave me some Wild Salmon to eat and i Talked with Milan Art. My brain wanted to take a walk around the Sea Wall then Back around. I dint have their energy to do that so i got on a #19 bus from Stanley Park to Burrard Street then onto the Sky Train to Broad Way.

I tried to get the 20 home at 9:05 at the corner of Broadway and Commercial but the Nasty Soul Bus Driver just refused to open the door and drove off for a Red Light. I walked to the bus at the read light and he gave me his index finger. He had shoulder length dark hair. He might have been drunk or stoned on Drug's. Vancouver city bus drivers are known for just that and Being Rude.

That was the only Nasty part of today. I'm pleased i ate before i ran into that nasty paid to be rude bus driver that removed my appetite.

Thay should pass piss test on them for Drugs.

 

 

6 August 2011 3:43 am -

Metroman Vasil Just finished adding the last of the Meta Tags, I started around 10:0 pm. This is the list of Meta Tags i will use on Telestations.com for Search Engines. I don't know if i will use the other 43 Tags that are omitted. Now i can fix the glitch i have with the CSS code.

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6 August 2011 1:36 pm -

Metroman Vasil Samantha got out of Saint Paul's today and demanded i post a blog for her so i will. She had to go to the hospital after she got sick from smoking old moldy pot that Ana sold her. She told her it was triple x and sold it to her like the old car she sell's. That's what you get when you buy drugs from persons who don't value human life. Ana say's she only sell's the best to sick persons.

Samantha want's to say Thank You to Ana for almost killing her with her moldy pot and sending her to Saint Paul's with an acute lung infection.

She showed me the results of the test that Saint Paul's did on the pot and found sulfur, Powder Mildew and Black Mold in the pot and a bunch of other chemicals

If their illness don't kill them the pot will.

I told Samantha that Ana is the type of persons who will keep the good pot roaches and give you the empty roaches and make it sound like she went to hell and back for you then she will go around and tell persons she helped you when all she did was give you her Garbage to take with you.

 

 

6 August 2011 11:23 pm -

Metroman Vasil Today was odd. Tracy called me at 8:30 this Morning and asked me over. Got to her place around 10:00 Tracy was their with her friend Monica. Tracy asked me over because she is freaked out that Dr B will read my Blog's and have me committed for more then a few day's and thay will lose their Web Pages. I told them not to place there web pages on the under net as a ghost file just to use their names and have them hosted, that way i don't have to enter a coder each 3-4 week's. I tried to show Tracy's friend how to create the code but she has no understanding of dos 5.0 or c++ or macro. She thought you just uploaded an application and it did all that ? I showed her the source code of Telestations and asked her what it was, She dint know. I explained to Tracy and asked her to tell Sandra that Dr B has no time to read my Blog's and he told me he has no understanding of computers or how to use them. I told them when i asked the persons at the Eating Disorders Clinic if thay used computers at home, They giggled and told me they sit at a computer all day why would they go home and waste their time doing that. I explained this to Miss worry some more Tracy.

I'm noticing person's are just so finicky and irritable over Nothing.

I don't understand why Tracy cant seem to understand that I'm in control. I told her i did everything Darcy told me to do so i would never end up in that Evil Eating disorders ward Saint Paul's. Darcy knows i know what happens their because i was stuck in an Eating Disorders ward in Slovakia and thank the Creator it was only for 5 weeks.

I got back home it was 2:00 called Martin then made my way towards the Sky Train, Stopped at JPJ's before heeding on the Sky Train towards Burrard then to Powel Street to catch a # 19 to Stanley Park with a Bag full of Bald Eagle Feathers for a person that was kind towards me. Richard was making Cedar boxes and Milan Art was their and asked if i wanted to help so i did. Then Milan went to get some Pizza and some Chicken wings that Richard Krentz was kind to pay for. I at 2 Small slices of pizza and i had a pop. Richard had 5 slices and 5 Chicken Wings and 2 pop's, Milan ate 5 slices and drank 2 pop's and the Security person ate 4 slices 3 Chicken wings and drank 1 pop then Richard gave him what Pizza and Chicken was left over. 5 slices and 8 Chicken Wings with a pop. I can fill the Pizza it in my tummy. My tummy is not that upset.

1 of the conditions for seeing Dr B is i have to try and eat 1 meal each day or 2 day's so my body can get adjusted to food. I can fill the food in the bottom part of my neck and my Brain is freaking out about going to Stanley Park and keep's telling me each time we go their we Eat and it don't want me going back.

I don't think my brain understand's what it's like to keep thinking about food, Walking by Diner's, Food Carts, Restaurants and smelling all that food and not buying anything to eat and when i do i get sick.

All my Brain is good at is Nagging me.

I see Dr B Monday and I'm looking forward to it.

 

 

7 August 2011 5:32 am -

Metroman Vasil Never ever again will i ever eat Pizza again. I am sick, My tummy did not want that pizza and puked it up. Uggggg why did i ever eat that. I should have told them No but Thanks for the offer.

I got my Brain telling me, i told you so, but what would you know when you were to preoccupied with stuffing yourself to notice what i was saying.

I have to try and eat, That's 1 of the condition's that i have to follow if i want to get treatment from Dr B and Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Clinic and the last thing i need is for Dr B to stop seeing me because i cant eat a simple meal.

I hate food, I wish i never had to eat. I don't think they understand what it does to me and my body. I don't think they understand how my brain shit's on me each time i eat. I don't think they understand what it's like to try and eat when your brain is telling you your a fat pig and you don't deserve to eat so why are you eating, how dare you sit and eat when other persons like children are starving. Who would you be. why do you keep stuffing your face when you just stuffed it.

That's just part of what my Brain tells me when i eat. It's worst when i go out to eat. When i don't eat all my brain tell's me regardless of the work I'm doing on Telestations.com is Lets go for a power walk and when i do it want's to go back out again, If i don't go it keep's nagging me by telling me I'm lazy regardless of the time or the lack of sleep i get. Like now i don't fill well and my brain want's to go for a walk. It's like this all the time. Shopping for food for myself forget it, Everything i look at my brain don't want. and i spend hrs looking at food but not buying eney. When i buy food and take it home most times i throw it away. Why i don't know i just do.

I have to force myself to keep eating regardless of how sick it makes me or the pain i get in my right arm or the headaches i get after i eat or the thoughts that go trough my mind or the lump in my upper tummy that i can fill slowly making it's way down.

I tried to explain to everyone i fill way better and i have more energy when i don't eat then when i do. Drinking water only makes me want to puke or makes me sick to my tummy then i puke even if i don't want to, It just happen's.

I just got sick again. I don't fill well and my tummy is way sore. It fill's like something is scratching the inside of my tummy and it fill's like something is crushing my head, I can fill it throbbing.

I puked again this time only a bit of red stuff came up.

I told everyone food and i don't like each other, that's just the way it is.

I'm pleased the persons working at Saint Paul's, UBC Students Clinic and Dr B are clueless to my Blog's and even less when it comes time to use a computer. I have the creator to thank for that. The last thing i need is for them to find my blog's or worst to find out Darcy told me what to say and do to keep me out of that evil Ward. She is very smart she told me to tell them that i smoked a joint before i got there and that will definitely keep me out of that ward. Darcy say's that ward is Evil, a worst Evil then the Eating Disorders Ward in Slovakia. Darcy is Perfect and knows everything.

When Samantha smokes pot she acts odd and eats, Eats and Eats everything. We sit on Sunday nights in her room playing on our laptops and watch her smoke and eat smoke and eat, She loves food, Food Books, Food Shows everything to do with food. Darcy say's it's because of Saint Paul's eating Disorders Ward that she is like that. I get up each Monday with a massive headache that's how much smoke their is in her room.

Tracy refuses to go over, LoL she think's she got stoned when she was in the room. She say's that's why she cut her arms up that Sunday when she got home and had to go to the Hospital. She say's they found THC in her blood. Darcy think's she smokes in secret because Darcy say's it takes years of smoking before THC grows in your body and start's to leach out of your skin leaving big sores and making you look old even if your not. Darcy showed Samantha and us Photo's. That's what happens when persons smoke pot thay have THC leaching out of their skin. Even if Samantha smokes pot we hang out with her. She has an eating disorder just like us. None of us Drink alcohol It's FORBIDDEN by Dr B Drinking is a suspension of treatment and a long forced stay in detox. Thanks but No Thanks.

I need to lay down.

 

 

7 August 2011 6:10 am -

Metroman Vasil I need to try and sleep but my brain tell's me if i do i will die. I think it's to late to sleep the sun is up. I can fill a Uggggg day Starting. Thank the creator it's Sunday and not Monday Today. I can see the bright blue sky. We are in for a hot and sunny day in Vancouver British Columbia and i fill exhausted and sick to my tummy.

 

 

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This blog is unacceptable and was removed on August 7/2011 at 11:39 PM est

What the Chinese do and how they Act is Not our Problem.

 

 

We read the Blog posted on August 6th 2011 at 1:36 pm

Our Family contacted Samantha, Darcy and Tracy's Parent's and told them about the Blog's. Today all 8 of them were certified and placed in a ward for the day. It will help them think about what they Did. It's Unacceptable for them to target persons Regardless of what they did to them or there friends.

Most of Martin's Friends have one thing in common, They all have Eating Disorders and are on a waiting list to go into Ward.

Not one day passes without some type of Manipulation or Event from one of them.

 

 

7th August 2011 - 11:49 pm -

Metroman Vasil I don't like Rude surprises. But I'm fine with that, Everybody was their. (After seeing my Blog's removed and Reading what was Posted, It's not to hard to figger out...)

A first time for everything and the only good thing about today we were all together and none of us have Appreciation for what Happened.

Tracy say's we should go without food for 5 day's and make a point of it. She thinks it will teach them Grace.

We each talked to the Dr gave a piss test and Blood, we were all so well behaved. One of the Nurses told the other nurse we dint look like we belonged in the ward. We were so perfect Thay sent us all home around the same time and we waited for each other to come out of the hospital, Like we always do. This is not the first time so were use to it. It is the first time were all together in the same ward.

We had some kind of Meat and some fluffy stuff with peas and red or orange odd things. Everyone started complaining about the food so she told us we dint have to eat it. So we dint.

We went to my place then over to Darcy's. Her mom is not pleased with us. She told us to give her back the key's to her house in West Van and to come back tomorrow Frank want's to talk to all of us and Darcy is Grounded. For ever. (Her mom say's that all the time then gives us back the key's) We only stayed a few hrs then Her Mom made us a snack before we headed back to my place. Her Dad gets back from Europe tomorrow.

Samantha and Tracy are gone home i need to rest. I'm looking forward to seeing Dr B at UBC tomorrow.

We should be allowed to blog about the Nasty things persons do to us. That's what Darcy, Sandra and everybody say's. That's why we all go out of our way to promote Telestations internationally. So everyone can see how persons treat each other.

 

 

We received a phone call from the Physiatrist that talked to Martin and the Girls. All 8 were thrown out of the ward after they teamed up and started to suggest to the other patents thay were all investigating clams that the food they were eating was contaminated. Everyone refused to eat and when they found out why they were all told to go home.

It was explained to us they all Manipulate each other into doing what the other person wants and when they get caught they place equal blame on each other. That's what they did yesterday and were all told to go.

Martin Forgot to mention (so we will) all 8 of them failed the Drug Test. They found minute traces of THC in the Piss Test they were given. A second reason they were told to leave.

All 5 starting this week have to do Piss Test for drugs. Each week. If they fail the test they will be placed in detox.

It's odd because all 5 run anti drug web pages ?

The group of 8 is now a group of 5. 3 of the Girls were flown to Europe last Night and this Morning for a 52 week stay in a treatment center.

We will talk to Martin after he return's from his appointment.

August the 8th 2011 at 15:48 PM est

 

 

8th August 2011 - 9:20 pm -

Metroman Vasil My appointment with Dr B was short. I have to start Submitting urine test to check for thc and i have to give blood each week to test for alcohol and other drugs. I'm not allowed to go to Samantha if she smokes pot in her room and she is no lounger allowed to smoke in my home. I have to eat one time each day and i have to drink more then a taste of water.

I have to put adds on Telestations.com even if i hate them, I have no choice. It's so my Family can put the money away and have me place in treatment. I also have to place a donation button on Telestations.com

I had to go and see my Sister Claudia to get some money to pay for Telestations.com service and traffic. We talked about how i am and how they are. We talked about Dr B and how my appointments are doing. My sister is not pleased with Darcy, Sandra, Tracy and very not happy with Samantha. I have to do what Dr B want's regardless. It's the only way to keep myself out of ward.

It was nice to see Danica May and her sis Melanie. The 2 of them have grown so fast, Melanie's boyfriend plays football for SFU and she is driving her Dad's car and is working.

Danica May is spunky and doing what all teen's do, Being a Tweened out Teen. Online all the time or blog blog bloging away.

I'm pleased all 3 get along well.

I had to go and see Darcy. Her Dad is no impressed with us. He want's a Drug test from us. He say's he's fine if thay find THC but all other traces of Drugs will ban us from Darcy and his Home. We all had to go to the washroom and piss in a plastic jar.

Darcy lost her i pad and her Bloging phone, Tracy and Sandra had to give back their Bloging phone and i pads.

Last Night Monica's Parents placed her on a plane with her sister and they are gone into treatment in Sweden for 1 Year.

Laura is gone with her Dad to Europe. Her Mom was at Darcy's and told us she has us to blame for this. That we all deserve what awaits her when she get's to Austria. Her Mom say's she thinks she's on her summer Vacation and when she get's to Austria she will be Committed by her Dad in a home that treat's Anorexia for 1-2 Years. She say's they are known for force feeding Persons who refuse to eat. (She called us little shit heads) That's the first time in 12 Years i see her Snap then she asked us for the key's to her home back. We can have the key's back when Laura return's home.

Tracy and Sandra's parents demanded an explanation for the thc that was found in our blood. Darcy's Dad tried to explain to them that it was .07 Thay told him thay don't care if it was less then a joint smoked in a 5 week period. He's going to get to the bottom of this and all our visits will be monitored by him or his wife and told us to keep the keys to his House and Darcy's Dad gave us back the Key's then told us to go find a room and hide. We did.

Darcy told us not to worry and to stop crying they will never figger it out and just to keep doing what we talked about. I have to Agree with everything Dr B wants. Darcy say's the Eating Disorders Ward is Evil.

We spent 1 1/2 hrs at Darcy's before her Dad drove us home. All was fine he was Driving then Sandra started to say something and he snapped. He pulled over turned around told us the last thing on Earth he wanted was to listen to us, that speaking at this time would be the biggest mistake we could ever make. He was freaking me out when he told us the Physiatrist spoke to him and he knows what we did and he knows we are all to blame, Each and everyone of us. He told us he can talk to all our parents who cant afford to have us placed in treatment and do it for them.

He was looking at us then asked us if he was talking to a wall ? Then he started saying well well, He looked at us and started saying well well again. Then he turned around and told us he was talking to a wall ?

We dint say a word all the way home.

Darcy's Dad is always stressed when he returns from Europe and i want to forget about today.

 

 

9th August 2011 - 1:05 pm -

Metroman Vasil I forgot Yesterday i ate with my Sister and Melanie 1/2 a Chicken Burger and 7 fries and 5 onion rings.

We all had to listen to Tracy's Uncle who is a Police officer on the devastating affects of Drugs that persons start using after thay smoked pot. He talked about the Blisters persons get on them from smoking pot and showed us photo's of them. He say's mold on pot can kill you. Then he talked about the crack and crystal meth they spray on the pot. He told us 90% of pot taken off the street has crack in it.

He told us what Anna did was Nasty and persons like her should be in jail.

We all have to go to a Drug program even if We Don't Do Drug's and we have to do a piss test each week.

He told us the same thing that Dr B told me. Samantha is to Blame for smoking her pot when we were in the room.

Samantha told us she dint believe the Dr when she told her other persons can get stoned on the smoke and not to smoke with other persons around.

Tracy say's it's our fault for sitting in her room and not doing what she did and refuse to stay in her room.

I dint notice i was stoned or feel stoned. We were all working on our web pages and Talking. I dint fill odd.

He told us all our Family's want to place us in Detox and he talked them out of it. He explained to them Detox is for Alcohol Abuse and Drug Abuse. He told them second hand pot smoke would not justify us being placed in Detox.

He freaked us out even Darcy started to cry.

He told us that our Family's expected Better from us. That everything we do is in the eye of the public and that we have to behave accordingly. He told us all our IQ's are higher then the norm and all types of drug's can destroy that.

The next time this happens he told us he will put us all in Jail.

When he was done we all had to go with him for Grease food.

We All ate 1 egg and 1 piece of toast. He ate 3 egg's, 3 pancakes, 4 toast with jam and 2 coffee's. Then he drove us home.

We all have appointments today and will meet tonight.

This morning was not a good morning.

I need to get it out of my head so I'm going for a walk after I'm out of Saint Paul's.

 

 

9th August 2011 - 2:00 pm -

Metroman Vasil My Family just called to ask me how my meeting with Darcy's Uncle went and that they will be telling my Cousin who is a Police Officer what happened. Thay want to know if I'm using my allowance to by Drugs. Uggggg, Uggggg Uggggg not what i wanted to heir.

My allowance will be on hold until they can figger out the mess were all in and who is to blame or if we are all to blame. They told me if i end up in Ward i have me to blame for it that the pile of straws i have is down to a few strands ? I don't have straw. I need to go.

 

 

Our Family decided as soon as we can afford to send Martin (Metroman) to Slovakia to be placed in treatment for 1-2 Years we will.

It is forbidden for Martin to do Drugs or Drink Alcohol.

We had a chance to Read Martin's Email's and are disturbed by what was posted.

Their's a little more to the Group of 8 then Martin is Bloging About or telling us.

The Email's Between them mention the names of 3 Friend's that are Dead. Thay passed as they were waiting for treatment.

Our deepest condolences to their Family.

The Email's Address Pro ana web sites. The manipulation between them and how thay worked it out so they could all be in ward at the same time. The Email's were forwarded to the rest of the Family's.

After reading the Emails between them (they are Blaming Saint Paul's eating Disorders Clinic and other person's for what happened to their Friend's)

All 8 are high achievers, Very good with computers and have better then average IQ's

They will not be placed in ward together.

The Emails talk about each time they go into Saint Paul's with Prolapsed or after they stopped Eating for 4-5 Days Just so they can Blog about the lack of attention thay received from them and why the 3 Girls are Dead.

It's all they talk about in the Emails thay send every day. How thay cant stop thinking about them. The rest of the Email's we tried to Read Deleted as we were reading them.

Martin will be told when he returns from his senseless walk that he must place a Donation Button and a bank acc number so persons can donate. He will be told to start adding advertisements on Telestations and the Money will be used to place him where he belong's in Treatment, in Slovakia away from all his Friend's.

All our Family's agree. They all brought this onto themselves' and are all to blame.

9th of August 2011 at 7:54 PM est

 

 

9 August 2011 - 10:25 pm -

Metroman Vasil We all talked tonight and we are fine with the Piss test and we all take Equal blame for sitting in Samantha's room. Samantha is like us, Anorexic, We all support her regardless that she smokes pot. She told us after Darcy's Uncle talked to us she is stopping.

That's not what we are about. We are not about Drugs so we are fine with the piss test. In time the test will return clean.

We Blog about what happened to Jamie, How Saint Paul's never supported her and refused to treat her. That's why she passed away with her Mom.

That's why I'm afraid to go to sleep. That's why Darcy and Tracy sleep with their mom and Dad. That's why i hate them. They tell us you have to eat if you want to come in for treatment. That's why we say they don't understand, We don't like Food so how can we eat when we don't want to.

That's why we Blog that Saint Paul's only treat persons who don't have an eating disorder, Because they refuse to treat the one's that are not eating.

We all support Dr B he shows us the time of day and the Looking Glass. The help they provide is special and needed to prevent what is going on with us to happen to them.

We will never forget Jamie even if it's been over 6 Years or our 2 other Friend's. Saint Paul's refused to treat them like they are refusing to treat me or the rest of us.

That's all we Blog about is Jamie and how we load Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Clinic because they are to blame.

I don't want to Blog about it.

Darcy say's this one time. She want's you all to know regardless of where you place us we have this to say. Jamie never deserved to die. OK

2 Of our other Friend's died Because they were not treated in time when they had a relapse and they never deserved to die.

The 5 of us agreed that the reason we are not in treatment is because we are fat or we would be in treatment. So we agreed that we are not eating more then 500 cal's per day and we will be walking 3 1/2 hrs each day.

Darcy say's if our Family's and Dr Mc Kay or Dr B don't like it they can force feed us.

 

 

10 August 2011 - 12:27 pm -

Metroman Vasil Darcy called 8:30 this Morning to let me know she was downstairs with Samantha and Tracy and were waiting for me to come down so we could go for a walk around the Sea Wall. We got there at 9:15 and walk around and talked about the past few day's.

Samantha is our Friend and we will stick to her like glue Regardless. We told her we love her.

I have to wash then go. The past few day's was hard on everyone. The 3 of us ate 1 big apple. They drank less then a glass of water. I dint want water I will drink something tonight. I don't fill hungry and have to figger out the source code.

 

 

10 August 2011 - 5:55 pm -

Metroman Vasil My day was going to be perfect, I got on the #20 to make my way towards Saint Paul's i dint want to take the Sky Train at Broadway. I was sitting facing 4 girls thay were talking then one of the girls with red hair looked at me then whispered to the girl next to her with green hair, She looked at me smiled and started to giggle then whispered to the girl next to her and she looked at me smiled and asked me if i ever went for a aids test and the test were free. Thay all started to giggle. I got up to go and i looked at her and told her my Family owns a web site called Telestations.com and i Blog on how Nasty Canadian's can be then as i was telling her why i never got a AIDS test was because I'm Anorexic her Friend cut in and asked if i was Metroman. The other girls had a stupid look on their Faces. I dint bother to respond. I don't like to get interrupted when i speak. I got off the Bus and walked back home, I dint bother going to Saint Paul's and they removed my appetite.

Darcy is correct when she say's none of us are welcomed, Nobody likes us that's why our Friends are Dead because nobody liked them if they did they would of Helped Them.

Darcy is Correct when she tell's us persons are not like us they are Nasty and we don't belong on this planet.

I'm going for a walk around the Sea Wall.

i Need to forget about this nasty day.

 

 

10 August 2011 - 11:37 pm -

Metroman Vasil Got in from a walk along the Sea Wall. It gave me a chance to think about the past few day's. Darcy and Tracy say we don't fit in and their correct Samantha say's the same. We tried to go out and hang around clubs but we all found the music too loud and we don't drink so we stopped going. We prefer to keep to ourselves and talk about stuff we all like and trying stuff we never tried or going out to look at persons and stuff in stores or staying in and watching stuff from the links on Telestations. Today i ate 1 potato and drank 1/4 of a small glass of water.

On my walk along the Sea Wall i don't drink water it upset's my tummy.

I want to do some work on Telestations.com

 

 

11 August 2011 - 2:28 pm -

Metroman Vasil Had lunch with Tracy, Darcy and Samantha. I dint want to eat. I asked the lady how many Cal's was in the food. She told me the more the better. I told her i would pay for the food but i dint want it. How can you make food and not know how many Cals are in the food ?

Samantha told us we have to try and gain some weight to keep our Family's off our back's. Darcy and Tracy put their forks down and refused to eat. Samantha told us her mom told her were being certified. I told her no way that would happen to me. Dr B is away for 3 week's and it has noting common with me and the last thing i need is to tell my brain we need to gain weight. My brain hats me and tell's me I'm fat and Lazy. I can just imagine how it will react if i even try to think about weight gain.

Everything is going well with Dr B and Saint Paul's hate's us so I'm not worried.

I have to make my way to Saint Paul's for blood test. So you see I'm not worried about Saint Paul's certified me even if they tried they would not know how to handle me. They wont because I'm in control and even if they try i can get out of it. I just have to do what Darcy Told me to tell them that i smoked a joint even if i don't do Drugs just to tell them. Darcy is Perfect and Knows everything.

None of us are intimidated by Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Clinic and Dr B say's they don't have the right program that would help us. He say's the persons that go their are the easy one's to treat.

The 3 of us started to cry so Samantha changed the topic.

None of us understand why we have to gain weight when we are all Fat. Samantha say's we have to try just the thought of adding more body fat to the fat i cant burn off is grossing me out and is making me want to cut into my arm's.

I have all the Body fat i can ever desire why would i ever want More Uggggg

I need to go to Saint Paul's for blood work.

 

 

11 August 2011 - 8:11 pm -

Metroman Vasil Went to Saint Paul's and Samantha is Correct. I have to go to out patent psychiatry tomorrow. This never happened before. If i don't go i will be picked up by the police and taken. My brother called and i have to go and see him. All went well at Saint Paul's and they let me go home after the blood work. I have to run to see Mark. I'm pleased i dint eat today. I saw a group of Girls sitting at Saint Paul's and they reminded me of the girls i hang with. They were doing the same thing's Giggling and Brushing each others hair and talking about odd stuff. Best Buddy's

 

 

12 August 2011 - 12:18 am -

Metroman Vasil My visit with Milan Art was better then Expected Richard Krentz was there and i had the Custom Bracelet he gave me on, Everybody looks at it even Richard. Milan Talked to me after Richard went home. All he wants and my Family is the same that Dr B want's. For me to Eat 1 time per day, Each Day, He say's It's not hard to try.

He asked about the black rings under my eye's, I told him i dint know. He says i look like i have 2 black eye's and he asked me why i had a woolen sweater on when the sun was out and everybody is in T-shirts and short's or maybe i dint notice. It felt like it was cold outside so i put on a woolen sweater. Besides that all is fine back home. I need to put a pay pal button this week. My Family want me in treatment as soon as Dr B can make the arrangement's

Part of me knows I'm not well, That part knows i have to eat but something happens when i go to eat and It's not the same as it was before i went to eat. Something starts in my Brain and i start looking at it in a different way. The food don't look the same and the way i was filling before the food was placed in front of me has changed. Then it all starts with my brain telling me i don't deserve this, That i ate and why am i going to eat again when i just ate to go ahead and eat because that's all i do. My brain tell's me that's why i have Anorexia because i cant stop for one moment from eating or thinking about food. My brain tell's me I'm a big fat lazy pig that's all i am.

if i eat it's worst my Brain Demands we go for extensive walk's for hrs at a time regardless of how i fill i go for the walk's. (What i don't understand is, why do i go for walk's and i eat little and my Friends who eat much more then me keep stopping and after we reach the other end of the Sea Wall they talk about how they are starving and they bend over a fountain like camel's that i find Gross and drink and dink and drink and they have big water bottles, i don't want to be like that. Dyeing of thirst and hunger after a short 3 hr walk ???? Why is this) My Brain tells me I'm going to be like them huffing and puffing along asking persons to slowdown.

Darcy and Tracy Meet Them, Sandra when she was with us looked at them and giggled. Thay called it the most interesting walk on land they ever had, The next time thay have the honor of such a walk thay will bring a blanket so we could have a picnic and watch them eat. We all love to watch persons eat. Some times we go to expensive diners just to watch and we order a plate between us. or we sit at Samanthas and watch her eat everthing.

Samantha, Darcy and Me are the Same we don't eat for 4-5 day's then we eat and eat, Most times it makes us puke but after we puke we eat more till our tummy's are sore. 5-12 hrs later it comes out or we get sick and we puke and what ever is left in my tummy comes out. the 5 of us have prolapsed

Most times when i eat i get sick or i get pains on my right arm between my musicals and i goes up my biceps or i get dizzy and my chest get sore and i have to lay down and rest or my vision gets blurred and my head starts to spin. My 2 fingers on my right hand next to my thumb are numb and tingly all the time. After i eat i have to go to the wash room and that freaks me out and cusses more damage. My right hand starts to shake and i cant stop it and it's getting worst and it stays lounger and more often

So i have to eat 1 supervised meal per day if i want to stay out of ward.

I tried to explain to Milan i don't fill welcomed. That i fill disregarded. He told me it was getting past 11:00 and time for me to head Home. Because he cant talk sense into me Dad and Mom will and i have my Friends to blame for this, You and Your Friend's brought this on to Yourselves. Before i forget i have message for you. He was all happy happy, He told me the one that got you all in trouble Samantha that you all took equal blame for is gone with her mom to Germany and good luck talking to her she's gone into treatment for 1 Year. I more of you is Going into treatment and if i were you Martin i would go home and hide Because it might just be you.

I know It's not me because I'm in perfect Control. as long as i do what Darcy told me Dr B will never put me into a ward and Saint Paul's won't keep me. Because I'm in Control not them. I decide what go's when I'm at Saint Paul's Not the Staff. That's why i go their because i go home each time all other Hospital's keep me for weeks at a time.

He told me i don't get it, that that's all it took for me to slip was to sit in a room with a person smoking pot. then he asked me what i was thinking. Now i have to Account for all the money i spend and each Dr will be told and what little control i had and privileges will be gone fast.

He told me when i get home i should play with my toy's and think about what it will be like in ward for 1-2 Years and i have Myself to thank for it.

Darcy Say's he's just saying nasty things because things are probably not going well for him.

Darcy say's she will call me when Samantha Call's. Her dad won't say where her and her mom are gone. Probably shopping.

 

 

12 August 2011 - 5:35 am -

Metroman Vasil I'm tired of doing stuff on Telestations and my brain don't want a donation button on Telestations. My brain is freaking out about that. It don't understand persons seldom Donate even less for treatment and Darcy and Tracy say nobody likes us and even less want to help us. That's why Tracy and Darcy are Perfect. My Brain don't care it don't want one.

I'm adding tables to Australia TV for the video players. I started around 1:00 and it's 5:00 and i have half done then i add the links to the TV Stations video players.

I want to rest but my Brain tell's me if i do i will Die so i will stay up.

I forgot yesterday i went to say hi to Bounty and to get a Pattywich. So yesterday i ate 1 meal. Now my Brain want's to go to the Sea Wall for a early walk around the upper trail's.

I'm going to lay down and think about the source code. I want to add 3 never used meta tags for search engines. It will help then deep index big pages. I have to play them out in my head before i place them it will only be a few day's. I will post them tonight. But don't use them until i can check to see if they are stable and give more hits to the page.

I dint like the Keywords so i removed them from all pages. I will start adding Keywords soon. It's best if i do it alone and not with a keyword generator. That can destroy the hit's. Each page has words that go with each tv station that have to be added by me into the keywords and keyphrase.

The errors that persons get when they run a css on Telestations is caused by Me not dicited if i want the page layout to be 1.0 or 4.0 If i stick with 1 i will remove the extra color cods. This don't effect the way the page is.

 

 

12 August 2011 - 9:00 pm -

Metroman Vasil I went to Saint Paul's and i have to go back for the next few week's until Dr B return's. I stayed for 2 1/2 hrs had a tuna sandwich and made my way home it was 7:00 when i went home. I'm going to take a small brake from adding the tables to Australia tv. My day was pleasant, Darcy called and Tracy called i will call them back. I called Samantha and she's not home. She sent me 1/2 a Email something about her mom being nasty ? She say's that when her Mom and Dad don't give her what she Wants. The tuna sandwich is upsetting my tummy. I might go for a walk. Darcy is calling i have to go

 

 

13th August 2011 - 11:54 am

Metroman Vasil went to lunch with Darcy and Tracy. We ate 1 apple with the skin removed between us. As we were walking a person at a store was giving out samples of Cheese, We each had 2 pieces then walked to the Beach.

Samantha is gone into treatment for 2 Years, Her Dad want's us over Sunday.

It was hard watching Darcy and Tracy cry, Person's along the Beach were looking at us odd as we walked them by.

Tracy say's the same as Darcy and i, Persons don't understand us regardless of the efforts we put into fitting in we don't. We don't understand why persons hate us or show us disregard they just do.

I'm pleased Dr B has the time of day for me, I don't know what i would be doing if he was not around to help.

Like today i wish i had a appointment to see him.

When we were eating the apple i was thinking about Dr B and him asking if i could eat 1 small meal.

I want to try.

Martin called i want to go over and say hi to Lucy and Martin.

I'm not pleased with Telestations Meta Tags so I'm thinking of redoing them

 

 

13th August 2011 - 1:44 pm -

Metroman Vasil The Visit with Martin was Short. It's sunny outside and i don't want to stay indoor's. Lucy gave me $20.00 and asked me to find something to eat and to enjoy it so i will. I might get some Nut's or Gummy Bears. I want to go and sit around the Ocean. I fill exhausted but the walk will wake me up and keep my mind off Samantha and what Tracy told us. She think's 1 of us is next to go. I know it's not me because everything is going well with Dr B I'm doing everything i can to apease him and I'm forcing myself to try and eat 1 meal each day and Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Treatment Center Hate's us. Darcy told us.

I don't want to think about it.

I know I'm not going into ward so it's not my problem.

I just have to do as Dr B ask and he wont place me in a ward.

 

 

13th August 2011 - 11:45 pm -

Metroman Vasil I went for a walk and i had to stop. It was a mistake. I knew something was wrong with me when i was at home. I was Dizzy and off balance and i felt exhausted. My brain told me a walk would do me some good. I had to stop and hang around with Milan Art and Richard Krentz they were working so they let me go to the back of the barn and rest. I stayed for 3 + Hrs before i could return home.

I don't fill well and i just went to the washroom.

I need to sleep but my Brain tell's me if i do i will die.

I'm going to lay down and add the tables i need for Australia TV.

My brain thinks if i go for a walk it will settle my tummy. I can fill my body vibrating inside i think i need to try and sleep. I ate 3 chicken strips and it's still making me fill sick to my tummy. I just think I'm exhausted. I'm going to lay down and do some stuff on Telestations.

I fill this way more often. I don't tell Dr B about it, I don't want him to think I'm a failer. My brain tells me, If i keep taking walks he will think all is well with me.

How do i go about telling Dr B that I'm having problems with the walks i take and that I'm exhausted without him thinking what a lazy person and a waste of my time.

How do i explain to Dr B that I'm afraid to sleep because my brain tells me if i do i will die, Without Dr B thinking this guy is nuts because my brain tells me he will.

How do i explain to Dr B i just want to crawl back into my world and hide.

I keep looking at my arms and I'm grossed out by the lump on my forearm and i wish it would go away, it's out of place and makes my arm look deformed. I try at times to make sense out of it but my brain tell's me it's a lump of fat that's been their forever and will never go away because i'm lazy and that's what happens to lazy persons.

That's why i take walks so Dr B will be pleased with me and think that all is well and he will keep helping me. After i rest i might go for a walk.

 

 

14th August 2011 - 2:34 pm -

Metroman Vasil Last night i was not well. My body did not want that Chicken in me. I'm pleased i see Dr B tomorrow i Don't fill well. I was doing stuff on Australia TV it was around 6:30 and i wore up a few hrs ago, Darcy and Tracy were downstairs. The last time i slept this much was at Saint Paul's. I can sit and my Brain wants to go for a walk. My brain is demanding we go out it's cloudy out but nice. I will stay at home for a few hrs and do some stuff on Telestations Australia TV. I want to finish adding the tables i need for the video players.

Darcy and Tracy are gone home. Darcy's Mom made us some soup that we ate. Tracy is freaked out. She say's we have to eat 1 time per day and she made us agree to ask our Dr's to help us. We need to all start seeing Dr Mc Kay. I have to talk to Dr B tomorrow so he can make the arrangement's. I tried telling her i fill fine the way i am. She told us we all look sick and we have to do this. Darcy never yelled or pointed her finger at us before and we've known each other for ever she even told Tracy to shut up.

Darcy like me is freaked out about gaining weight. We don't understand why we have to be fatter then we already are. Darcy told Tracy the pot that Samantha was smoking in the room when we were all their must have effected her.

I'm pleased i see Dr B tomorrow.

What i like about yesterday was stopping at Jamaican Pizza Jerk and talking with Chef Bounty and BK from Col Kut it lifted my spirit before i made my way home from Stanley Park.

 

 

14th August 2011 - 4:41 pm -

Metroman Vasil My brain is nagging me to go for a walk so i will take a short Break from Telestations and go for a walk. It's that or i keep trying do do stuff on Australia TV with my brain telling me I'm lazy and that's why I'm out of shape and it's all i do is lay around and do noting. I need to think about the 43 other Meta Tags and how it will affect the Search Engines and i need to think about the source code.

I have this set of Meta Tags that i created that I'm going to add to 1 page tonight.

<meta name="googlebot" content="index HTML,follow HTTP" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index HTTP,follow HTTP,index" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index,url" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index url,follow url,index" />

My tags are Traditional ( /> ) Simplified ends > and not />

I will redo keywords and keyphrases this new week as i review each page.

The stress i get is from the source code that runs over and over again in my head. My brain is always looking to tweak the pages so they open faster. I'm pleased i Hyperlinked the URL'S

My Computer Friends showed me 2 web sites with my links and meta tags on them. They told Goggle and Yahoo. I went back to the Web Sites today and their down.

The persons who did this lack intelligence my Friends Tagged them and their Family's as persons who stole my work and redirected their hits to Telestations.com

Telestations.com is a list of TV Stations found in Country's by Satellite, Cable and Antenna. It is Illegal for me or other persons to have a line up like other Directories so i had to create my own line up. I was lucky that their was no Directory with all 3 so i created Telestations.com and registered it with Search Engines and Incorporated it in Canada as a living entity.

You would have to be Stupid to take my work and call it your own.

I dint understand why the hit's on Telestations went up till they called and told me. Thay want to meet this week and talk about a project their blocked on and they want to see how I'm doing.

 

 

14th August 2011 - 9:11 pm -

Metroman Vasil Darcy, Tracy and i went to Samantha's to talk to her Dad. We all ate Fish and Potato's with a salad. The Fish was smaller then the palm of my hand. He made us promise that we would all talk to our Dr's and ask that we start seeing Dr Mc Kay. Samantha is gone for 2 Years. He promised when she settles in a few week's she will Email us.

He dint ask for the key's to his house back and wants to see us next Sunday. He want's to know if our Dr's will do what we ask and make arrangements to see Dr Mc Kay.

He told us after reading the Emails between us he is not impressed with us. He told us he knows about the Pro Ana web sites and want's them taken down.

He told us we all deserve what Samantha got.

I went for a walk after and i had to turn around at the Lions Gate Bridge and make my way home. I don't fill well and i fill exhausted. Like i have to sleep.

I'm just pleased and very lucky i see Dr B tomorrow.

I have to explain to Dr B that i need Dr Mc Kay and the Eating Disorders Clinic's help in understanding why i hate food and to help me gain weight.

Darcy and Tracy are going to do the same.

Just the thought of it and the thought of gaining weight is freaking me out.

 

 

15th August 2011 - 2:54 am -

Metroman Vasil I need to take a brake from Australia TV on Telestations. I'm going out for a walk. I fill restless the walk will do me good and it will stop my brain from telling me I'm lazy. I have to try and rest or sleep i see Dr B today and I'm looking forward to it. I have some stuff i want to talk to him about. I'm lucky he has the time of day for me. I just wish i was eating more, then he would be pleased with me.

 

 

15th August 2011 - 5:35 am -

Metroman Vasil the walk was nice got back 20 min ago and i just went to the washroom. What i ate today dint stay in and my tummy is sore.

That's because of all the food that's in my tummy. I tried to explain that to my Family and Dr B that my tummy is full of food and eating more food makes me sick.

This is not good. My brain wants to go back out for a walk and i see Dr B today and i have yet to sleep. The sky is blue, the sun is waking up and i fill restless.

I hope It's not going to be a dreadful day. Uggggg

 

 

15th August 2011 - 1:15 pm -

Metroman Vasil I dint have a appointment with Dr B today. Dr B is on vacation for 2 week's. My tummy is way better then yesterday. I got some sleep. I don't fill well but the fresh air will be good for me so i will go for a walk. It's nice out with a few clouds. A brake from telestations for a few hrs will be good for my head. I will try and eat but my tummy is not stable.

 

 

15th August 2011 - 11:15 pm -

Metroman Vasil today was a crazy day. I tried to eat but that dint go well, on the 3rd bite my upper tummy felt like it was going to come back up so i paid for the meal and made my way to Stanley Park the persons who work there received Bald Eagle Bones from me today. Happy Happy. I talked to Milan Art for 1 hr and made my way home. I stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk to talk with Chef Bounty before getting home.

I visited with Martin for 3 hrs, Lucia was not home she was out with Maria.

The odd part about today was as i was on my way to Stanley Park a very aged man approached me and ask me if i had a moment, Then asked me if i had a wish what would it be. I told him i would wish for the removal of boarders so persons can go where thay want. He looked at me and told me my Grand Parents loved me and that i was going to be with them soon and i reminded him of a child. (My grand parents passed away when i was a teen) It was odd because he told me what i was going to do with the Eagle Bones in my bag was what everyone should do but he told me persons don't because they only want for themselves and they already have all they can desire. What i don't understand is how did he know what was in my closed bag ?

And yes i called Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Clinic and asked to speak to Dr Mc Kay but she is gone for 4 week's. I called to ask her if she would be willing to help me.

Dr B is Gone for a few week's. I will speak with him when he returns.

The lady at the Eating Disorders Clinic recognized me and it help lift my spirit.

I called Heather today to say hi and to say hi to everyone at her place of work. She told me they talked about me today. Life is so odd. I had a dream of Heather today that's why i wanted to call her. She is supper kind just like Linda at Reach Medical was. I thank the creator for persons like them.

I'm pleased Telestations is a free from login. I don't like giving up my Email in exchange of Spam. I think the web sites that charge persons to watch shows online is a scam. I would never pay to watch shows that are free on tv stations web sites.

That's what i like about Telestations.com It's good for persons who don't know what TV Stations are found in foreign countries. You just find a link and check it out. Perfect if you want to brush up on language and if you want to go to a foreign nations.

Not all shows can be watch but most can.

I need to go back out for a walk before i try and finish Australia TV

 

 

16th August 2011 - 1:07 am -

Metroman Vasil the walk was nice. I like taking late night walks, The streets are so empty, Void of Persons. Tracy called she wants to come by tomorrow and hang out. We miss Samantha, Sandra and Monica. I will rest for 1/2 hr and do some stuff in Australia TV.

I checked my weight when i got home and i dint lose 1 single pound. I don't understand, regardless of the amount of walking i do i don't lose eney weight. That's why i keep telling everyone I'm overweight and i have lots of food in my tummy that i have to burn off then i will start to lose weight. I think I'm going to take up jogging that way i can go twice as far in the same amount of time.

I want to talk to Dr B about going into a gym. That way i can spend 4-5 hrs each day exercising. That would be so perfect.

I dint eat today because it would have made me sick.

All that matters is i tried.

 

 

16th August 2011 - 4:44 am -

Metroman Vasil my brain is freaked out about what i did today. I had a dream yesterday of Heather and she put out her hand and asked me for the pill's i have. She asked again and walked towards a secret hiding place i have and told me to give her the pill's. I woke up crying. My brain is freaked out because i got up and flushed the pill's i hid. I don't know why i had them or why i called for Dr Mc Kay but i know i had to.

My brain is freaking out about lot's of thing's right now and it's making it hard for me to work on the Meta Tags or the Source so i will keep adding the Video Links in Australia TV.

My brain tell's me the only help i need is losing 30-50lbs besides that I'm overweight and even if i was at a perfect weight their are person's worst off then me that should be in treatment.

My brain tell's me all is fine and i should keep working on Telestations till the sun comes up then take a walk around the Sea Wall then come home and do more stuff on Telestations.

I think my brain is correct and i should show more effort and be less lazy. I sleep to much and persons who do probably die and that's why my brain don't want me sleeping as much as i do.

My brain tells me when a person sleeps all their body does is create body fat and i have more then i need. I have this lump on my arm and it's a lump of fat and it freaks me out but it's slowly going away and i have this other lump that forms when i start to bend down towards the left side or right and on my hands i have more bellow my small finger and next to my thumb i have a lot, When you push on it it moves and i know what that is and i don't want it. I try to explain that to my Family and all they tell me is go play with my toy's or eat something, Unfortunately my tummy is full so how can i shove more in it. I wish they would remove it with Lipton suction then all would be fine and i would be perfect and every body would be pleased with me and that's all that matters.

 

 

16th August 2011 - 1:38 am -

Metroman Vasil the walk around the Sea Wall with Darcy and Tracy was pleasant. They came by around 9:00 we had breakfast and we each ate 2 toast with Strawberry Jam. We talked about Sandra and Samantha, Samantha and Sandra that's all we talked about and Dr B and Dr Mc Kay. Darcy thinks she would be perfect for me and to trust her.

I trust Dr B, i don't know Dr Mc Kay as well as i know Dr B and i told Darcy that it would take some time. She say's Tracy and i have to show more effort and if we were seeing Dr. Mc Kay it does not mean she will place us in ward. Darcy says to trust her. Tracy and i both think that ward is their for only one reason, to make persons fatter.

It's nice out and sunny a little cold but I'm fine with that. I'm going out for a short walk before i start adding more video players to Australia TV.

 

 

16th August 2011 - 11:18 pm -

Metroman Vasil I went to Stanley Park to bring Richard Krentz some Bald Eagle Feathers. I spent some time their thinking about the past week. I will let Dr B decide with my family what is best for me.

On my way home i stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk and did some stuff on Bounty's web site Pizza Jerk.ca before walking home.

I ate 1 pattywich and i drank 1 small glass of water.

I dint want to eat but i did.

 

 

17th August - 2011 - 11:22 am -

Metroman Vasil I will be removing iPrime and iGNW from Telestations Australia TV their links keep changing and i don't work for them and i don't get paid from them to keep updating their links and i don't get paid from them for the hits they get from Telestations and it's a Yahoo thing.

I don't use Yahoo and i don't support them. I prefer Google.

I have yet to sleep it's Sunny but cold outside. I might go for a walk but i fill exhausted i will see how i fill later.

My tummy is upset so i will skip eating today.

Tracy called wants to have Lunch with Darcy and me in China town. We eat lunch together each Wednesday in China Town. We order a Bowl of wonton soup and share it between us. We get the Fish Soup with Noodles and Fish Balls.

 

This part of the Blog was Removed on August 17/2011 at 6:51 PM est

 

Jamaican Pizza Jerk owner Chef Bounty knows that I'm Anorexic and Gives me food for free if i want it. He is a Jamaican Canadian Maroon.

 

This Blog was Edited on August 17/2011 at 6:51 PM est By our Family.

Martin is a Recognized Pow Wow and will be Disciplined when he Returns Home for posting his Unacceptable comment.

 

 

Martin was placed in ward by our Family yesterday for a few day's of rest. He refuses to chew his food, Drink water or sleep. The rest and a brake from Telestations.com will do him good.

Posted by our Family on August 18/2011 at 8:30 AM est

 

 

19th August 2011 - 1:55 pm -

Metroman Vasil I dint appreciate the past few day's but I'm fine with that. Nice to be Home and now that I'm all rested up i can finish adding video players to Australia TV but before i do that i have to go to Saint Paul's and give a blood test then because I'm all rested up i will be taking an extensive walk around. Then i will return home I will finish Australia TV before i take a short nap. Before i take a nap i will take a another walk around to burn the energy that built up in me over the past few day's

I don't see what the deference is between chewing my food and swallowing it or just sucking the juice out of the food and swallowing it and spitting the food out. Theirs no difference It's the same.

Nobody understands.

All they want is for me to keep stuffing myself when I'm already stuffed and bloated.

Darcy and Tracy wanted to know where i was so i told them. Thay say that was nasty. i told them I'm fine with everything as long as their all Happy that's all that matters. They both agreed it is about pleasing others so they like us and tolerate us.

That's why were perfect.

I need to go It's nice outside sunny but nippy.

 

 

19th August 2011 - 6:46 pm -

Metroman Vasil the visit to Saint Paul's was perfect. The Waite was slightly long but i meet a interesting person from Turkey a Girl, She was at Saint Paul's because of a sore tummy from pills she was taking for pregnancy hormones ? to help her get pregnant.

I talked with the Dr and he gave me 2 sleeping pills to help me sleep more then 4-5 hrs and i asked him for a Tuna Sandwich. He gave me 1 i dint want water or juice.

I'm going out for a walk around before i try and finish Australia TV.

I removed most of iPrime and iGWN from the line up. The link keeps changing and sending you to a different page or a broken page.

After I'm done with Australia TV i will be starting Hyperlinking the USA. I want to see what is going on with my Neighbor next door called the USA.

Howdy good Neighbor

How you all doing

Long time no see hay

Ya'all be good now

 

 

19th August 2011 - 11:32 pm -

Metroman Vasil this don't happen to often. My brain is craving Food. I know better i will not go and eat out. I ate the Tuna Sandwich today and that should be good till tomorow. I dint eat the bread i just ate the Tuna. I'm going to take the pill the Dr gave me to see if it will help me sleep. and yes i had a few sips of water.

 

 

20th August 2011 - 1:06 pm -

Metroman Vasil got up just now. Went to sleep at 6:00 in the morning, It took the pill some time to work, I went for a late night walk before i returned home to try and sleep.

I have all this energy so i will finish Australia TV then I'm off to the Ocean. It's sunny out. I might eat later.

Darcy and Tracy are gone to Vancouver Island to visit Tracy's Grandmother. I dint want to go, The last tine we went we spent 5 day's and i almost missed my appointment with Dr B

I go to Saint Paul's, It's the only place i trust and the only Hospital that believes me.

The other hospitals throw me in ward for like ever. They don't even believe that i work on source codes, They think it's all in my head, They wont even bother looking at the web sites i created. They pump med's in me that cause me headaches and makes my body non responsive. Saint Paul's wont even re feed me because they know it will kill me. They won't even try and stabilize my Electrolytes because they know trying will put it out of whack even more.

I go to Saint Paul's because they know what their doing.

I will continue to promote what i promote Culture and the struggles i have with Anorexia in hopes that persons will not want the sufferings that i have from Anorexia.

I started getting a page error on Telestations, It's from Google Translator that i placed on each page for persons in poor nations who have slow computers with older operating systems.

I will be removing it.

Besides that,

Life is good when you don't have to pay for free service.

 

This Blog was Edited on August 21/2011 at 3:35 PM est By our Family

The only way you make money on a web site is with Pop Up's

 

You get $ 1 each time they pop up regardless that you click on them or not and i know how to remove them, Most persons don't.

So i refuse to do that to person's and infect their computers with Spam and Pop Up's

Telestations.com is a clean Green page with no annoyances and will remain as such.

I might place a donation Button but Highly unlikely. Everyone is broke even working persons need what little money thay have left over for their Children or Parent's or Family. I know because my Family help's support me and i thank the Creator they all have Jobs or i would be worst off then i am.

Ya'all injoy your day now.

 

 

This Blog was Edited on August 21/2011 at 3:45 PM est By our Family.

Martin is Forbidden from Slandering Regardless of the Abuse he received.

Unfortunately his statement was truthful but because it Slandered it was Removed.

2 Left Hands Don't make a right Hand.

The agreements we have with Martin is a simple agreement. After he is out of treatment we will provide him with a lawyer so the matters can finally be addressed in a court of Law. We want to know why thay Abused him.

1 of our relations is a police officer and for that reason we want him to forgive.

Our Family for Martin's Safety asked local Media not to make his life or the work he put's into Telestations.com Public.

It is of the outmost importance if Martin want's to Recover to let go of the Abuse that was caused by local Police, Adults and his former employer who took advantage of him. Martin was Truthful when he stated he lost his Pension and is on Welfare and supported by us.

To this day Martin has yet to receive his Canadian pension and he worked for over 9 years for his former employer and we have Clea Parfitt to thank for that.

We do not recomend her.

 

 

22 August 2011 at 3:45 -pm-

Metroman Vasil they let me out of ward so i won't miss my appointment with Dr B today.

They know how much i value my appointment with him. I dint have a appointment with him today he is off work for 7 more day's then i see him.

I walked to Stanley Park in the rain and visited with Milan Art and Richard Krentz. The Vancouver sun Newspaper did a story on Richard and the Bald Eagle Feather's that i gave him.

I love walking in the rain.

Richard is the same person that gave me a custom Bracelet made by him.

Each time i go out and have the Bracelet on, A lot of person's ask about it or look at it.

I like it because it encourages and reminds me that i have to recover and all my Friend's that are Anorexic or Bulimia have one or they borrow their parents Bracelet.

The one i have is Platinum, My friends are Gold or Silver, Most are Gold but they belong to their Parents. We all have Custom Bracelet's made by Richard.

Darcy, Tracy, Monica, Samantha and Sandra don't want me bloging about the Bracelets. They think we should be the only one's who have them. They hope Gold, Silver and Platinum get's to expensive for person's then that way person's cant afford his Bracelet's and we will be the Only one's with one.

My Friend's are so perfect and they know everything.

I wish i was as perfect as them.

I'm just lucky i have one Because i could never afford one. Darcy's Mom paid over $5000.00 for the Gold Bracelet she bought Darcy and she seldom weirs it. Darcy likes her Silver Bracelet that her Dad bought her. Samantha is the Same way she prefers her Silver Bracelet her Sister Bought Her to the Gold One her Dad and Mom bought her.

I wish Samantha was here.

All the Blankets and Sashes that i use to cover the Bald Eagles and Golden Eagles and Black Bears are provided by Milan Art. The products he makes are made in Canada and are provided to me Free of Charge. Milan Art knows I'm poor so gives me what i need. A Big Thank You to Milan Art

I ate a small piece of Wild Salmon with Richard and Milan before going home.

Darcy and Tracy called, Thay wanted to know if Tracy's mom can pick me up and bring me with her to Victoria to spend the rest of the week with them and Tracy's Grandma.

I dint want, so told her mom to tell them to enjoy the week and i will see them when they return.

Ed Conrad a friend from Pennsylvania called but i was not home. He own's the web sit Musicchip.com

I was hoping my Friend Don Mc kay would call back. I missed his call last week and he came from Vancouver Island to Visit. I was in Ward at Saint Paul's

I will go for a short walk before i return home and rest.

 

 

 

22 August 2011 at 4:15 -pm-

Dr B today is Monday and i thought i had a appointment with you. The persons at your place of work told me next week. That's the same thing they told me last week.
The Appointments i have with you are Very important if i want to recover.
Thay explained to me that your taking a vacation ?
Dr B i don't like this vacation thing and i hope it will be over soon. I thought my recovery was more important then persons taking a vacation so i will sit and Waite 7 more Day's even if i think it's unfair.

 

 

22 August 2011 at 5:55 -pm-

Metroman Vasil went to SafeWay to get something i might want to eat.

 

This Blog was Edited on August 23/2011 at 1:23 PM est By our Family

 

We are at a lost for words that would express our disappointments with Martin.

This he brought onto himself.

Next Monday our Sister on the West Coast of Canada will ask his Psychiatrist to placed him in a ward where He can take all the time he wants to recover. The amount of time he spends in a ward will depend on him.

What Persons do and how they act is not our Family's Concern.

We know who and what they are and we have Nothing in Common with Them. This was Explained to Martin. They have nothing in Common with us and Martin Knows That and he Knows they only value their own kind Regardless of where they live.

We would prefer if he not get involved.

 

 

23 August 2011 at 12:28 -am-

Metroman Vasil i went to say hi to Bounty and talk about UFO's Before going to Stanley Park for a short walk.

Nice to know my page was accessed. I will have to turn my computer off before i go for walks.

I tried to eat Today but that chicken looked so gross and grease that i gave it to the Crow's, They can use the Grease to get nice and Fat for the Winter.

Dr B will never place me in Ward and if Saint Paul's try's I'm fine with That, Thay never keep me for more then a few Day's. Because I can get myself out of Ward, i know how.

I'm the one that's in control not them.

Uggggg i was going to talk about UFO's But now i don't

Just type into your search box ( Nasa UFO Videos ) ( Russia UFO government video's) (Polish UFO Video Files) and ( Video China UFO )

Tell me UFO's don't exists because i have odd dreams of them.

They all boast about what they know Quantum Physics

Happy Happy

What about Polar Magnetic Energy and Frequency propulsion and light propulsion using atomic explosion as the source and placing it all in a disk shaped object for space travel.

That's why their stuck on their equation because they have not included them as part of the Equation yet they are a major part of the Equation.

 

I don't appreciate my Blog being removed and Quantum Physics Bored me in School as it Bores me now.

 

 

23 August 2011 at 12:28 -am-

Metroman Vasil I dint want to Blog today. Today is Tuesday and each Tuesday i had appointments with Lalya.

I don't now because of that Nasty Person Roborto.

Everthing was perfect with Lalya

I don't like Tuesday's.

I hate Tuesdays because of that nasty Receptionist.

I finished Australia TV and I'm going for a walk.

It's cloudy outside with sunny brakes.

I don't want to eat and i fill cranky.

Darcy and Tracy called everything is fine with them.

Tracy's Grandma talked with me. She's disappointed with us and told me Samantha deserves what she got. She thinks Samantha is a trouble maker because she smokes pot. She would like to see the 3 of us together in a few week's.

Darcy's Dad took me out for lunch yesterday but i dint want to eat. He kept looking at me and the Sandwich he ordered for me, I ate 1/2 a tuna Sandwich. He expects change from us. He told me everyone expected better from us.

I had a Uggggg day yesterday and i want to forget about it.

I need to go.

 

 

24 August 2011 at 12:20 -am-

Metroman Vasil had a early lunch with my Computer Friends.

I asked them not too. They told me thay had too.

They explained that everyone who has the Ball's to Blog Nasty Crap about a sick person when they pretend to know them Deserve it.

The say the same about the web sites that grabbed my lineup but were created recently and have my tags and the hidden characters i imbedded in the pages.

They showed me 3 more web sites their going to target with my links on them.

Then they told me what they did online to Ana because of what she did to Samantha. I asked them before not too. I told them she's a washed out old person who is hooked on drugs and a wast of time and energy.

They brought a bunch of Emails with them between My former employer and a bunch of other persons. I'm pleased they will be targeting them on line as molesters and abusers.

We spent the next few hrs talking about the web site their working on and the glitch.

The error was caused by a tag they used that cant be used in a reserved environment. I change it and that took over 2 hrs.

They ate big fat juicy grease hamburgers and fry's and drank some pop.

I told them i ate before they called. I dint want to eat and i dint want them pushing food onto me like they do all the time. The food they eat Makes me sick.

Yes i ate yesterday 1 pattywich and i went out for a late night snack. I went out for some french fries and spaghetti sauce and cheese it's called a potine. I ate 1/3 and walked home.

I can tell lunch with my computer friends upset me. I went to the washroom when i got home, Now i cant sit and my tummy is sick.

I want to spend time on Canada TV. Cree Nation TV

What i dont understand is if a person want's to use my page why dont they just email me and Ask ?

A loser world of thieves. My friends can do as they please.

 

 

25 August 2011 at 1:49 -pm-

Metroman Vasil i ate yesterday 1 pattywich. I was not well for most of the day and night. It was what i ate the night before. I don't think i will be doing that again. It will be a few day's before my tummy is stable.

Darcy and Tracy called. Their having a good time and asked if i would go down for a few day's. They plan on returning Sunday. I cant.

Martin Called and ask if i would go over for a visit so i will.

I'm going to take a brake from Canada TV.

I got a Email from Samantha and she's not happy. She want's me to blog what she think's about her Mom and Dad. I cant do that my Family would flip out on me and I'm not allowed to use the words she used. She's not allowed to use those words. Non of us are. The Email was from Samantha but the Email address was from a Dr ?

Yesterday was hard because i don't appreciate my Tuesday appointments with Lalya being Canceled. I dint want to eat yesterday. I will see how i fill today about food. I don't think i want to eat.

I did visit with Chef Bounty and that lifted my Spirit. It was late last night. BK and Kolman were their and the Music was blasting. Thay all play Music. It's something they have in common.

A lot of Musicians go their to eat.

My Dad sent me more Money to pay for the Domain's and next 8 week's more payment's have to be made so Telestations.com can remain a free to use Web Site.

I thank the Creator for responsible person's like my Dad and Family.

Dad's and Mom's, Brother's and Sister's are so Cool.

I'm lucky i have person's that help me.

Like Lalya Did. She is super perfect and her Family is so lucky to have her as part of their Family.

I envy them.

 

 

27 August 2011 at 8:23 -pm-

Metroman Vasil the past few day's i was not well to blog. I managed to go out a little. Visit some Friends but not well anouf to go out for a walk. Today my tummy is more stable. I dint eat yesterday, The day before i did i ate 1 Pattywich.

I was sick for the past few day's after i tried to introduce Figs to my body after a person with a fig tree that Lucy knows. Maria thought that it would be good for me.

I'm pleased that's over and i might go for a small walk around the Ocean or City.

I had a chance to remove the Translator after i was not able to have it not come up as a error.

The Meta Tag's i tried caused the 20+ search engines to bog and the hit's to drop.

<meta name="googlebot" content="index HTML,follow HTTP" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index HTTP,follow HTTP,index" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index,url" />
<meta name="googlebot" content="index url,follow url,index" />

The Meta Tags above were removed and i will place this set of tag's for a week to see how the search engine reacts.

<meta name="googlebot" content="archive url,index all" />

<meta name="googlebot" content="follow url,index all" />

<meta name="googlebot" content="index HTTP,archive all" />

<meta name="googlebot" content="open HTTP,index all" />

Tags Tags and more Tags. The work is never done.

It was nice out yesterday, I wish i was able to enjoy it, Same with today nice and sunny.

 

 

28 August 2011 at 5:43 -pm-

I hear your feeling down and out of mind

so i bring you a rose and a bottle of wine

cause i know it will make you feel alright

yes i know it will make you feel fine

you've been living together for 21 years

till you realize you've been living lies

so now i hear your feeling down and out of mind

so i bring you a rose and a bottle of wine

cause i know it will make you feel alright

yes i know it will make you feel fine

By Martin (Metroman) Vasil

 

 

28 August 2011 at 5:55 -pm-

Metroman Vasil it's nice and sunny outside. I was over at Martin's talking with him and his Mom Lucy. I got their it was 1:30 and i got back home at 5:30.

I want to take a walk around the Ocean before i Hyperlink the rest of Cree Nation TV.

I will force myself to finish Canada TV but i want everyone to understand i get little support from Canadian's Regardless that i'm not well and I'm Canadian.

I would prefer to promote other Nation's and not a Nation that Disregard's me.

I want to start Hyper linking the USA.

I want to see what is going on in America.

I am pleased my tummy is way better then it was for the past few day's.

I went to see Chef Bounty last night but i did not stay late.

Darcy's Dad picked me up at 9 this morning. He took me out for breakfast to tell me the piss test came back clean but he is not pleased with me or Tracy.

He explained the reason we have key's to his home and a credit card from him is so we can use it to buy food and were not using the Cards he gave us or his home.

I gave him back the card he gave me. I never use it.

Darcy and Tracy are staying in Vic for 2 more weeks.

I talked with Monica yesterday and she's happy and likes the people where she is. She want's to recover and talked about how important Recovery is for Darcy, Tracy and Me and made me promises that i would talk to Dr B Monday about seeing Dr Mc Kay and that i would not fight them or the choices's they make for me.

I talked with Samantha's Mom last night and Samantha is not a happy camper. She has to stay there for 2 Years.

I'm just pleased that I'm in control and i see Dr B tomorrow and i Don't think he will place me in a ward. He has no reason.

Just as long as i do as he ask of me all is fine.

 

 

28 August 2011 at 7:27 -pm-

Title - Lost Hope Found.

A perplexing conflict aroused hope

by leaving a distorted mass

divine

all in a state of pain

yelling god save us

thanks to the pain

they found their hope

lost hope found

By Martin (Metroman) Vasil

 

 

28 August 2011 at 7:30 -pm-

so pure is the love she holds for me

that spring with all it's new born beauty

cant shine as her love shines for me

By Martin (Metroman) Vasil

 

 

28 August 2011 at 7:37 -pm-

Metroman Vasil The sun is going down and their's a small wind blowing off the Ocean. It's cooling down so i can go out for a walk.

I don't like to walk much in the sun. It's hard on me and it makes me dizzy.

Yesterday i ate. Lucy made some beef soup and gave me some. It helped my tummy.

I will not be eating figs again.

They are so good.

I see Dr B tomorrow and i get to catch up on 2-3 week's of no Dr B.

That was Narly.

My sister got upset when i complained about his vacation time.

She say's i should put myself in his place and think how i would feel having 50 persons like me running around all with 1 thing in Common, They love food and cant stop eating it or they hate food and refuse to eat it but all have one thing in common. They cant stop thinking about food.

I have to go for a walk

no pain no gain

laziness leeds to one thing

body fat

If you want to lose it

take it out for a walk

or it will move in and take over your life

That's why i'm in control

i know i need to drop 20-30lbs

I'm going too

I'm the one that's in Control.

 

 

29 August 2011 at 10:24 -am-

Metroman Vasil i see Dr B today. I got up and it was cold in my room.

It look's like it might rain outside. It's cold so i will put a wool sweater on.

Last night around 1:30 my tummy got sick. I don't know what i ate.

Chef Bounty called, we will meet up today and do somthing. Him and V are going to the PNE Tonight to watch Kenny Rogers play some music.

Darcy called to see if i was going to meet her and Tracy in Vic. I told her i cant. I asked my sister and she say's No. Vic is too far and I'm not well to go.

What i liked about yesterday was talking with Danica May and her Sister Mel.

 

 

29 August 2011 at 5:55 -pm-

Metroman Vasil my appointment with Dr B went well. We talked about the food i ate during the past few week's.

Not much food

I have to try regardless of how my brain thinks and how sick i get, I have to eat and drink a little more. My body has to adjust to the types of food i eat.

I would prefer to drink when I'm tursty and eat when I'm hungry.

Dr B sent a request form to Saint Paul's. I won't be seeing Dr Mc Kay. Dr B will have me see a different person. I asked Dr B why and he told me she say's No to often and the last thing he wants from them.

That's why Jamie died in her Mom's bed Because they told her No and Jamie was more talented then i could ever be and they disregarded her.

I was encouraged today after i made my way home from the appointment i had with Dr B to stop and get something to eat.

I did

I stopped at a pizza parlor that i know makes vegan pizza and i bought a slice. I brought the slice home and ate it. It tasted so good. No sauce, veggie Pizza.

My tummy is slightly upset from it but I'm fine with that, I was sick for the past 3 day's What food i had in my tummy is gone so the slice will remove the acetic feeling i have in my tummy.

I dint want to eat but i have too.

That's the condition with seeing Dr B

My brain hate's me because i ate today and want's to walk it off, so i will.

I don't think you understand. I have no choice but to eat 1 time per day and I'm fine with that i will just walk it off.

I don't want food in me, It makes me sick but i ate and because i ate i will see Dr B in 2 weeks and my Family and Dr B and my Friends will be pleased with me and that's all that matters.

I don't have to eat again today so I'm fine with that.

Because i ate my brain is telling me I'm a loser.

ether way i lose

If i eat my brain torments me

if i don't eat the taught of food will torment me

a walk will do me good

Sleep would be good.

I just have to do as Dr B ask and all will be fine.

 

 

29 August 2011 at 11:50 -pm-

Metroman Vasil i just got up and was sick. The pizza dint stay in, now i have this gross taste of puke replacing the taste of pizza. I'm fine with the pizza coming up, I expected it.

I was looking at the source code for Cree Nation and i closed my eye's to think how the Search Engines would react to the Meta Tag, It was 6:30 when i closed my eye's and i just woke up.

That's not good because i will not be able to go back to sleep tonight.

Now that I'm rested. i can stay at home and do some stuff on Telestations.com, I don't have the energy to go for a walk.

My sister was expecting to see me tonight and Milan Art called and asked if i would go down to visit, That was around 5:30, I told him i would but slept.

Things don't all the time work out the way you planed them.

 

 

30 August 2011 at 4:32 -am-

Metroman Vasil I have less then 50 links to Hyper Link in Cree Nation TV Before i do i want to try and sleep. I got sick again but not much came out just the water i drank and some red stuff, Most of the pizza came out the first time.

You have to understand the pizza was good and i enjoyed eating it. Dr B explained that in time the food will stay in, Till then i have to keep trying.

My brain tell's me Dr B thinks I'm a failer because i cant keep food down.

I don't want to think about it right now, It will just depress me.

I have a nasty headache and rest will help it go away.

I did notice last night and the night before and this morning i felt sick and hyper.

I would like to resolve the Anorexia ASAP.

I have to put a donation button on Telestations or my family will.

I tried to explain to them everyone is broke or they owe money.

Most persons are like me and receive help from their family or like Tracy, Darcy and the rest of my friends that live with their Mom and Dad.

Not everyone is lucky like our family's to have Jobs and to be able to put Money away in the Bank.

Look at Milan Art, Because he made little selling his product's and cant get a loan he might be homeless and he own's a company and makes art but persons dont support him and he is talented. So why would persons support me and not him ????

I wish my family would understand that not everyone is as lucky as they are.

So to please them i will do as they ask and place a donation button and in time i will explain why persons don't donate.

Something for me too do.

 

 

31 August 2011 at 12:02 -am-

Metroman Vasil had a good day. Went to see my Sister at her work. Then went with mel to pay part of my phone and internet bill.

Thank the Creator for responsible persons like Mel, My sister and Dad.

It was nice to see my Sister Claudia much nicer if she was not working.

Mel is doing well, She is taking a course in Business administration. She was with her Boyfriend. He was over for a late supper.

I ate 1 cheese sandwich and 5 spoonful's of spaghetti sauce. Then made my way home.

I got to see Danica May. As spunky as ever texting on her phone most likely not aware that I'm there.

I'm pleased all is well with them.

I stopped to say hi to Chef Bounty on my way home and he was with BK working on a music show they have coming up.

I only stayed for a short time before making my way home.

 

 

31 August 2011 at 5:55 -am-

Metroman Vasil Pleased I'm just about done Cree Nation TV. I have 55 Links to Hyperlink in the 3 bars and the Cree Nation TV will be done.

I will then finish the Metis Nation TV before i do the 3 Northern Nations.

I have to try and sleep. The sun will be up soon and i have to be up and gone by 10:00

Uggggg

I fill Cranky.

My friend called from the USA Ed Conrad. I will save the chat for a later blog.

The Cree Nation TV Line up is based on the 2 Satellites ( Direct TV and Dish Network) Cable and Air Channels received by members of the Cree Nation. The Cree Nation LoL is Not only found in Canada but also in the USA. Like the First Nation's and other Nations Like the Mohawk Nation and other Nations that border the Canada and USA Border.

The Mohawk Nation TV Line up is Based on the States they live in and Own. It is also based on the Canadian Provence they Live and own Land.

It is the same with the Metis Nation and First Nation

Alaska will have links to Russia TV Stations Because they speak and have ties with the Russian Culture.

I have to rest and Hi to my Black Foot Friends.

 

 

31 August 2011 at 9:54 -pm-

Metroman Vasil got up from a nap a few min ago. I went for a nap it was 6:00.

I slept only a few hrs this morning. I got up it was a little past 8:00

Got back home around 12:00 then went to Stanley Park to give Richard some Bald Eagle Feathers and 4 Golden Eagle Feathers.

Went for a nap when i got home.

I ate 1 pattywich to day and i drank i medium Milk Shake.

My tummy fill's ok but i have a hardback.

After each time i eat i get the hiccups.

I talked with Caroline today. She has Anorexia and like me wishes she could disappear into tin air. She might start seeing Dr B but like me Food and Her don't get along.

I want to try and finish Cree Nation TV tonight.