Metroman Vasil I went to St.Paul's to the eating disorders Clinic to see Dr. K today. Dr. B told me i can trust her with my life. I have to return. I think she knows im Pro-ana. I think im Fine a little fat but not so much that a few mounts of exercise wont remove. I Think im lazy and i eat more then the next, as you can see in the ph...oto I'm a bit chubby. I ate a bowl of ice cream today and some jerked fish. August 26 at 1:20am

Metroman Vasil I wish Lalya was My Dr. i don't understand why i hate food, i just do. With her she made me understand why i hate food and why i look fat. She would say, Its not the food you hate, it's them and what thay did to you. She says that's why i try cutting the fat from my arms and why i wish at times i could vanish. August 26 at 1:57am

Metroman Vasil I hope Dr. K is smart like Lalya. That's why i dint like lalya lots. She always thinks she knows everything, even if she does it does not mean she's right. and she's not more perfect then me. August 26 at 1:58am

Metroman Vasil I know what reverse psychology is. All you have to do is say yes i want to stay in your hospital and it confuses them so thay say o sorry you can go home. Its when you start to disagree with them that thay force you to stay. I've used that lots and each time i go home That's because I'm more Perfect then them. I'm Pro-Ana and I'm in Con troll... Not Them August 26 at 1:58am

Metroman Vasil Dr. B is a + If i can convince him that staying in the eating disorders ward with girls will hamper my progress, It will be like a Browne point. I can then use it with Dr. K if i think for some reason she might place me in ward. August 26 at 2:53am

Metroman Vasil This girl i know was Pro-Ana (She helped me with 18 Pro-Ana web sites)and she went inward and when she came out 12 mounts later, She was not the same. All she wants to do is go out, eat and talk about food. I'm more perfect and in control then she is. August 26 at 3:00am

Metroman Vasil That's why i had fits at St. Paul's. Everyone knows Nobody wants to treat persons that have fits. So I Win. Not Them. I will never let them make me what i already are. Fat and Ugly.  August 26 at 3:03am

Metroman Vasil The Dr in Slovakia Scared me. She caught on to everything i was doing after i ate, Why i went to the shower 3 times a day. Then she placed a plastic tube in my nose and in my neck and 5 times a day thay put stuff in their. That's after she spoke to Lalya and i was only allowed to wash when i woke up. I dint want that food in me. August 26 at 3:08am

Metroman Vasil Slovakia scared me because i Started wanting to eat or i started complaining that the food was not on time. Not in control   August 26 at 3:13am

Metroman Vasil Staying in the hospital in slovakia was gross. I'm pleased lalya got me out. If not i think i would have started behaving like my friend. I think it was the med's or that stuff thay put in my neck or down my nose that made me want to do everything thay asked. Not in control August 26 at 3:17am

Metroman Vasil I'm pleased I'm in Canada. That Dr in Slovakia told Me thay keep persons like me in hospitals for a very long time. Not like Canada. She was like a witch, She told me 1 or 2 weeks after thay arrive in her ward thay like food, when thay go home thay love food. She scared me way more then Lalya. August 26 at 3:23am

Metroman Vasil Trust me Fits in Slovakia Hospitals don't work, i tried, all thay did was laff and tell me to go and have a fit in my room and to close the door. Thay dint do like St Paul's and tell me to go home and Don't try it at VGH thay will keep you. Only St.Paul's sends you home August 26 at 3:28am

Metroman Vasil Staying out of St.Paul's will be a Gas i just got to keep telling them i want to stay and it will keep me out. I am Perfect LoL. If not i just have a tantrum August 26 at 3:33am

Metroman Vasil To keep them from using the mental health act and having me committed. I tell them i eat lots and that keeps me out of their reach. You have to be smarter then them  August 26 at 3:37am

Metroman Vasil Their not the ones who are in control. I am. I decide. That's why I'm pleased I'm not in Slovakia. Thay freaked me out. I hate food it makes you fat and lazy and I'm already fat and lazy. I think it was that stuff thay put in my nose or in my neck that made me Start craving food. I don't like sleeping the more you sleep the less you know. August 26 at 4:08am

Metroman Vasil In Slovakia all i did was sleep and eat and you cant throw up your food thay watch you when you go to the wash room. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Thay freaked me out  August 26 at 4:08am

Metroman Vasil I'm pleased I'm in Canada. I'm pleased St.Paul's Cant Do what thay did to me in Slovakia. If thay put a tube in my nose and in my neck at St.Paul's Like thay did in Slovakia. Ugggggggggggggggg Just the thought makes me sick. I'm So Pleased having a fit their Worked. It would be a nightmare and that would make what my friend tells me Right.  August 26 at 4:19am

Metroman Vasil She tells me if St.Paul's Catch on to what I'm doing Thay will call me in for an appointment and Then have me committed. I know thay cant and it takes a very lounge time Dr. K told me when i told her i wanted to stay. So you see I'm more perfect then her. I know everything. In Canada you cant get Committed. That's why I'm Pro-Ana I Know Everything.  August 26 at 4:25am

Metroman Vasil I don't understand why thay tell me to eat 3-4 times a day when I've only eaten less then 1 meal a day for most of my life. ????????????????????????  August 26 at 4:29am

Metroman Vasil If i was not perfect thay would do the same thing to me in Canada that thay did to me in Slovakia. Its only after thay look at my pro-ana web sites in Slovakia that thay put that tube in my nose and in my neck and started giving me pills and asking me if i was anorexic. The next day the worst of my days started with them feeding me every 4 hrs  August 26 at 4:42am

Metroman Vasil Dr. Witch told me with her broken english That she spoke to Dr. Wick and that i was Pro-Ana and her Guest at her hospital and she had a big surprise for me and then it started. The 2 big girls came in and she gave me a choice, i let her put the tube in my nose and a tube in my neck or thay will hold me down and she will... still place it. So i let her the girls were big like men  August 26 at 4:48am

Metroman Vasil What happens if my friend is right, what if she was right when she says I'm slowly wasting and i cant see it because my brain is asleep from lack of food. So why do i hate food ?????????? if i eat and how can my brain be sleeping when I'm awake...  August 26 at 5:05am

Metroman Vasil I'm just pleased I'm in Control at St.Paul's Ed Clinic and I'm not stuck in Slovakia with Dr. Witch and tubes in my neck and down my nose  August 26 at 5:13am

Metroman Vasil my friend call this morning in a panic. She's freaking out about the statements i posted. Like i told her Dr's. don't do facebook and the chance of Dr. B or Dr. K finding this account is 1 out of 14,000,000 +.  August 26 at 2:44pm

Metroman Vasil that's why I'm perfect.  August 26 at 2:44pm

Metroman Vasil very very few Persons who are anorexic are called Pro-Ana. The chance of us going into wards is extensively slim. We avoid them like the pledge. We know what to say to Dr. and we know what to do to remain out of their wards. We Suck right up to them and that keeps us out. We never fight with them August 26 at 2:50pm

Metroman Vasil Dr's who place statements in medical journals about anorexia say the hardest form to treat is pro-ana because of their ability to control staff and treatment and so are avoided because the complexity involved in the treatment of the person not only involves re feeding but extensive consoling for abuse. A time consuming event  August 26 at 2:59pm

Metroman Vasil This Morning i walked around the seawall, I had a small glass of water. Did not fill like eating.  August 26 at 3:02pm

Metroman Vasil My friend hated food more then me and when she went into a treatment ward she came out in love with food. I think thay did the same thing to her that thay did to me in slovakia UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I Will never forget.  August 26 at 3:08pm

Metroman Vasil It was so gross. I was not in control. I even started complaining that my food was not on time and i dint care if my food was touching other food. so gross and my brain it just kept thinking about food. God knows how pleased i am that what thay did to me in Slovakia thay cant do to me in Canada.  August 26 at 3:15pm

Metroman Vasil Thay cant commit you in Canada because you Don't want to eat. In Slovakia thay DO and thay force feed you. Thay put a tube in my neck and in my nose and it was gross. It made me fat and it made me crave food. so Grosssssssss. I'm perfect again and Jim in control. Not them and I'm going for a walk  August 26 at 3:20pm

Metroman Vasil To keep Dr. B and Dr. K from committing me i just have to keep telling them how willing i am to go into treatment and that will keep me out. A no Brainier. when i have to go in for blood work i make sure i don't eat that day or the day before then the blood work returns perfect  August 26 at 3:30pm

Metroman Vasil I also know thay don't put persons who smoke pot in ward and i don't like smoking much so i see a friend who gives me a joint to smoke before i do a piss test. That also keeps me out of ward. That's why I'm pro-ana and i am perfect. My IQ is 140+ and 160+. Thay are not smart anouff to get me into ward or treat me because I'm PERFECT.  August 26 at 3:34pm

Metroman Vasil I like things to be perfect you can tell by looking at the source code for telestations.com I'm going for a long walk to try to burn the body fat that keeps invading my body.  August 26 at 3:38pm

Metroman Vasil My family says 1 of the conditions for me having a facebook page is, i have to talk about my struggles with ana. I don't know why i hate food i just do. Its hard for me to walk around a food store for something to eat. When i do it takes for ever. I find my self walking back and fort with noting in my basket.  August 26 at 6:16pm

Metroman Vasil Anorexia is not a gift but a dally struggle. My body has been sick since i was 11-12. I am afraid to go into ward because I'm not well. I don't eat much food after i go too the washroom i bleed and i don't want girls in ward seeing me like that. I cant sit down i have to lay down till the bleeding stops and i gets sucked ba...ck in. I fill gross. At times i have to go to St.Paul's to have it pushed back in.  August 26 at 6:25pm

Metroman Vasil I take walks every day even when I'm sick to forget about them and what thay did to me. I hate them i hate what thay did to me. Each time i eat each time i see food it reminds me of them and what thay did. August 26 at 6:30pm

Metroman Vasil My family shut down all my pro-ana web sites. Telestations.com will not promote pro-ana web sites and has never promoted pro-ana web sites in the past  August 26 at 10:13pm

Metroman Vasil I'm not well today i have to lay down. August 26 at 10:15pm

Metroman Vasil if i knew then how sick i would be.  August 26 at 10:21pm

Metroman Vasil i asked my family to shut down my pro-ana web sites  August 26 at 10:22pm

Metroman Vasil i asked Dr. B and Dr. K for help but part of me wants nothing to do with them, part of me tells me I'm fine just a little fat yet i have to lay down because I'm to sick to sit. so how can i be fine ???????????????????????????????????  August 26 at 10:25pm

Metroman Vasil do you understand i asked them for help. anorexia is slowly eating away at me and I'm scared. i live in a world that is closed to you and i have few friends that i let in. you all confuse me. i watch how you behave and you remind me of how thay behaved before thay touched me and i hate them.  August 26 at 10:31pm

Metroman Vasil i have to rest   August 26 at 10:40pm

Metroman Vasil I fill so much better today.  August 27 at 11:08am

Metroman Vasil i started looking for treatment over 15 yrs ago. i started posting pro-ana web sites 10 yrs ago talking about the eating disorder and what i was going through looking for treatment. The lack of treatment. in the end i hade posted 86 web sites before i became a patent at reach.  August 27 at 11:15am

Metroman Vasil I sat at reach medical for over 7 yrs 1 time per week. Thay promised that i would get treated and after 7 yrs the receptionist told me to take my problems elsewhere after i called to speak to linda to tell her i lost my job.  August 27 at 11:21am

Metroman Vasil It is not the first time the receptionist at reach was distributive towards me. There were other times when i was forced by lalya to tell her i was sorry. This time i refused to say sorry for something i dint do or say. August 27 at 11:24am

Metroman Vasil I don't think that receptionist had a right to tell a medical patent to take their problems elsewhere. I know because Dr. B told me thay don't. Dr. K says thay don't. The human rights lawyer says thay don't and to sue them for neglect and discrimination.  August 27 at 11:29am

Metroman Vasil What she did was remove 7 yrs+ of treatment and a chance for me to get treated. that's all. lalya for supporting her lacks common sense. It explains why i never received corrective surgery, treatment or a follow up or referred to the right Dr.  August 27 at 11:36am

Metroman Vasil The only reason the thank you was posted was to reminder her of her lack of support towards me. It was also posted to remind her how she allowed a receptionist to decide when her patients should take her problems elsewhere.  August 27 at 11:42am

Metroman Vasil That 7 yrs was a waist of 7 yrs of my life. I received no treatment and i hade to sit their week after week and that makes me fill stupid, Thinking i was going to get treatment and talking about what adults did to me to someone that never had intent to treat me. I think you would start your own pro-ana web sites  August 27 at 11:47am

Metroman Vasil so I'm back where i started except I'm much smarter now. After what happened at reach i learnt Dr's are just like the rest of us, Some can be abusive, some can kill and some can rape thay are no closer to the creator then you or i because thay are Dr's  August 27 at 11:53am

Metroman Vasil I learnt not to trust them and to place them in the same pile that i place my abusers  August 27 at 11:54am

Metroman Vasil i don't expect treatment. I expect to sit and waste for something that wont happen, so I'm going to act like it will happen when I'm in a Dr office knowing it wont. Making me more perfect then them. Thay wont know i know thay have no intent on treating me.  August 27 at 11:58am

Metroman Vasil i expect the same treatment from Dr. K and Dr. B that i received from reach medical.  August 27 at 12:08pm

Metroman Vasil I decided to talk about the abuse i received from the vancouver police, translink, the burnaby rcmp and the abuse i received from adults when i was a teen. I will also speak about the sexual astute that happened in the hospital in slovakia. That astute caused big problems with lalya and the way i started to treat her. This abuse was reported to the Government of Canada.  August 27 at 12:48pm

Metroman Vasil The astute that happened is the reason i don't want to be in ward with girls, I don't want them doing the same things she did to me in Slovakia. I DONT WANT THEN TOUCHING ME. I WILL NEVER LET THEM PLACE ME IN WARD. Persons working in hospitals should never have sex with patents. ITS GROSS. Do you grasp why i hate myself.... I should never have let her touch me. I'm going for a long walk  August 27 at 12:53pm

Metroman Vasil I WISH I WAS NEVER SICK I WISH THAY NEVER TOUCHED ME I WISH I WAS NOT HERE  August 27 at 12:54pm

Metroman Vasil  You cant start to imagine why i cut the fat out of my arms. its to remove them from my me. i Hate them and each time i look at myself I'm reminded of what thay did and i want it to stop. I want it to go away  August 27 at 12:57pm

Metroman Vasil that's why i take walks around the sea wall it helps me forget  August 27 at 12:58pm

Metroman Vasil i stopped crying and i fill well to go for a walk. I'm pleased my family and friends are their for me. I'm just sad that the receptionist roborta at reach medical clinic Decided to bring an end to the progress lalya was having with me. Its just to bad for me that i have to start all over again and i don't think i have the energy. August 27 at 1:59pm 

Metroman Vasil Lalya is a remarkable Dr. The only Dr i ever trusted and the only Dr that made common sense to me. The only Dr that ever went out of her way for me. She encouraged me to get well and she brought sunshine in my gloomy world.  August 27 at 2:09pm

Metroman Vasil What little hope i had for recovery a common receptionists took it apoun herself to remove. All you did was remove what little hope i had. Their is not one thing your society can do to me that your filthy adults have not already did. O. K August 27 at 2:11pm

Metroman Vasil What i retreat most in life is not having a bigger brother and not telling my mom and dad what the adults and their children were doing to me. I'm going for a long walk.  August 27 at 2:15pm

Metroman Vasil The walk did me some good. i got home about 45 min ago. I ate 1 vegan hotdog and i had a glass of water August 27 at 9:41pm

Metroman Vasil theirs part of me that wants to recover and theirs part of me that tells me in fat, That i don't have to eat.  August 27 at 9:44pm

Metroman Vasil I wish lalya was still treating me and not strangers that i have to learn to trust, Strangers that i have to talk with about adults and why i hate food, Strangers that i have to trust with my life, Strangers that might not like me  August 27 at 9:51pm

Metroman Vasil Starting all over again with Dr. B and Dr. K will be hard on me. I dint want to start over again everything was coming along well with Dr. wick. I will never understand why the receptionist roborta told me to take my problems elsewhere or why the staff supported her. Persons like her are the reasons why this world sucks.  August 28 at 1:18am

Metroman Vasil Telestations was inspired by lalya. That's the light she place in me when she was treating me. My want to recover was motivated by her abilities to understand what i was going trough. When i first met her and for weeks and weeks after i kept crying not wanting to enter her office. I was living on the streets before i met lalya  August 28 at 1:34am

Metroman Vasil Most persons who live in vancouver British Columbia Know me and have given me change in the past. I don't drink and i don't do street drugs. Its the reason i was Receiving treatment from Dr. Wick. Lalya encouraged me to get a job so i did. Fixing Computers for over 8 yrs. You can find the court case on goggle if you type ...in vasil v mongoivus. To this day i still have no Pension and he and clea parfitt are the reason why  August 28 at 1:40am

Metroman Vasil I want to get well, I want to go into ward but not with girls. After what happened in slovakia i don't trust them that much and i don't want then touching me. I need to recover. I need to get well. I'm going to stress that point with Dr. B  August 28 at 3:29am

Metroman Vasil Even after something happened in slovakia part of me dint want to return to Canada. Part of me wanted the treatment to go on. I knew that when i returned to Canada i would still be trying to get treated and i am. I've been trying for over 10 yrs.  August 28 at 3:37am

Metroman Vasil I wish i still had my active Pro-Ana web sites and not crappy copes i have to edit. That will take for ever......................  August 28 at 3:40am

Metroman Vasil if you went to my pro-ana web sites you would see the struggle I've had looking for treatment. I had good reasons for wanting to retain them. My pro-ana web sites DINT promote anorexia. Thay talked about the struggles i was having getting treatment. That's why Dr.Wick spent over 8 yrs Treating me. She almost did treat me.  August 28 at 3:48am

Metroman Vasil That nurse should have kept her hands to her self and roborta should have kept her statements for her children. thay caused me sufferings i dint deserve. Thay caused me to lash out at the ones who care for me. thay make me not want to get treated.  August 28 at 3:55am

Metroman Vasil I hope Dr. K and Dr. B don't end up Shiting on me like the staff did at reach. Try sitting in a clinic for over 7 yrs then thrown out because the receptionist decided you should take your problems elsewhere. I think roborta should go home and fix her messed up children's problem's. I think she should tell her son crime don't pay. O yes i know her  August 28 at 4:10am

Metroman Vasil I told roborta one day when she approached me on the street, I don't do coffle and she is the last thing on earth i would ever do. I told her she lack the quality's lalya had and i was going to tell lalya that she approached me. It was not the first time she approached me out of work and i wanted it to be the last.  August 28 at 4:15am

Metroman Vasil The reason i know roborta is she would approach me on the street and talk to me about how she trough out her son, She would talk to me about her dater having a child or other things that had noting to do with me or Dr.Wick treating me. She freaked me out. I even found her reading my medical file.  August 28 at 4:26am

Metroman Vasil Now thay say I'm a mental health patient what would that make her, Psycho receptionist from hell  August 28 at 4:29am

Metroman Vasil Maybe roborta is so psycho she thinks she runs reach. Headline News. Roborta Psycho Receptionist fresh out ove demon school and a legend in her own mind gets job running reach clinic  August 28 at 4:38am

Metroman Vasil i have to sleep  August 28 at 4:41am

Metroman Vasil i decided today that i am perfect. I just don't like eating as much as the next  August 28 at 1:09pm

Metroman Vasil I'm not going into ward with girls after what happened in slovakia. I'm going to take it up with Dr. B. I'm in control not Dr. K or Dr. B Thay will do what i want. I will decide how i get treatment and when not them. Their not the ones who are in control I AM  August 28 at 1:17pm

Metroman Vasil That's why I'm more perfect then them. That's why I'm in control  August 28 at 1:18pm

Metroman Vasil My friend just called, She's freaking about my postings on facebook and the Dr reading them. Like I've told her before Dr. DONT have time to waist on facebook and the chance of them finding this page is less then 0. So their she can keep freaking and i will remain perfect and in control. I'm going out to play  August 28 at 1:25pm

Metroman Vasil My friend has to relize i know what im doing im way smarter then them i know how to stay out of wards. i just have to do what Dr.B and Dr.K want and to keep telling them i want to go into ward. It will confuse them and thay will tell me i dont have too. So you see I AM MORE PERFECTER THEN TAY ARE. Im in controll not them  August 28 at 1:31pm

Metroman Vasil I can just see it now. Dr tells patient to come back later because shes on facebook. LoL Dr. dont have time to wast on Facebook  August 28 at 1:33pm

Metroman Vasil im going out to play and to burn off the fat created by the banana sanwich i ate today  August 28 at 1:36pm

Metroman Vasil I got in from my walk inside stanly park abouth 15 min ago. It was a nice walk i ran into my brother mark and we walked back to downtown. Everything was allmost perfect till he decited that we had to go into safeway to get some candy fish. I tryed to Explain to him that i ate lots today and i was burning it off. Ugggggggggggggg I hade to eat some August 28 at 9:38pm

Metroman Vasil I had no choice i had to eat 2 bits as big as my finger. More for me to burn off. Thats one of the reasons im overweight. So O.K No Big deal. We started to walk towards cambe street im thinking fine i will burn it off then when we reached granvile and robson he decides i need to eat a vegan burger at burger king and ge...ts me a vegan meal that i had to eat. Then he tells me to stop freaking out and eat.  August 28 at 9:46pm

Metroman Vasil My day went from perfect to Ugggggggggggggggggggggg  August 28 at 9:47pm

Metroman Vasil Now i fill fater, grosser and less perfect than when i woke up and i spent over 2 hrs walking with my freand befour i meet mark telling me if the Dr finds out abouth my posting im toast and if thay find out im Pro-Ana thay will commit me for over 52 weeks. I told her thay cant Because i know thay cant. A Dr Dont do Fac...ebook and the chance of them finding me on facebook is less then -40%  August 28 at 9:54pm

Metroman Vasil All she did was try to stress me out and it dint work. to find me on facebook you have to know the name metroman vasil and the Dr dont. So their Im Perfect and she cant grasp that. all she wants to do is kiss and hang out at her place. I dont. I like doing what i did with her befour she went into ward. Walk and do stuff outside and in the forest  August 28 at 10:00pm

Metroman Vasil So loung as i tell Dr.B and Dr.K that im willing to go into ward all will be well and thay wount place me. Just like ABC-123. Like i told her today if thay call telling me to bring my pj's I will just have to tell them i was to sick to go. That way i will miss my apointment and have to wate  August 28 at 10:09pm

Metroman Vasil I still fill gross im going for a short walk  August 28 at 10:10pm

Metroman Vasil Im not going into ward with girls not after what happened in Slovakia. Im the one thats in controll i decide Not Them. Their not the ones that are perfect, I AM  August 28 at 10:14pm

Metroman Vasil Each time i got a new Dr thay wanted to place me into ward, But i talked them out of it. Each time thay tryed i talked them out of it by telling them thay were correct. I convinced lalya that staying in ward would cause me setbacks. I will do the same with Dr.B and Dr.K it will be like taking a walk in the park. Now thats why im perfect  August 28 at 10:21pm

Metroman Vasil I have less then 11% body FAT when i done i will have Less then 5% Body FAT. Thats perfect. Going for a walk  August 28 at 10:23pm

Metroman Vasil I got in from my walk a few min ago. I dont fill like it did much. Im not going to eat sunday. Thats why you have to watch what you eat and how much. I puked up what i ate. Dr.B and Dr.K wount know and what thay dont know wount disturb them. If you want to be perfect you have to have perfect standerds.  August 29 at 12:34am

Metroman Vasil Overeating like i did is a weekness that i have to overcome in my strugles to achive perfection and health.  August 29 at 12:34am

Metroman Vasil I overcome my weekness by doing what i just did when i got home. I put the food i had on the street. Out of sight is out of mind. Someone other then me can deal with the craving. Now i have no food to crave. Its as simple as that.  August 29 at 12:50am

Metroman Vasil Thats why im not afread when the Dr's treaten to put me in ward, I can resolve a way out in my mind then present it to the Dr befour thay finish their sentence. Thats what i did with Dr.K all i had to do to end the apoitment befour she could figer out that i use laxitives, epicap syrope and that i trugh up my food was ...tell her i smoked some pot. I dint tell her how loung ago. She never asked.  August 29 at 12:57am

Metroman Vasil I dint tell Dr.K i was having problems swoling my food or the blured vision or my cravings for jujubs or gummy bears or my extencive walks and i dint tell her abouth my compulsive behavor towards food. If i did it would put me in ward and that would make them more perfect then i and their NOT. Im the one thats in controll  August 29 at 1:10am 

Metroman Vasil Im just pleased that in Canada thay cant put a tube in my nose or in my neck like thay did in Slovakia. Im just pleased in Canada thay cant commit you for not eating food. Im pleased i live in Canada and not Slovakia.  August 29 at 1:19am

Metroman Vasil In Slovakia I started complaining that my food was late or thay dint put that stuff in my nose or thay were late putting the liquid in my arms. Not in controll. I think thay put some kind of drug in me. It was messed up the more i wanted events to be ontime the less thay were.  August 29 at 1:23am

Metroman Vasil Events have to be at the same time all the time if you want good stability. Thay cant be when ever like in Slovakia and i need to decide what i want to do. In slovakia thay decide, you have no say. Now that freaked me out. I started finding myself doing everything thay ask without question. I was not in Controll  August 29 at 1:29am

Metroman Vasil Everything was fine in slovakia. I was in perfect controll untill thay spoke to lalya. Then it all started with that Dr Freaking out yelling you anorexia. That was after that big nurse walked into the washroom and saw me puking. I was on my knees puking she just grabed me by the shirt and draged me to the Dr and then it started. My whole body was shaking.  August 29 at 1:38am

Metroman Vasil In Slovakia you are not in controll thay are. Thay put a tube in my nose and in my neck and i had notting to say abouth it. You want to get treatment for anorexia go to Slovakia you will leave their in love with food. It just abouth worked with me. Thank god i live in Canada and im in controll. Thank god the Dr's in Canada cant commit me or force feed me.  August 29 at 1:46am

Metroman Vasil  I found out all over Europe even in the united kingdome the Dr's can and have commit persons for over 3 yrs who suffer from anorixea. Thay can tie you down and force feed you. It is commen for treatment to start with a tube in your nose and in your neck and arm. Their recovery rate is over 90%. Im just pleased that in ...Canada thay cant do that to me and Dr's cant commit me.  August 29 at 1:57am

Metroman Vasil Staying out of wards in Vancouver is like a walk in the park. Just got to know what to say  August 29 at 1:58am

Metroman Vasil i need to sleep August 29 at 2:02am

Metroman Vasil My freand came to get me this morning to go play at the beach, Just got back. I dont fill like eating. Im going to watch tv  August 29 at 12:38pm

Metroman Vasil Im going out to play  August 29 at 12:54pm

Metroman Vasil My freand just called, she talked abouth the postings and she told me i am perfect and that im right Dr's Dont do facebook and to keep doing what im doing. I knew i was perfect. Im going to meet her and walk the trails around stanly park. That pleases me i fill fat unhealty and out of shape. The walk will do me lot's of good  August 29 at 1:44pm

Metroman Vasil Just got in from my walk. My freand is so cool. She say's im right Dr's dont have time for facebook and to keep it up. She's so perfect, I wish i was as smart as she is.  August 29 at 7:21pm

Metroman Vasil My freand told me i was putting on some weight when she looked at me today. She's right. It's because i over eat and i dont walk anouf. I dont fill like eating so im not going to. Im going for a short walk  August 29 at 7:26pm

Metroman Vasil I got in abouth 20 min ago. I had to return home. This day was almost perfect except for one little thing. It's very commen with persons who suffer from anorexica. I had to go to the washroom and now i cant sit and im bleeding. Now i have to laydown and wate for it to go back in. It depresses me but im fine with it. It started when i was 11  August 29 at 9:38pm

Metroman Vasil I have a lot of reasons why im afread to go into ward. Im afread i will have to sit their bleeding and as soon as i have to get up everyone will see and laff. Its the last thing i need or want.  August 29 at 9:43pm

Metroman Vasil I did go to work everyday day even when i was sick. I dont fail when i commit myself to something.  August 29 at 9:45pm

Metroman Vasil Everything i do i commit myself too. This is a pome i wrote. So pure is the love she holds for me that spring with all its new born beauty can't shine as her love shines for me  August 29 at 9:51pm

Metroman Vasil I hope that Dr.K and Dr.B are good at what thay do. I need their help. anorexia is slowly killing me and i dont know what to do, Im scared and i dont know why. I want to eat but i dont and when i do i puke it up.  August 29 at 10:01pm

Metroman Vasil part of me for good reasons is afread to go into ward and part of me needs too  August 29 at 10:09pm

Metroman Vasil i have to rest  August 29 at 10:11pm

Metroman Vasil I was not well last night. Today i fill O.k Each time i go to the washroom im sick for 1 too 3 days. You want to be Anorexia This is what you live with  August 30 at 10:56am

Metroman Vasil Befour i forget. The only way im told you can be anorexia is if like me your born with it. I was 11 when Dr told my mom and dad their was something wroung with me. I was already having fits over food and refusing to eat and eating disorders is commen in my family on my mom's side. My grandma had it and 4 of my relations have it. 2 were treated and 2 were not  August 30 at 11:06am

Metroman Vasil The last thing you want is to have what i have and you dont want to be Pro-ana. I was promoting pro-ana because i was haveing trouble finding treatment. I was only talking abouth the problems i was having getting treatment. I dont support anorexia August 30 at 11:12am

Metroman Vasil On http://www.telestations.com/ we dont support or promote Pro-Ana  August 30 at 11:14am

Metroman Vasil I looked at pro-ana web sites and thay are gross. I dont understand why persons would promote Pro-Ana Unless thay were not anorexia. If thay were thay would be as sick as me and thay would not wish it on the next. YOU DONT WANT WHAT I HAVE. YOU DONT WANT ANOREXIA. August 30 at 11:17am

Metroman Vasil I just got in. A freand called to pick me up so we could work on his project right after my last post. His girlfreand V cooked us lunch. The rice and veg combo was very pleasent. I ate 8 spoonfulls, The chicken was good, 5 slices abouth 1/2in by 1/2in and 1/4 inch tick and their was some noodles 7 forkfull it tasted wa...y different then the rice and chicken. I asked V for a small portion. I allso had a glass of juice.  August 30 at 10:26pm

Metroman Vasil We worked on his project till abouth 9:00 then we stoped at his resturant. It was all in all a very perfect day. Because i ate somuch i will skip eating tomorow.   August 30 at 10:27pm

Metroman Vasil i have some work to do on telestations. What i want is to recover from anorexia and i hope that Dr.K and Dr.B can help me achive that. Pro-Ana dint do enneything for me excep keep me sick. Thats all it did, I dint make me perfect, I was allready perfect. Like all of you i was born perfect. We are all perfect each in our own way.  August 30 at 10:42pm

Metroman Vasil What i wanted to say was (It dint make me perfect) and not ( I dint make me perfect)  August 30 at 10:45pm

Metroman Vasil even if i hate food i still eat. Not as much as the next but im trying.  August 30 at 10:46pm

Metroman Vasil I know im sick but i want to get well. I know i dont like food or fat but i want to get well. Im hopeing to get placed in an instatution so i can recover because im slowly dieing. all i can do is cry because i know im sick but no one seems to want to help. all thay give are their opinion. all i want is to get well  August 31 at 3:31am

Metroman Vasil I need to rest i see Dr.B today  August 31 at 3:31am

Metroman Vasil I have to go and see Dr.B soon. Its raining in vancouver. I fill perfectly in controll.  August 31 at 10:01am

Metroman Vasil I hope i can convince Dr.B that going into ward or group with girls is not the best. If i can convince him then i wount have to go into ward. That would make me perfect. Then all i have to do is ask him to speek to Dr.K at St.Pauls and convince her that putting me in ward and group with girls will hamper my progres.  August 31 at 12:08pm

Metroman Vasil Im so perfect. I have to get ready to go see Dr.B  August 31 at 12:10pm

Metroman Vasil My day started off Spunky, It felt like it would turn out to be perfect except for one small mistake. Ugggggggg i got on the roung bus, I got on a north van and not a west van bus but it turned out O.K i made my appoinment with Dr.B  August 31 at 4:48pm

Metroman Vasil The appointment with Dr.B went better then i expected. Dr.B agread with my opinion with staying in ward with girls. I dont have to. So you see im in controll he will speak to Dr.K and Everything will go MY Way and a big + I get to stay in the houspital for refeeding soon and i will not be commited.  August 31 at 4:55pm

Metroman Vasil Im fine with them placing a tube in my nose and in my neck. I know im not well and this is my last little hope. To remove the stress thay will not have me commited or forced to joine group talks if im not able to go. If all goes well when i leave treatment i should be able to control the anorexia and not it controling me.  Tuesday August 31 at 5:02pm

Metroman Vasil Thats what you get when your anorexic. Tubes in your nose and in your neck and your not in controll when your in ward. Im verry lucky i will be and im very lucky i ajust well to new changes. I allso know i have to let them treat me and i have to treat them with the outmost respect.

Metroman Vasil Dr.B and my family would like me to create a anti pro-ana and pro-mia web site and post it on http://www.telestations.com/

Metroman Vasil Thay want every one who wants to be pro-ana or pro-mia to know how it's slowly distroying me. Thay want you all to know what your in for. So do i. For the next few weeks i will be discribing my day's events and what i ate. Today i had a glass of water. I dont fill like eating and my tummy is upset. its raining and cold... in vancouver i got wet and cold going to see Dr.B

Metroman Vasil Yet part of me says no way im not going into ward this is crazze and that part of me dont like me much right now. It wants nothing to do with eney of this. Noway nothing ?

Metroman Vasil I had to take a nap. I had a nasty sore head, It's commen when you dont eat much. My freand made me worry for nothing. Dr.B did not know abouth the blogs if he did he would have confronted me, He dint. It will be the same with Dr.K at St.Pauls, Dr's dont do facebook thay have no time to wast.

Metroman Vasil Their all like lalya. All thay do is work, go to school and pay off loans and yes spend time with their children. I dont see computer time. Their all like my sister, She's all the time at work. she only has time to give me spending money. My sister has very little time for computers and 0 time for face book. So their.

Metroman Vasil News Flash...... Dr's have been developing cloons for years and are using them to work on their facebook accounts says conserned scientist over feairs of what might Happen if this treand continus.

Metroman Vasil I wish Lalya was still my Dr. If she were this would all be resolved. Shes not and i have to start over again. It was hard for me to talk to Dr.B abouth things that happened when i was a teen and befour. part of me wants to forget. I miss my dad so i called him today. He was told what the adults did to me in Chambly.

Metroman Vasil So it's harder for me when i talk with Dad, I fill gross. I want to go Home but each time i want to i start thinking abouth the adults and what thay did. I dont want to. It's the same in Vancouver each time i see the police or translink police i remember what thay did to me. Then i go home and i dont want to eat. I dint deserve what thay did to me.

Metroman Vasil Thats why i would love to live on a dutch barge aloung the danube river working on my familys web site called telestations.com

Metroman Vasil Each time i look at the photo of the Bald Eagle im holding i see how fragile life is. We all deserve to be rescued. Like the Eagle we are all remarkable persons regardless how we look.

Metroman Vasil I so much have to say sorry to Lalya for the fit i had and the words i used in her office

Metroman Vasil Befour i go. To all who want to be Anorexic, I went to the washroom and Now im bleeding and i cant sit. Ask your Dr If this is commen with Anorexics and you will see. Its commen amoung 90% If it wount go back in i will have to go to St.Pauls to have it pushed back in. Theirs allwas a chance that my tummy will come out ...thats why thay put a phone in my washroom. Thats just part of what we have to live with.

Metroman Vasil You must remind yourself ive had this condition since i was 11-12 it's no big deal for me. Is this somthing your willing to live with and if you are you can only go out 2-4 times per week the rest of the time you cant even go to school and your chances of your tummy comming out becomes strounger and strounger the more ...you lose weight. The more weight you lose the less you have holding it in. It's a no brainer

Metroman Vasil I was not well last night. Ugggggggggggg. Im going for a walk. Its not just the bleeding you have to deal with theirs gas and the mucas that comes out. I dont understand why persons want to be Anorexic. Its not a blessing

Metroman Vasil I just got back a few min ago from an extensive walk. I want to go back out again. I had a glass of water and i went to see my landlords son. We get aloung well and his mom is like my granma when she was living on earth. I miss my grandma's and grandpa's.

Metroman Vasil My landlord's son and i get aloung fine, we have lot's in commen. His mom gave me a bowl with 11 round noodles with cheese inside i gave 4 to the crows and i ate the rest. I wount eat again today and im going to walk around later on tonight

Metroman Vasil Im very scared abouth going into the houspital but i have to if I want to recover. I have to remind myself it's all good and it will work if i let it. Im not eating much and it's affecting the way i think and act. Lalya had me relize how Anorexia is affecting the way i live, How it's preventing me from living a full an...d active life, How it's slowly eating away at what little muscle i have, How it's killing me.

Metroman Vasil I dont understand why eneyone would ever want to be like me. Anorexic

Metroman Vasil I got back from seeing a family member i will call M. I decited not to take an extencive walk and to go and see m and watch a cooking show on local Vancouver cable. I ate a small plate of speget and sauce. 9 fork twerls with 5 noodels per fork and some cheese and sauce i hade 5 tablespoon half full. I could fill the pain starting in my tummy so i stoped eating

Metroman Vasil My mind tells me im fat but my eyes show me im not and still i strive to achive my goal

Metroman Vasil I so hope Dr.k can treat me. I hope all will go well at St.Pauls. I wish lalya was still my Dr then all this would have been resolved. I wish roborta never worked their. It just shows you that even in clinics nasty persons work their. Im pleased with the new clinic i go to in west van where Dr.B works. Thay let me play... with toys and thay dont complain like roborta did.

Metroman Vasil I wish Lalya worked their treating persons who suffer with anorexia all thay have to do is what she wants and thay will recouver. She is a remarkable Dr. She is the only Dr that had remarkable progress with me. I hope Dr.K and Dr.B with the help of the staff at St.Pauls can finish what Lalya started

Metroman Vasil i was out for a walk, cold out, got a dentist app today. i fill stuffed from all the food i ate at m's last night. i will skip lunch. i awakened this morning in an odd way. i just fill like wispering.

Metroman Vasil Look at the photo and ask yourself. Is this what i want to look like. Do i want the medical condition he has. Look at my photo cant you see what Anorexia has done to me. Take a good look because everything that my body is going trugh, Yours will, You will blead and you will have the same chance of your tummy comming ou......t that i do. You will crave food and if your lucky you maight live as loung as i have.

Metroman Vasil My dental appoinment went well and all is fine. The staff their are cool thay let me play with my toys or thay let me look at cooking books even if im not allowed thay still let me. Im not supost to look at cooking boooks becaus it trigers me into not eating. I was at one time pasting photos of food in my kitchen. Thay were all taken down.

Metroman Vasil At one point in time for years befour Lalya became my Dr i would remove all the labels on the cans of food i would buy trow them away and not eat the food because i dint know what was in the can. It stoped a short time after Lalya became my Dr. I still by dog food or cat food or animal treats, I dont know why or when i do. What i know is, i dont have a pet.

Metroman Vasil Dr.D at VGH Dental say's nobody wants to be perfect. She say's nobody wants to be perfect because it's to hard to maintain and normal people prefer to be normal because it's easy to be normal and normal persons can make mistakes that everyone is fine with. Thats why nobody want's to be perfect.

Metroman Vasil My freand who teaches computer science at a local university says the same abouth the meta tags on telestations. He says it's too perfect even if it's only 1/3 done developers dont want to be forced to create meta tags like the tags on telestations.com. He says not everyone is perfect and it's best not too even try and... use Meta Tags except for the 3 basic ones and to let search engines sort your site out ?

Metroman Vasil After my appointment my freand brought me out to eat. She bought me a banana and penutbutter sandwich and a glass of apple juce. Im fine with that i need to get well and the only way to do that is if i try to eat. Im going for a walk.

Metroman Vasil Im very thankfull that Lalya started my Appoinment's with VGH Dental. Like her verry pleasent Except when thay put you on hold. I got up cranky this morning. Dont know why ???????????????. Going for a walk

Metroman Vasil I got in abouth 35 min ago. I went to Stanlypark and played in the forest looking for Eagle feathers with a family member M. Then we walk to Granvile and georga street and i got on the public transit. Im exausted i dint fill like walking to broadway and victorea. I still fill cranky and i fill like wispering. I wish i ...could vanish. Idont fill like bloging it's anoying me.

Metroman Vasil I think it was my freand calling me and waking me up. She just kept on abouth Dr's do go on facebook. I think thats what made me fill cranky. I wish she would understand that Dr's hove so much on their plate befour thay would wast their time on facebook thay would spend it with their children. I know Lalya told me loun...g ago when i asked her if she went on facebook. I dont have time to wast was her reply

Metroman Vasil Im happy i dont go to reach medical clinic all the staff their were nasty towards me. Even linda was nasty towards me. Now their nolounger in my life i dont have eneything to hamper my progress. Their one of the reason i cut into my arm's. Thay removed parts of my medical file and were very abusive towards me. All thay represent in my life is filth.

Metroman Vasil Reach Medical is a big reason i reactivated my pro-ana websites. The next time im aproched by enney of their staff and asked how im doing i will post the abuse i recived from them and I Will tell Dr.B everything that happened their. I mean everything. One of the staff that was nasty towards me is from India.

Metroman Vasil In Canada thay dont do much for us. In Canada everone knows thay only do for their own kind. Their are good reasons why not meny of us like them or want them to migrate here. Our Nations whos land their farming on have had their fill with them. Did you know thay dont even do eneything for the nations whos land thay farm on.

Metroman Vasil Because thay stick with their own kind maybe thay should return to their own kind and not remain in a country wheir all thay do is discriminat. Maybe thay should return to India and not remain in Canada.

Metroman Vasil Im going for a loung walk that loser from reach medical should not have aproched me last night. Because she did im not eating today.

Metroman Vasil I got back in from seeing my lamndlords son m. We have deep and pleasent talks abouth life and girls. We bouth love girls. I like girls from Sri Lanka and India. Yes even if one discriminats i still like them and M likes all girls ?

Metroman Vasil I went to the washroom and im lucky i can sit and theirs no blood but theirs mucas so i cant put on jeans and i have to stay in. It will give me a chance to do some work on telestations meta tags their only 1/3 done on the index page. Im pleased i developed and desined telestations.com for my family and that i am not part of the legal owner ship.

Metroman Vasil Last night i treated myself by going to safeway and buying one of their apple pies. The 600+ gram pie thay are so yumme that i avoid them like the pleg. I tought i would be in controll of the amount i ate because my brain told me i would be. I was not. I ate the whole pie and i fill like crap. I woke up this morning with an empty pie tray on my couch.

Metroman Vasil Im diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa Bolimia. Keeping lots of food in my home is hard because i have tentences to start cooking and stuffing myself and i cant stop. To prevent this i dont bring much food home and what little food i have i trow out to prevent myself from eating then puking then eating then puking Uggggggggg

Metroman Vasil Sometimes i wake up and their's cooked food on my stove or a plate with lots of dryed penutbutter and banana sandwiches on the table that i know i dint make befour i went to bed.

Metroman Vasil My app with Dr B went well. I dont have to try and eat more then i 'm eating. The extra food is making me sick. When i trowup theirs blood. I need to go for a walk June-6-11 9:16

Metroman Vasil Yesterday i ate 1 pattywich and i had 1 coke a cola. I prepared so Eagle feathers for the Elders Center that were taken too them by Elder Prudent. After i took a nap i went for a walk to Stanley park and placed some Eagle feathers in the ocean and walked around the sea wall. Then i went over to see my Brother M he has a art display in Stanley park at the old petting zoo. I worked on some Eagle's that i received from the conservation office. Thay are supper kind to me and my Family. June-8-11 1:06 am

Metroman Vasil I walked over to Jamaican Pizza Jerk today for a pattywich (i woke up cranky ?) Nice to see V and Bounty listen to some music. I returned home and did some work on the Eagles watched Vancouver lose again. After the game i went for a walk around Stanley Park and visited my brother M. I just got in. June-8-11 1:11am

Metroman Vasil I know I'm Fat so YOU CAN stop emailing me photo's of me at the Beach suggesting i lose 100-200bls, I already know that. I started exercising again and I'm going to buy blades so i can cut the Fat out of my arms and tummy. So Please Stop emailing me photos, I'm doing all i can to lose weight and it's not working. I'm not going to feed the pet that lives in my tummy today, it can eat tomorrow. I'm going out for a walk. June-9-11 2:39pm

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Metroman Vasil What I'm trying to say about my Friends Girlfriend is I don't think she is pleased with me ? Why i don't know. But i think It's because i refuse to work for the IT firm in the UK or the other IT Companies. I don't want to work for a common wage. The offer of 1.5 mil per year includes keeping all my work. I don't think so and in this time and age whats 1.5 mil when a house is 750,000,00 and when thay no lounger need me thay will fire me and then what, I will be broke and thay will own all my work. I'm going back out for a walk! June-9-11 8:42

metroman Vasil What a 5 days

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Metroman Vasil The Persons who sent Emails Showing photos of me suggesting i lose 100-300bls. Go For A Walk You Might Just Like It.

The staff at St. Paul's were supper kind to everyone in ward even me. Thay made me realize how sick i am. I'm going back into Ward soon, My friend showed me you can paste photos of anyone you want even on animals and small persons you can make look tall. Susan and the rest of the staff inward are not hard and cold like the persons downstairs. The persons downstairs are nasty to me except for that East Indian or Sri Lankan Crazy person nurse. She is way kind and should run all the Wards then everyone would be happy, and if Dr Lalya were in charge of that Crazy Person the place would be rolling. Yet thay all know Telestations.com and I'm Metroman ? so why would thay be nasty ????? ????? June 14-11 11:41pm

Ps I have a lot of explaining to do with Dr. B Uggggg Regardless he is putting me into ward. Even more if he finds out i had a tantrum just so thay can throw me out so i can finish the 3 eagle carcasses. It worked but uggg How will i explain ?????????????? o boy

Metroman Vasil If Dr. Lalya was my Dr. None of this would have happened. Because i would have already been Cured. It's that thoughtless pearson at reach i have to thank for all this. Winner roborto June 15-11 12:03am

Metroman Vasil Dr. Susan told me Dr. K ask how i was and that she cares the most about me and that her girls use telestations.com and thay all want to do better them me and that she's sad for me. I just remembered and that's why for the past few min i was crying in my closed off world and i dint know till i listened to the reminder Dr. Susan gave me. D. K you are 1 of the most remarkable persons I've meet.. Your girls are so very lucky to have you as i have Dr B. We don't have many others in our lives like you. I ask my self this question. Why am i alive June 15-11 12:21am

Metroman Vasil It was so cool seeing my friend B we went to his place and did stuff on his and V's concession cart. its coming along well. cant Waite to taste the future june 15-11 12:30am

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Metroman Vasil To the Girl with Dark Hair that i have dreams of In my Dreams your left hand shakes and you keep asking me why I'm letting myself die. When i ask you who you are you tell me you know me, That every one knows me and you all want Dr. K to be wrong when she tells you I'm going to die and that i's a waste of time trying to treat me. Like teaching an old dog a new trick. June 15-11 12:40pm Still cant sleep.

Metroman Vasil Yesterday i ate some food Bounty made for me at his home. A very tasty salad. I dint want to eat. I'm pleased Bounty and V don't force food down on me. I don't want to eat today. I'm going to try to sleep. I'm giving Dr. B Eagle Feathers for everyone at LookingGlass. I don't want children going through what I've been trough. I spent the night crying because of what i had to do to get out of ward. Just because i have 3 Bald Eagles left to strip. The Eagles came from The Conservation Office. Thay are very kind to Me and thay should be our RCMP and Police. Thay are very respectfully of persons and their civil rights. I went to the washroom and i cant sit down. Like all the other times. I have to lay down for the bleeding to stop. I'm pleased I'm at home and not at the hospital. That don't sound wright if the bleeding don't stop i have to go to St. Paul's. This is common with Anorexia. You want to be Anorexic Good Luck Most don't make it to my age. June 15-11 12:58pm

Metroman Vasil I think i can see fires in the city of Vancouver From my Window. I think I'm going craze again ? June 15-11 8:07pm

Metroman Vasil Theirs persons Screaming and i heir the Helicopters and the noise police cares make. I think I'm Going crazy and i hope the noise will go away and things will be back to normal. June 15-11 8:16pm Theirs allwas reasons i dont want to eat. When i do Nasty things happen.

Metroman Vasil I need to try and sleep, The last time i slept was in St. Paul's Ward. I felt safe something i have not felt for a very long time. Except with Dr. B and Dr. Mc kay and Lalya But it's not the same. It's the same kind of safe i felt when i was in slovakia and comox ward at St. Paul's. Dr. B is like Lalya to me. He say's my life is worth saving and the story that follows me is worth telling. I just wish i knew why i hate myself and why refuse to feed my self or why i see myself the way i do. I hope one day if that day is not too late Dr. K and Dr. B will help me understand why i fill the way i do. June 15-11 8:27pm The staff this time made me fill safe.

Metroman Vasil I tried to run to St. Paul's where i would be safe but i had to return home. Something Nasty is going on and the voices that talk to me told me to run back home and hide. So i did. Uggggg I don't want to go back out. June 15-11 9:19pm

Metroman Vasil Its on my TV and on Telestations from all around the world. I'm Right Persons in Vancouver are Nasty and Abusive. Theirs fires in Vancouver Because their team Lost. Now i thought i was stupid but I'm not Thay Are. Why Would persons burn cars and buildings because their Hockey team Lost, You always win or lose that's part of the game, The persons might not even be from Vancouver ? I think thay are the ones that are Crazy not me and thay should do what my Family always tells me i should do, Go Into Ward For Shock Treatment and then Maybe thay will Eat. That's why I'm home. Because I am Perfect and their not because thay are Nasty. Nasty Persons Like Nasty Things and Perfect Persons are in Control June 15-11 10:30pm

Metroman Vasil I ran to safeway and bought some potato salad and some chicken salad and some bread. I ate a potato salad sandwich. I dint want to chance the chicken salad. My Brain say's if i eat it i will die or very bad things will happen ? and i saw that girl again with light brown hair. She always smiles to me. She is very smart and uses the self serve pay thing. She must be just like Lalya or my sister very very smart. She is probably a Dr. June 15-11 11:18pm

Metroman Vasil I cant Sleep. Cant stop thinking about meta tags and windows code is off it should be 110011 Uggggg. Back to tags. My brain wants to redo all my tags in Dublin and some in ie compatible. Uggggg that i think will cause apple to think spam! I think I'm going to spend the week doing tags before i finish Europe then Happy Happy U.S.A. 380+ Links per page 52 Pages. I need to return to St. Paul's Where i Fill Safe and i Can Sleep Without Tags Tags Tags Cant Sleep!!!!!! What should i care about Tags?? No one Uses them and when you run a css on their page their web pages have 60+ errors and 100+ warnings and thay get paid top dollar and i get welfare ?/0 Go no wounder i think life is Nasty and i don't fill the argue to eat July 16-11 2:38am

Metroman Vasil I had a odd dream of Dr. B ? He asked me for the pills i put away. I don't like persons coming into my forest and telling me what to do and how to do it!!!! The dream was odd because i gave him the pills then i fell to my knees crying! Then Dr. K was holding me yelling at him asking him why he was letting me starve myself!!!! then i was in a room with that nurse susssan from the ward at St. Paul's he looked at her and told her the lives that he saves are lives that he values and their is no value in mine only a slow suacide caused by Anorexia!!! I don't like odd dreams!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to give him all the pills i put away and Last night my mind told me i would get sick if i eat that gross potato and mustered sandwich. This morning when i got up Sick i was, I can't sit down. I hate food and i hate feeding myself. It's sunny and i cant go out to play and i cant sit so i am going to lay down and try to nap. I got up it was 9:45 July 16-11 2:25pm Thank god i was home last night. My sister C just called. Thay have to talk to Dr. B this Mon i hope I'm going into treatment sooooon. 2:48

Metroman Vasil Today i am Sick. I tried to eat a slice of pizza. I thought it would stay down. I puked when i bent down to put on my shoes to go for a walk. Now i have to clean my carpet. My Friend Leroy called. 1 of 5 persons i scout with and 1 of only 2 persons i like going trough the back woods with the other person is Bounty a Maroon. Leroy called to see if he can come over to work on the eagle talons and skulls and i cant sit but I'm fine with that. I'm in for a late night. June 16-11 9:24pm

Metroman Vasil I am lucky Dr. B has the time for me. Lalya told me when she was treating me he is 1 of the best Eating disorders specialist in the world. I hope he can help me recover. I just wish Lalya was Treating me then all would be resolved. I miss her voice and her instructions. I talked to Danica May on the phone today and yes i am lucky she calls me and has pleasant words a big part of my world that she will always be welcomed into like Dr. B, Dr, K and Lalya. And Linda from Reach Medical she was so supper kind to me. Each time Lalya was not their for me Linda was. The support i received from Linda Help Lalya in her remarkable work with me. Thank you Linda for all. Like Lalya you are a Remarkable Person June 16-11 9:32 Time for me to work on the Eagle Bones.

Metroman Vasil My friend Leroy is gone home with the Golden Eagle talons to dry and the wing of the Bald Eagle for his Head dress. My tummy is still sick and I'm bleeding. Dr. B say's it is part of the Anorexia and a reason i hate food. Dr. B like Miss know it all Lalya tell me it's the slow deterioration of the body. I know i have to eat, I don't understand why i don't want to eat, i just don't! July 17-11 2:55am

Metroman Vasil Today i went with Leroy and got some beads for the beak and talons and yesterday i was sick. Today i felt better but yesterday i still managed to do some stuff and i ate a whopper or most of it. I had a good day and I'm looking forward to monday June 19-11 1:28am

Metroman Vasil Bounty Called He is going to pick me up to look for a Black Bear. I dint sleep much but i want to go out to play. I need a break from the Bald Eagle and from Telestations.com June 19-11 8:54am I'm going to meet him a Banners have a bite to eat and go into the north shore then to the Bog or to the Bog then to the North Shore Happy Happy Fathers Day

Metroman Vasil Just Got back in from the North Shore and Yes Bounty and i located the Black Bear in the Forest. Lucky Lucky. The Bear fat is made into oil and the paws are used for our Regalia. I'm Going to rest. June 19-11 4:21pm

Metroman Vasil I had a good nap and the Black Bear's lard was leached (4kg) now i can make oil. It will be Infused with Bald Eagle Oil 1 drop of Eagle oil to 5 drops of Bear oil that will be given to the Chef of the North Shore Nation. Bounty bought me a Cheese Omelet and some Pancakes today. Hard to eat but i did June 20-11 1:09am I see Dr. B today and looking forward to talking with him.

Metroman Vasil My 1:40 Appointment with Dr. B at UBC yesterday went well, I have 2 weeks to myself then i have to do all he say's. I'm just pleased the Anorexia will be Resolved soon. I'm going out for a walk. Yesterday i ate a chicken leg with fries and I'm not dead like my brain told me i would be if i ate the chicken. June 21-11 2:28pm

Metroman Vasil Yesterday was a fine day. I went to Stanley Park i talked to Richard Krentz Milan Arts friend and i had a fun time. Mark told me lots of persons looked at the Eagle and Black Bear bone jewelry. Mark offered me some food but I dint want to eat. I have less then 2 weeks for myself then i have to do everything Dr B wants. I hate food and i don't understand why i have to eat everyday when I'm fat and i should lose some weight. I'm going out for a walk June 22-11 11:40am

Metroman Vasil Went to Granville Island and bought some wire for the Eagle Claws and some glass beads. Leroy called asked if i wanted to go to the north shore and scout in the forest for Black Bear. I told him yes. Love playing in the forest. I will try to eat later. Not hungary. I am pleased I'm going to stay at St Paul's i fill safe their and thay all know me and Telestations.com so I'm fine with what Dr .B wants from me. Everyone say's because i'm pro-ana it will be harder for Dr B to treat the Anorexia. June 22-11 6:54pm

Metroman Vasil Just got in from Mount Seymour. Leroy is gone home and will pick me up tomorrow and take me to the Conservation office to drop off some stuff and to see Jack. I ate on the Drive tonight with Leroy we each had french fries with Italian meat sauce and cheese with a cook a cola. I can fill it in my tummy Uggggg not what i wanted. Now i fill gross. I don't understand how Dr. B plans on Treating the Anorexia when i Don't like food ? June 22-11 11:32pm

Metroman Vasil Leroy picked me up at 11:00am and we went over to the conservation office to see Jack and to give him a Golden Eagle 5 claw necklace with glass beads and the Bone Marrow and Bald Eagle oil and Bald Eagle Feathers. The oil and Bald Eagle Marrow was given back to me so i can prasesses it then infuse it. The Marrow is used to treat eye cataract and the oil is used for cuts and a few other things. I was sick today but i wanted to go out to play in the forest and that's what we did after we left Jacks office. We went to Seymour Mountain to look for the other Dead Black Bear. No luck so Leroy and i will go to Mission and look for a dead Black Bear in that forest. The bones and claws are for our regalia. We are allowed to go and kill a Black Bear but We refuse when problem Black Bears are put down and thrown back into the forest. We prefer to spend days and weeks looking for them. i got home it was 6:30 Lions Gate Bridge Sucks when you drive over it just like the old British Canadian Government and the policy thay stand for. In Canada we call them Jackasses. June 23-11 11:14PM

Metroman Vasil Food Sucks I did had some Chicken a few min ago and i puked it up. I fill like Uggggg. Going to watch telestations france tv TVO. Canadian TV sucks it's all cop shows or kill kill kill shows. The news stations condone violence yet the shows on their stations promote violence. That's what i like about Telestations.com i can watch shows from around the world for free. June 23-11 11:59pm

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Metroman Vasil Pleased to be home. Yesterday was a hard day and i Dint eat. I dint want too. It's cloudy outside and I'm going for a walk. I don't understand why i have to eat everyday. I fill just fine when i don't eat and i think I'm fat and i should lose 20-30bls. I don't understand what the big deal is. I got up cranky and the last thing i need is a nap. June 25-11 6:49

Metroman Vasil Got in from a walk and i don't fill different. Regardless of the walks i take i don't lose weight. It makes me fill Uggggg. Now i have to go to St. Paul's so thay can see that I'm fine. I just have to tell them i ate lots today and thay let me go home. If i tell them i dint eat yesterday or the day before thay will keep me until i eat the last time was 5 days. I never tell them i hate food. I tell them what thay want to heir. That makes me perfect and in control not them. I have to be at St Paul's before 9:30pm so I'm going to take the Sky Train from Broadway. June 25-11 8:59pm

Metroman Vasil Went to St Paul's and got to go home. Thay offered me a egg sandwich and i refused it i would have taken a tuna Sandwich and given it to someone on the street. It's late so I'm going to watch stuff on telestations.com Norway TV. June 25-11 11:35pm