Metroman Vasil It's raining out side and I'm going for a walk. Spent part of the day cleaning up. Don't want to eat today. July 16-11 2:06pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Martin called and asked me to go to the store for him. Just got back stopped and bought a pattywich. I changed my mind about eating it so i gave it to the crows. I don't want to eat today. I'm pleased starting Monday i will have no time for other's. It's Telestations.com time and no one help's me with that. July 16-11 4:12pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I'm going to watch a station on Telestations Poland TV called TVP the show is called Question for Breakfast then I'm going to see a friend. I will be going for a walk along the Ocean rain or shine. It's cloudy in Van today July 16-11 5:08pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Nice to be able to see what is going on in Poland without having to fly their or pay for satellite or cable that can be very expensive just to see what is going on in a different Country. Now I'm watching a show on TVP called Barefoot through the world this show is on Dakar The Town Bazaar you get to see how thay live and what thay eat. This other show is called Food Jungle July 16-11 5:59pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil What one plan's for the day i noticed doesn't work out that way all the time. I walked over to see a friend around 6:30pm I expected to stay 1/2 hour but i started watching a movie with her and lost track of time. We watch Alien v Predator on Space Channel and i got in it was 10:30pm. I hade planed to go for a walk along the Ocean and stop in to see Milan Art chat, look at the Eagle Bone and Black Bone Jewelry, Look at his water fountains then walk home. But it dint turn out that way and now my brain want's to go for a walk. Uggggg i like to stick to my plans. All in All the day was Cloudy but Pleasant. I'm going to find something in telestations Ukrain TV to watch I'm going to watch stuff on NOVY TV. I'm pleased i dint eat today part of my day was narly and eating would have caused my tummy to be upset. Each time i eat i give some to the Crow's Thay love the food i eat or i give them peanuts in the shell. July 16-11 10:34pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I dint eat much in the past few days. My brain tell's me I'm weak and if i do this I will regret it. I wanted to treat myself like my family and Dr B tell me too. I went out about 45 min ago and bought a slice and a pop. I pushed the thought's out of my head, I ignored what my brain was telling me. It was so perfect, I was in perfect control, I even giggled on the way there. When i got home i sat and ate the whole slice and drank all the pop. It was so good and i was on a perfect sugar high. I thought i was sick a few nights ago. Never again, my tummy is not well and i puked what looked like black pizza over and over again. I just want to lay down and sleep. Regardless that my brain tell's me I'm going to die. I think that's the lesser of my worries. I had to shower after i got sick. It just came up as i was typing. I have to wash my PJ's and my blanket. My day went from perfect to not so good. Uggggg i should have done what my brain told me. Stay at home and eat in a few day's. July 17-11 3:02am

 

 

Metroman Vasil I just got sick again. I hate pizza and i will never eat it again. I have my family, the person's at Saint Paul's who tell me, Just go and eat something it won't make you sick and Dr B to thank for this. I tried telling them food and i don't get along, It makes me sick and i load being sick. Uggggg i wish thay would understand that I'm fat and the reason that I'm sick is because my tummy is full of food and i cant fit more in it. I wish thay would understand. I don't understand why they cant grasp what I'm saying. July 17-11 3:44am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Last night was Gross. I was so sick, I'm just pleased i fill way better today. My friend called and asked me to get ready. He's picking me up to help him finish the little bit that need's fixing on his Concession Cart. It's so perfect for them. July 17-11 10:36am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Got back from helping Bounty with his Concession Cart. Not much to do, Just got to paint it. It's perfect for him and V. With Effort comes a good reward. Bounty bought me a chicken rap for lunch and V made some Wild rice and Salmon with vegetables for supper. Less then 600 cals. I gave bounty 3/4 of the Salmon and i ate all the rice and vegetables. The food V makes is very tasty. I like the curry food she makes, that's what she's making tomorrow. I see Dr B Monday and I'm looking forward to it. I need to rest then i might go out for a walk. It was rain on and off today. I'm just pleased i fill way better then i did last night. I'm going to watch CNNIBN the link can be found on telestations.com India TV July 17-11 9:12pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil The food V made was light. Lucky for me, but the Chicken Rap Bounty bought me was not. I can still taste the sauce from the rap. That's a big reason i don't like to eat out much. I find the food stick's to you and that i don't like. If Bounty told me V was making food i would have skipped the rap. I should have known better and skipped the rap because V or Bounty cook when i go over or in their Restaurant Thay love food. Some of the curry food V makes i like more then the same food from Yougies on Commercial Drive in front of the park. I think it's food from India or Sri Lanka. July 18-11 12:19am

 

 

Metroman Vasil I still think about the Email's my friends gave me. This one person wrights thay would never tell persons what is going on with them or blog about their live's. I'm not Ashamed by who i am or what I'm bloging. I blog as i see things the way thay are in my world. I dint ask to be the way i am. School for me was hard, Harder then most because i was not able to read or wright and i dint like food, Maybe it's because of the teasing from the other Children in Class, It might be because i was pushed aside by other children and disregarded by teachers because i could not spell or wright, I don't know all i know is i dint ask to be like this or to hate food. It's just the way it is. I'm not ashamed to be who i am or to blog about how i fill i just rater not do it on Face Book so thay can make all the Cash off my hard work and so called humility.

I recommend that everybody that has a web site create their own blog page for persons to enjoy, Post photo's of you, promote your home town, what you do and the stuff you all like, The food you eat and what you grow, Post links to your favorite shows and Music band's. Video's of who persons are around your town and where you all eat.

Let the World into your World

Spice up your web site by promoting your World. July 18-11 12:40am

 

 

Metroman Vasil I see Dr B today and i ned to try and sleep but my brain don't want. I might find some stuff to watch in telestations.com Quebec TV on the Discovery Channel I decited to watch Man V Wild Total Adventure and Myth Busters. I like watching stuff in French or English. July 18-11 12:52am

 

 

Metroman Vasil The appointment with Dr B today went well. Each Monday is reserved for my appointment time with Dr B. It's forbidden for me to make other arrangement's that day, Only after i see Dr B. I don't understand why i cant and other person's in the office can have appointments that day with other persons and i cant. I think that is not fair. I have to watch how much i eat, If i don't it will make me sick and Dr B say's it could even kill me. I'm very luck i see Dr B each week. Their's a big waiting list for persons to see him. I count my lucky stars that i see him each week. It help's. Dr B says when i well i will return to Saint Paul's. Before i can i have to gain weight. Gaining weight is against everything i do not to gain weight. If i want to recover i have to do as Dr B ask. I have to gain weight and the thought of it is freaking my brain out. I'm going out to play. Today like yesterday was perfect. July 18-11 4:14pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I just got off the phone with Danica May and my Sister. I'm pleased Danica is doing well and her birthday past a few day's ago. My Sister is happy all is going well with Dr B and that the appointment's won't be interrupted with other appointments that day with other persons. My Sister say's person's who make other appointment's when thay have one with Dr B lack consideration for the amount of persons looking to be seen by Dr B for assessment. I'm just lucky i have appointments each Monday. I want to recover regardless of what my brain want's. Dr B say's I'm not well and i have to remind myself each time i eat that i have too eat. July 18-11 6:47pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I'm going to use this meta tag structure on telestations.com web pages. To see Telestations.com Source Code in internet explorer click on View then Source.

I'm only going to change and add 5 tags i will post the tags later. I start work on telestations.com Source Code to night and in a few day's i will finish Europe. I will post the Country that i will be Hyper linking. july 18-11 6:53pm

Part of this blog was removed after we recived Email's sugesting it might be a code geiving person's access to Pro-Ana web pages. Martin will not be posting codes or source ? July 21/2011 5:30pm est

 

 

Metroman Vasil Went for a walk to Stanley Park and to meet Milan Art. We took a walk towards Denman and Robson Street. The Day was cloudy but that changed around 6:00 when the sun came out. Lot's of persons walking around. We walked back and Milan Art made me a cheese sandwich and one to take home. The Cheese Sandwich is all I'm going to eat the walk was nice and did me some good and it gave me a chance to think about what Dr B and i talked about.

This is hard for me to talk about. This subject is Taboo. Dr B and i talked a little about what at time's i see when i look at myself. I don't like talking about it because when i see what i see it put's me in a panic and i would rather ignore what i see. At times i look at myself and i see what everyone tell's me thay see and it put's me in a panic. I start stuffing myself and looking for food to eat and i hide myself because I'm afraid that person's will see what I'm doing and whisper that I'm out of control looking for food so i can fatten myself up. I don't like it when that happens so i tell myself that it's not me, That I'm only seeing what Dr B and my Friends and Family want me to see so i stop eating Because i don't believe what i see and I'm the one that's in control not them. I don't like talking about it. I know I'm fat and i can afford to loose 30-50 lbs It's only fat and It's no big deal even if Dr B showed me that you can see the light trough my skin, He did something wrong when he showed me that's why you could see the light through my skin. The reason I'm not in a ward is because I'm Perfect and I'm in Control not them. The only persons that are in Ward are out of Control and not perfect thats why I'm not in ward because I'm Perfect. July 18-11 11:30pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Finished adding Meta Tags too Alabama TV, Alaska TV, Alberta TV, Australia TV and Austria TV i need to rest July 19-11 4:12am

 

 

Metroman Vasil The sun is out and I'm going out for a walk along the Ocean Side. I can still fill the cheese sandwich i ate last night so the walk will do me good. I relies how important my appointment's are with Dr. B and why i should make no other arrangement's for that day. I don't understand why other person's make arrangement's for that day when thay are seeing Dr. B July 19-11 2:09pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Got back from a walk around Stanley Park then stopped by to see Milan Art and made my way home. I stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk for a Pattywich before walking home. I'm going to shower then walk over to see a friend before i return home to work on Telestations.com July 19-11 10:09pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Had a nice walk after i went over and visited with a friend. I'm going to do the tags in Belgium TV, Cameroon TV, Canada TV, China TV July 20-11 12:42am

 

 

Metroman Vasil My day was fine i went out for a break. I need to add some other Tags to the source code but I'm not sure what the out come will be with the search engines, These are the tags I'm thinking of adding to all pages. Thay are only on a few pages to see how search engines will react

There are 16 sets of Meta Tags i created that i might add under the Dublin core tag's. I will post the Tag's in time. I have to play the source code in my head to see how the search engines will behave with the placement of the Meta Tag's. It takes one bad Meta to have Search Engines see your site as spam. I don't want to eat today. July 20-11 5:01pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil My day was going to be perfect I had a good chat with Bounty, Patrick and BK about The Bible and all the Bad thing's thay did and why their around sucking cash out of persons. Everything was going to be perfect. My walk early this morning was excellent a few persons approached me and talked about Telestations. I watched a few Ships pass under the Lion's Gate Bridge. Did some work on Telestations Cree Nation TV. Except for one little thing that i hate. I had to go to the washroom. I will never understand why Everyone would ever want to go trough what i go trough when i go to the washroom. Why would a person want to be Anorexic. Dr B and i talk about it. He say's it's because thay don't know what's involved with not eating and what happens to your body and when thay find out thay start to eat. Then their are persons who are born like this and it is a slow recovery process for them with complication's. I'm pleased Lana my mom's sister's daughter has recovered from Anorexia, With complication's. I cant sit so i will take a break from telestations and nap. I slept little least night. July 20-11 6:26pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil The nap i took did me some good. I fill a little cranky and i hate food. I wish i never had to eat. All i do is spend time not thinking about food because i know in time it has to come out. I'm pleased i dint eat today. My brain is right the less i eat the more i can do and the better my day is. My brain tell's me when i eat it makes me all sick and i cant go out for walk's or play around the Ocean, When i eat my tummy get's sore and if i eat just a little to much it make's me puke, I get headaches after i eat and my arms get sore a short time after. I'm just pleased i talked to my dad today and my sister called yesterday. I hope I'm well tomorrow. All i know is each time i eat it's making me more and more sick and sleepy. Water is the worst it makes me want to puke or it makes me puke or it upset's my tummy. I don't like drinking water. I told the persons at Saint paul's when thay gave me water to drink. I dint tell Dr B because he will think that I'm a waste of his time and effort. I have to go and do corrections on Telestations Cree Nation TV. July 20-11 9:29

 

 

Metroman Vasil My friend Ed Conrad from Pennsylvania USA called to see how i am and to chat and to tell me how things back home are doing and how his family is. I played with Barry, Robby and Ed back home when we were growing up. Nice to chat with Ed.

Finished adding Tags to Cree Nation TV and Croatia TV July 20-11 10:30pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Took a walk to Mc Donald's for Martin. He called and asked if i would go to Safeway and McDonalds for him. This is what he got me to get him 8 double chess burgers with extra Cheese and a 300 gram bag of potato chips and to get what i want. I dint want anything. I watched him eat and it took him less then 10 min to eat all the cheese burgers and most of the chips. That was gross but what grossed me out the most is how he was telling me that he was starving ? His weight is 243 lbs. I don't want to eat i want to keep working on Telestations and forget what he ate. July 21-11 12:12am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Because of the way i structured Telestations, i have to use Meta Tags. It's the only way to expose the linked data i have embedded in the Web pages for better search engine optimization and for legal reasons telestations has to comply to the linked data principles. Their are other legal reasons why i have to use Meta Tags. July 21-11 1:14am

 

 

Metroman Vasil I have to sleep my eyes are burning. I'm pleased i did the Tags in the index, Arizona TV, British Columbia TV. July 21-11 4:18am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Cant sleep but i figured out part of the code problem My brain just wants to work on the tracer program i created and i want to sleep except i have the source code and the Meta Tags running in my head and all i want is to rest. The sun is waking up, the rain has stopped and my brain want's to go for a walk then work on the Meta Tags and the source code. Uggggg I can fill If i don't sleep it will be a cranky day and i still fill sick and i cant sit down because I'm bleeding. I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY PERSONS WHO ARE NOT BORN LIKE THIS WOULD EVER WANT TO BE ANOREXIC. And yes my brain tell's me if i go to sleep i will die. If i don't sleep I'm going to die and if i sleep I'm going to die, Theirs no winning with my brain. All i want is to forget about the meta tags, the source code and rest. I think i will include these set of tags

I have to test the structure of the tags and the effect it will have on search engines before i place them in the index. July 21-11 5:52am

Part of this blog was removed. Martin will not be bloging secret codes that god knows do what!!!!! or testing enneything.

Never a dull day with him !!!! July 21/2011 5:35pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil My Family just called me. So much for my sleep. Thay think Meta Tags lead to secret Web Pages. The only thing thay lead too is search Engines. Place them in your search browser and see what happen's. Secret Messages, Secret web sites next thing you know 007 will be calling me. Uggggg Thank's for waking me up. I'm going for a walk around the Ocean. I went to sleep it was past 8:00 and now i have secret codes that lead to secret web sites LoL and i see a psychiatrist. He has room for more patents. And yes now im Cranky. Secret Messages

Never a dull day with them July 21-11 1:02pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil My day was all most perfect. The walk around the Sea Wall did me some good. It was cold today and the sun was out a little. I stopped by to see Milan Art and to Give a Golden Eagle wing tip for Tracy Baker's Son, His Sister will receive next week. Then i got on the not so clean Sky Train made my way home. I stopped at Jamaican Pizza Jerk for a pattywich and to chat with Bounty. I got in it was 9:30pm My brain want's to go back out for a walk. I dint want to eat today but i did. July 21-11 11:05pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I need to lay back and rest so i will watch Channel TV5 Monde on telestations France TV then i will watch Radio Canada on Quebec TV. It will take a day or 2 to see how the tags on the index page do. I fill laze because I'm not going for a late night walk. That's why I'm overweight because i don't exercise. I have to try harder, The only person's who get ahead are person's who try hard. Everyone likes them because thay are perfect just like Lalya. If i give more effort in what i do, Dr B and My Family will like me and Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Clinic will want to treat me. I wish i was not Lazy, I wish i was Perfect then everybody would like me. I know Dr B and My Family hate me, I know thay think I'm fat and Lazy but they wont tell me, I'm fine with that, That's why i started cutting into my arms a few week's ago and you can see all the fat. I'm not hungry. I wish i never ate today, That's why I'm the way i am because i cant stop thinking about food so i stuff my face until i cant eat then i get sick. That's why Dr B, my family and Friends don't like me Because I'm weak. My brain tell's me all i have to do is eat less then i will start to be perfect and Dr B, My Family and Friends will be pleased with me. All i have to do is show effort and not give into my cravings. I know i eat way too much and i should be more in Control by slowing down like slow down with what i eat and taking lounger walks. July 22-11 3:58am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Tom called and asked if i was going to keep helping him build his 65 foot speed boat. I told him no. I explained to him that i did all the work and all he did was drink his beer and watch. His speed boat was built from scratch by me and only by me. All he did was buy the plan's and all he has to do is the electric work and i told him their's noting in it for me. I don't own the Boat all i am is free labor that's it and that's all and I'm sick. They never call to see if I need anything it's only about them. Thay don't offer to help me with Telestations i do all the work alone. July 22-11 4:42pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I need to put the smile on my face that was removed earlier today. I need to take a walk along the Ocean and i hope that will put a smile on my face. Martin called early this morning and awakened me. I knew when i got up it would be a Uggggg Day. I should have ignored Martin's call but i don't ignore call's. So i got up and went to the store for Martin and his mom Because they are supper kind to me. His mom is my landlord and gives me food if i want it. Martin is the same way with me. It's sunny outside and I'm going for a walk. I'm pleased i Dint eat today. July 22-11 6:35pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil It's a dog eat dog world. Yes it's a selfish world created by persons who claim others to be Selfish when thay are the one's who are Selfish. So they create statement's like It's a dog eat dog world to justify their selfish way's that they practice on to other's that have done them no harm. So for them and only for them It's a dog eat dog world.

What i find funny is in America some persons who stand up against slavery themselves' have maids that they pay little and homes they over charge renters for so their mortgage can be paid off faster. In my eye's that would make the Tenants Slaves to the Landlord's Mortgage and the Landlord's Slave driver's with a selfish hart. So yes It's only a dog eat dog world because of person's like them and we all know this world would be better off without them. Time for a walk July 22-11 6:47pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil

Yesterday was an eye opener.

Today is a bright day the sun is out and It's a day off from telestations so i will go out to play around the Ocean. I'm pleased yesterday turned out the way it did.

Tom called again and i decided he is on his own. All he has to do is follow the plans for the wiring of his boat then get the inside apolstered. I did all the other work alone, He can do the rest or find someone to do the work for him. Tracy just called and want's to meet me but i promised Sandra i would tag with her.

Martin Called so i will visit with him befour i go out to play. July 23-11 11:14am

This Blog was Edited July 23/2011 6:16 PM est

 

 

It's forbidden for Martin to Slander on his Blog Page Regardless of what person's did to him. Our Family will NOT allow Him to use his Computer Skill's or Blog's to target the Person's who Abused or offended him.

A reminder to all. Martin's 2 corporation's and 92 Web Site's were removed from him because he lacks competence and surrender to our family. 89 of the Web Site's Promoted Pro-Ana or Thinspiration site's and were deleted, The other 3 Web Site's host link's to International Television Web Pages and were kept one of the Web Site's is Telestations.com

We definitely will not give an Incompetent Person who Refuses to Eat Permission to post their Slander on a web site that's used Internationally.

Regardless of the Reason or what they did to Him.

Slander is Slander

We Do Not Support Slander

July 23/2011 6:41 PM est

 

 

This Blog is unacceptable and was Removed. Martin was told not to make our Privet Conversation's Public or he will be disciplined for it. Martin will be given 1 more week Vacation time to think about this Blog.

Not a day go's by without some kind of surprise from him !!!

Martin has Choices. He can do what he's told or he can spend time in a psychiatric Ward. The choice is his.

July 24/2011 6:31 PM est

July 24-11 2011 12:13pm

 

 

Martin was told Our Statement's Will Remain. He thinks were doing this because he's Fat.

We all have 2 Choices in Life. Do Good or Do Bad, The choice is our's. Unfortunately we have to make that choice for Martin.

The choice we selected for him is a simple choice to be Kind and Forgiving. That's it and that's all. It's Not Hard and if He try's it, He might just like it.

July -24 2011 8:03 PM est

 

 

Metroman Vasil My family just want's me to be around my friend's with eating disorders. I'm no lounger allowed to speak to other person's or return their call's. I'm only allowed to express my day and not how person's treat me.

I dont understand why Everyone Blog's about nasty person's and i cant ?

My day yesterday was fine. A girl and her Mom who are from Russia and now live in Canada talked to me when i was at the Sea Wall. Her Mom lived in Prague, Bratislava and other Places in Europe. She find's the climate in Vancouver hard on Her. Thay were walking towards second Beach from Lion's Gate Bridge, I was walking toward's the Lion's Gate Bridge. I told them i watched stuff from Telestations.com Russia TV

My day today was fine. I took a walk to Stanley Park and Meet with Richard Krentz and Milan Art Around 7:00 Talked about Art and looked at the piece that Richard is Carving and explained that i might not be well to carve. I made my way home around 10:00pm. This afternoon when i was at the Sea Wall A person's from Greenland asked if i did computer work. The 3 guy's were pulling the girl's to keep walking and one of them pull away and asked if i did computer work. I replayed yes then she asked if i developed Web Site's and if i knew a Web Site called Telestations and if i was the person with the wild Eagle. I told her i was, she told me her friend's use telestations for their links to Greenland TV. The 3 guy's were laughing and pointing at my toy car. After she looked at my Car, She backed away then started laughing and told me she understood and that i have a nice Car and she hope's i get well and she's sorry she asked me that Question. ( She told me their's a lot of person's in Greenland that say their the King's of Canada and i might know them) When thay were walking away He asked me if i was the King of Canada. Canada has no King only Africa have King's. When i told him he told me i should be ? I think they were stoned, That's why they were laughing. I think persons from Greenland are odd in a good way. Besides that my day was fine. Tomorrow i see Dr B Happy Happy July 25/ 2011 12:12am

 

 

Metroman Vasil My 1:40 appointment with Dr B at UBC Students Clinic went well. I have to eat 1 apple each day. I'm not allowed to eat more then a hand full of food or it will make me sick. I asked if i could refeed myself and I'm not allowed to. Dr B say's it could kill me ? I have to trust Dr B and let him decide what is best for me.

Martin and His Mom and his sister Marcy had a Barbeque and asked me over. I had 2 Chicken Drum stick's and it was Good. I like the food Marcy makes. I don't like eating it Because i crave her food but her Husband is lucky because she cook's awesome food. It probably made him fat. Better him then me.

My brain hate's me because we were to go without food till Friday.

Each time i see Dr B i want to run home and eat. My Friend's told me that's what happened to them when thay were seeing him and that's why he only treat's the untreatable. Then he had them placed in ward at Saint Paul's and now thay love food and don't like him. Thay say he's in control and in time i will love food just like them. That will not happen because I'm not going into Saint Paul's eating Disorder's ward. I know about that Ward and what thay do to person's. I will never let them do to me what thay did to them. All thay talk about is Food and all thay do is eat. That's what the Eating Disorder's ward at Saint Paul's did to them. I'm very smart and i worked it out so i never go their. You see I'm in Control not Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Ward. Dr B say's thay never treated a pro anorexic person before and probable don't know how and there better off treating the person's who want to be Anorexic then the ones who are. Dr B say's treating person's who want to be has a better recovery rate then treating person's who are. I think that's sad but it's all in number's.

Sandra called and want's to go for a walk around the Ocean. I don't want to. I want to rest at home but i might change my mind and go for a late night walk. July 25-11 5:09pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil If you have an eating disorder and you want to ask Dr B some questions you can. Just click on the underlined word Dr B July 25-11 5:22pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Last Night i did eat, I ate a small piece of Pizza Richard and Milan Art told me to eat. Milan Art ate 4 Slices and Richard ate 3. Thay wanted me to eat 2 slice's and I'm pleased i dint. It would have made me sick. I had the taste of Pizza in me for most of the night. July 25-11 5:38pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil My family called me and ask that i speak about what Dr B told me or thay will. I dint want to Blog about it because it scare's me. I want to eat so i can be well but i cant. I don't understand why, i just cant. I know i have to eat but my brain condemns me for it and tell's me I'm fat and who would i be to stuff myself even more. Dr B told me my organs are shutting down and refeeding me might kill me and that my extensive walk's will stop my hart or i will just die in my sleep. My Family want's person's who do what i do to know. They want person's to know what happen's when you starve yourself. What happen's to your body and Mind. Dr B say's it's like putting gas in a car that has not be started in 20 years. You get complication's and with a car you can change the part with a person you cant. My Mom and Dad were crying when thay told me they bought a piece of land to put me on ? They dint try to explain what they were talking about. All they told me was they talked to a Dr and they know. I think their finding a way to try to make me fat by scaring me. I don't think i starve myself because i eat lot's of food, That's why I'm Fat Uggggg I don't want to Blog and I'm going for a walk. July 25-11 7:41pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Today was my Sister Claudia's Birthday. Happy Happy I called and wished her well. My walk was fine. I'm exhausted. Going to find a web site on Telestations.com and watch some shows from Norway TV July 25-11 9:31pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Got back from a small walk and a short visit with Ana. We watch the end of a show on Siencetoligy Odd bunch with slave labor. Darcy called, i called her back. She talked to Sandra and she say's that It's all a trick and there going to place me in Ward at Saint Paul's just like thay did to them she knows because her mom's friend who works their told her their waiting for document's before they commit me. I tired to explain to her i worked it out so Dr B think's it's best for me not to be in Ward and that I'm in control. I stayed at Saint Paul's and they don't keep me for more then a few day's and they call it rest time. I know what to tell them so thay let me go and if thay don't i have a tantrum them they let me go home. I tried to explain to her that I'm in control not them and only sick persons go into ward. That's why I'm not in Ward because I'm perfect and they will never do to me what they did to them. All they ever talk about is food or how much weight they put on or where thay plan to eat next. They were not like that before thay went to Saint Paul's eating Disorders Ward.

I know what they do to person's in that Ward so i worked it out with Dr B that i would never go to that Evil Ward.

I go to Saint Paul's tomorrow to have my blood checked then i go home. If thay ask me to go into Ward I'm fine with that it's only for a day and to rest. July 25-11 11:47pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I just got off the phone with Sandra. She called a little past 12:00 I tried to explain to her They never keep me for more then a few day's. She think's i don't understand what is going on but i do. I stayed in ward for 5 week's in Slovakia before they returned me back home. That 5 week's opened my Eyes. If i would have stayed lounger then 5 week's i would have been like them. At the end of the 5 week's i was starting to think about food all the time. The only reason was because thay were doing something to my food and each day i had 3 different types of liquid put into my arms 4 times a day and they put a tube in my nose 3 times a day. Now you think that's bad after 1-2 week's i was eating 2 times a day and freaking out if my food was late by refusing to eat. Then week 3 thay put that tub in my nose 4 times a day and thay put that liquid in my arms 5 times a day plus i was eating 3 times a day with snack's of cheese. What they did to me in that ward was Evil. They made me fatter then i am and they made me crave food. I hate them and i will never go back to that hospital in Slovakia. I tried to explain that to Sandra. I'm not going to Saint Paul's eating Disorders ward because that's what they did to her and her Friends, That's why they cant stop talking or thinking or eating food. That's why i have to do what Dr B wants. If i do i don't go into ward and I went to the washroom today and i was able to sit. That's because I'm doing what Dr B ask and Dr B stopped working at Saint Paul's so their My chance of getting placed in ward is 0. I know what I'm doing , I'm in control and I'm perfect. I need to rest July 26-11 5:07am

 

 

Metroman vasil Today was a perfect day. I was sick this morning but i dint want to stay indoor's so i went to the Klahowya Village in Stanley Park to look at the Native Jewelry and to see Milan Art. I got a big surprise Richard Krentz Gave me an Original Silver Bracelet made by Him to keep. It's the Raven Bracelet with the Humming Bird and the Eagle. I was so surprised, Everybody want's his Bracelets. I'm lucky Milan Art is Friends with Richard. What a perfect day. I tried to look for an Apple at the store to buy, it was hard for me to select one so i went home without the Apple. I dint want to eat today. I cant stop looking at the Bracelet. I could never ever afford one. The only person's that have them are Wealthy Collector's or like me Lucky. Person's say his Hand Designed Bracelet's will be sought after like the bracelets by Bill Reid. I'm just lucky i have one and i cant wait to show it off to my Friend Darcy, She has 2 of his Hand Designed Bracelets given to her as a gift from her Mom and Dad. 6 of her Friends Parents have Hand Designed Bracelets and Broche's by Richard. July 26-11 10:25pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Richard and Milan Art are 2 of only a few person's to ever give me something besides my Family. Milan Art gave me 1 of each item he sale's in his Collection and that i could never afford to buy. I needed it for the work i do on Dead Eagle's. 2 Kind Person's July 26-11 11:11pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil I cant sleep, I cant stop looking at the Bracelet. It was the same when Milan Art gave me all that stuff, I dint sleep for 2 day's and i had to go to Saint Paul's because of it. I stayed there for 3 Day's to rest. Each time i take it off i put it back on. Uggggg July 27-11 2:02am

 

 

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Metroman Vasil What Richard Krentz Gave me (an Original Silver Bracelet made by Him to keep) Lifted my spirit and removed the bitterness i had in my hart. Richard and Milan Art are a perfect example of what kind person's are like. Just like Dr B or Lalya Remarkable. July 27-11 1:12pm

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Metroman Vasil My day was hard and i noticed my Blog's were removed... I don't understand why i get rebuked by my family each time i do something wrong and i cant rebuke a person when thay do something wrong ???

All my friend's Blog when we do things and thay blog about what were doing and saying, I Have To Behave or thay blog about it. Thay even blog when their parents take us out to the movies or for a snack and thay blog about how miserable thay are because their parents are with us. All the girls and the 2 guys i hang with that are Ana or Mia blog about what were doing or where were eating and thay all take snapshot's of the food and them eating. Even if their sitting next to each other they send each other a blog instead of just talking about it. Their explanation is it's only between them ? Everyone Blog's and i should be allowed to do the same. All my other friends have a blog phone, Why not me ???

I think my Family should buy me a bloging phone like everyone has and my sister Claudia has a job so she can pay the bill. All my Friend's Mom's or Dad's pay for their Bloging Phone and 2 of my Friend's Brother's pay for their Bloging Phone. Thay tell me, (My brother has a job i get him to pay my bill's, That's what Brother's are for) and my other Friend's sister Pay's her Bill. So why cant Mine ? That's what Sisters are for that's why thay have job's. I want a bloging phone. I need things all my Friends have stuff, So should i.

My day was ok till i got home and look at the blog's. I went to Stanley Park to see Milan Art and he made me a Smoked Salmon Sandwich and a Cheese Sandwich. The Sandwiches fit in the palm of my hand. It was 1 Sandwich too much. Then i treated myself, I bought a Milk Shake and now my tummy is sore but it was so so good. I regret it i fill sick to my tummy. It will go away.

My walk along Stanley Park's Sea Wall was odd. I meet 5 Jamaican persons i know that told me they were hanging around the lighthouse under the Lions Gate Bridge. Thay told me their wives followed my Blog's and asked them to find me and talk to me. They asked me what Happened and i told them. They told me they were sorry for the way i was treated and asked me if i needed some Money, Food or anything to call the number on the card then thay asked me if i would be kind and post Guyana tv back up ????? I told them i would think about it. The way she treated me was nasty now if that's how they are why should i promote them ???? They told me i had a right to stick up for myself and they were pleased i did.

I want to talk about my walk. It was hard on me, I had to stop and sit a bunch of times. I think i have to stop my walks. July 28-11 12:30am

 

 

Metroman Vasil The Milk Shake was toooo much my tummy dint want it now im sick. Uggggg from a good day to a sick night. July 28-11 12:45

 

 

Metroman Vasil Got up at 9:00 and took a short walk, It's sunny outside. The walk was pleasant. Last night i was so sick, The last thing i want is a milk shake. I knew i should not of drank it, but i was so craving it for week's. I finally gave in last night and bought one. My brain told me i would get sick. I dint want to heir it and when i drank the shake, It tasted so good. Now just the thought of it makes my tummy lift. My brain is telling me I'm just a loser that cant control my craving's and everything we were striving for i blew last night by buying a Milk Shake and now we have to start all over again. That's why i went for a walk this morning to try and burn off the cals from the shake and i don't think that did much so after my visit at Saint Paul's i will be going out for a walk till the sun set's and that should burn off the shake so no harm done and i will skip eating today. Happy Happy. I have to get ready to go to Saint Paul's. Martin just called and Darcy want's to meet.

Bounty is my Friend and he Will always have my respect and the Respect of the Nation's i work with. I have no animosities towards him.

It's the lack of Respect that was given me by her and the Narly look she gave me i dint Deserve. I want you all to understand her attitude towards me was caused by her Jealousy. The Reason for her Jealousy was because i was Supporting and Helping to in courage Bounty to achieve his Goal. Now he will achieve his Goal Regardless of the lack of support he Receives from her for a simple Reason, His Concession Cart is working and that's all he wanted. I dint think that was much to ask for, so i helped. July 28-11 2:02pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Before i run to Saint Paul's I have this to Say. All who migrate to Canada are considered by us, The Aboriginal Persons of Canada as Ambassadors to your Nations and the way you behave reflect's on the way we see your Nation's. It is of the out most importance, That you leave what persons did to you in your Nation Behind Because your in our Nation, A start to a new life for you so Don't Blow it for other's who want to migrate to Canada by giving us a Bad Impression of how your People Behave. It goes the same way For Anyone who Migrates to a Different Country. Don't Bring Your Filthy or Discriminative Way's With You.

I created Telestations.com so we can all see how Nation's Behave.

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Metroman Vasil When i got to Saint Paul's it went well, They took my blood and it can back OK. My stay was short and sweet. Got home and went to the store for Martin and got him some Cheese, Cooked Chicken, Fries, Sour Cream and some Bread. I ate 1 Cheese Sandwich. I'm not that hungry. I'm going out for a walk. I cant work on Telestations for 4 more day's. July 28-11 8:24pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Darcy loves the Bracelet Richard gave me. Now everyone in our group has one.

She told me why i don't have a Bloging Phone, It's because my Family Hates me and thay don't want what's best for me. Darcy and Sandra say my Family's the Reason i don't want to eat and that's why Dr B side's with them Because he doesn't want what's best for me or Thay would see how important it is for me to have a Bloging Phone and they would get me one.

Darcy say's i should do what thay did and start eating less and keep taking walks. When my Family ask why I'm doing this to tell them, It's because I'm trying to get the Bloging Phone that All my Friends have that you WOUNT BUY ME, OUT OF MY MIND. To tell them thay don't understand and thay never will and It's their fault that I'm like this.

I knew their was a reason why i fill the way i do and it's because thay won't give me what i need. I need A Bloging Phone. My Sister can pay for it, That's why she has a job so she can pay bill's. I need to go for a walk along the Ocean to try and understand why I Don't Have A Bloging Phone and why my Sister and Family Hate's me.

Darcy and Sandra are right. It's my Family's Fault that i don't have what i need and now because of them i have no Reason to Eat or Want to Live. Their the Reason I'm taking very long walk's and why I'm Fat. Maybe if they showed consideration for my need's and not just theirs. If thay gave me what i needed none of this would be happening and everything would be perfect. There doing this to me because thay hate me and thay don't want what's best for me. It's all about them. July 28-11 9:58pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Today is a sick day. My head is sore and my tummy is not well. I went to the washroom and i cant sit. It was nice outside but i had to stay in. The curtains are down to keep the sun from hurting my eye's.

I don't want to eat today I have no Reason and i have my Family to thank for that! If i had a bloging phone i could blog my Friend's but i cant because i don't have a blog phone.

It's not fair that i don't have what all my Friend's have and they probable giggle at me when I'm not their because i don't have a bloging Phone. I'm Going to watch some stuff on Telestations.com British Columbia TV and rest. All my Friends have I pads and Bloging Phones and i don't have nether. With Telestations.com i can use a touch pad just to make sure all is fine with the web pages we host. But i don't and that's because they don't understand. Uggggg, It's not Fair that i have to go without. I'm like this because my Family refuses to consider what's best for me. July 29-11 8:26pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil My Sister just called and i explained it to her like Darcy told me and i hung up and took the phone off the line. She can think about why their doing this to me and why i don't have what i need. Darcy and Sandra are perfect. It took Sandra 2 week's before her Mom bought her an I pad 2 July 29-11 8:45pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Darcy, Sandra and Tracy just went home. Thay came over to see how i am and to have me load the coads to their web pages. I told them not to place them as gost site's on the under net. Now each 3 week's i have to upload 18 coads to the 18 pro ana and mia web site's they run or the web site's are Deleted. That's why their freaked out about me seeing Dr B and him placing me in ward, But he wount. I told Dr B everything Darcy told me to tell him so he wount place me in ward and i did everything she told me to do at Saint Paul's so they dont place me in Ward. She told me what to do before i give blood so my electrolytes come out perfect. Darcy and Sandra are perfect just like me and thay know everything. Darcy say's our parents dont appreciate us and that's why we all got our passport's.

I cant stop thing about this girl, She has long dark curly hair, she is slim, I think her left arm shake's at times. I described her to Darcy, Sandra and Tracy. Tracy thinks she's Dr. Mc kay's patient . She say's it sound's like one of the girls with a K Bracelet. Everyone or most everyone i meet that is receiving treatment for or is Anorexic in Vancouver have a K Bracelet or their parents have the one's their children had. so that dont help. That's why I'm surprised Richard Krentz gave me a Custom Bracelet, The only persons who can afford his custom bracelets are wealthy. I dont know why i keep thinking about her.

Sandra say's when she go's to the washroom it's worst then me, Tracy say's she has to sleep all day so she try's to go to the washroom at night. She told us Dr Mc kay told her more then 60% of persons with Anorexia suffer from prolapsed. Darcy and Sandra say thay just want to make us fatter then we already are. I knew that's what they were trying to do. I'm pleased i convinced Dr B going to that Evil Eating Disorders Ward at Saint Paul's would not be good for me and I'm pleased i did everything Darcy told me to do and say at Saint Paul's. That's why i go their for blood work, The other Hospitals ever find out i hate food and dont eat because bad things will happen to me if i do will throw me into ward for a very long time. Thay say Dr B and Saint Paul's Eating Disorders Ward is the reason thay love food and cant stop thinking about and talking about or eating it. I know that In Slovakia thay have an Evil Ward like Saint Paul's and i was Stuck there and i almost started to love food just like them. I know thay put stuff in my food to make me fill that way. I know because i Hate Food. That's the only part i dint like about their visit. The 3 of them ate 6 donuts, Drank 6 Pop's and ate 2 Bags of Lay's Chips. I dint eat, I still fill sick and my tummy is full and i fill like i have to go to the washroom again. As thay were eating they blamed the Eating Disorders Ward for it and there right that ward is Evil. July 30-11 1:05am

 

 

Metroman Vasil I just got off the phone with Tracy. She think's the Psychiatrist and Doctors working at Saint Paul's Eating Disorders treatment Center or Dr B will figger it all out and put an end to my short stay's at Saint Paul's and have me Certified under the Mental Health Act for refusing to eat. She say's that's what Dr Mc kay and Dr K and Dr B did to them. That won't happen to me that's why I'm in Control and not them. That's why i go to Saint Paul's because i go right home because I'm in control and not them. She say's she overheard her Mom and her Friend's talking about it and Sandra told her, Her mom told her thay were waiting for paper's to certify some web site developer who promoted pro ana web sites that were shut down by his Family. She doesn't understand that everything is under control and that it has noting common with me. The chance of Dr B or Dr Mc kay or anyone from Saint Paul's finding Telestations is 0. Dr B told me he cant even figger out how to go on line, His son has to help him so his chance of finding Telestations.com is 0. Dr Mc kay is to biz with her work and what little sleep she get's gives her no time to go online. So we can Blog all we want and Nobody will ever figger it out and that makes us perfect. so like Dr B she is probably clueless when it comes to face book even less finding Telestations.com or the internet. Darcy is correct when she say's the only reason thay want to fatten us up is because we are more perfect and Smarter then they are and that must just make them Jealous of us.

Darcy say's in December our Family's are going to get a surprise thay will never forget. The 7 of us got our passports and in December were going on a plane and flying to France and when we get their were going to phone our Family's and tell them thay don't love us, Appreciate us or Understand us and that were in France and thay will never see us again and it's all their fault that were their and we have no place to sleep or money for food and hang up. Darcy say's we will call them back in 4-5 days. It will give them time to think about the way they treat us. Darcy say's it's the best plan she's ever had, Tracy and Sandra say bout their parents deserve this for neglecting them and when we get back home we will get all the attention from them we can ever desirer. She says when we call them thay will wish they paid better attention to us. Darcy is so perfect. She's just like Lalya, She knows everything. July 30-11 3:45am

 

 

Metroman Vasil Got to run. Martin called, he want's me to run to the beer store for him. I don't drink. But i will go for him. Then I'm off to the Ocean to meet Sandra, Maria and Tracy, Were going to walk around till sun set. It's nice and sunny outside. Darcy is sick and cant sit down so she's staying home. Thay have their i phones so she Darcy can watch what were doing. July 30-11 2:16pm

 

 

Nice to have plans, LoL Unfortunately we went to Martin's home Today and Removed his Passport. Martin had a Bloging Phone and we got the bill. $1200.00 His Cell phone was removed from him. He now has no passport, no cell phone and soon he might lose this blog page. July 30/2011 at 6:20 PM

 

 

Metroman Vasil My day was almost perfect

Now i have No Passport!

We were only talking about going. Darcy say's it was just for fun. Nobody understands. I'm not allowed a bloging phone. I have to do what Dr B tell's me and i have to go to Saint Paul's so they can help me gain weight and help me understand why i hate food and why i think I'm fat. I have to do what they want or i lose my bloging page.

Today was Uggggg. Sandra stayed with Darcy so Maria, Tracy and i hung around the upper trails of Stanly Park eating Thimblebarry's and Red Huckleberry's and Salmonberry's then they went towards English Bay to watch the Fire Works. I went to see Milan Art. On my way to see him i meet 2 persons, a brother and sister from Ethiopia. Interesting persons. We talked about how important it is for Nations to remove The borders and i ran into Leroy, We talked and made arrangement's to meet in the next few week's. Were going to Kalowna to get some Bear Meat and Parts. I talked with Milan Art then made my way home. I'm going to find something to watch on Telestations.com July 30-11 12:55pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil Nice day, Sunny but the wind is cold on me. I spent 2 1/2 hrs at Martin's. We sat outside and talked about the price of Gold and Croatia. His family is from Croatia. He want's to know when I'm going to add TV Stations to Yugoslavia TV. I start adding more stuff to Telestations.com this new week.

I talked to my Family back East, All is well i just have to do what Dr B ask of me and i have to ask The persons at Saint Paul's Hospital if they will help me Gain weight and help me understand why i don't want to feed myself. My Dad was watching the News when we talked.

My Family started putting Money aside to make the yearly payment to keep Telestations.com Active and to pay for the Traffic. They want me to start adding advertisement and Banner's on the pages but i prefer not. They annoy me and force me to go into control panel and into Internet options, Browsing History, Setting's then View Files just to Delete the Cookies i don't want. I will add the Newspaper and Radio pages soon.

It's nice out so i will go for a walk. Yesterday i ate 1 cheese Sandwich and Berry's. I will try and eat today.

After talking to my Family today all that matters is recovering from Anorexia and understanding why i treat food the way i do. July 31-11 4:58pm

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Metroman Vasil This is very possible. A group of terrorist buy a restaurant with the intent of putting cancer causing agents in the food. They spend 16 week's in each location selling cheep food then shut down then open in a deferent location. The chance of person's figuring out they got the cancer from the Restaurant is 0. What make's a person sure the food is not tamper with ? July 31-11 5:57pm

 

 

Metroman Vasil The walk around the Ocean got me thinking. Their's noting stopping extremist from opening a restaurant and placing cancer causing agent's in the food that would have devastating consequences on that Nation's population. It could be a compound that makes person's sterile or die at a young age from cancer. War is War and extremist only see it as war Thay might even try and poison or Nation's Leader's with food. Food and Drink was used Before to poison Rulers and Persons. So i was thinking what stop's a nation from doing that ? and what protects us from that. What reassurance do we have that the food we eat when we eat in a diner is safe or Do we have No Reassurances at All ? July 31-11 11:35pm